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Bill K


"Whatever happens... Believe in you, believe in life, believe in tomorrow, believe in everything you do,
any time. "

"I will wait for love to fly to me and teach me how to fly "

- Bill Kaulitz

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MUSIC = LIFE
and I couldn't live life any other way

Leb' die Sekunde, Hier und jetzte, Halt sie fest...
- Tokio Hotel , Leb' die Sekunde

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Saturday, December 26, 2009

Somehow i'm not that excited about my trip now. I don't know. I miss my friends somehow. Well, after reading their blogs anyways.

During the Europe trip i wasn't that much missing them but now i do. I mean, Dubai's great, but when you gr\et out of your hotel, its like. wow, why's it so bright?? so green!!

I think i like Europe more. I miss the chill in my bones when the wind blows, the fog that embraces the alps, so picture perfect in Salzburg, and of course, the eye candy. Sigh.

I even miss that frostbite feeling when i'm not wearing my boots, and how i scream at everyone to pack properly at night and drown myself in moisturiser and lip balm.

I miss the food, the awesome awesome awesome pastry in Austria, the chocolate and how everyone says dankeschum.

I miss that warm blush i get, when cute french tourists say merci to you when you hep them, i miss the cute parade of kids that go to the museum.

I miss the stately, grand, royal, medievel buildings that line the streets of Prague, the dry, dying trees shedding leaves, their tall branches reaching towards the sky, leaves dotting the sugar white snow with distant specka of black.

I miss how the snow seems to cover everything, envelope the earth and sky in its snowy folds and cover the earth with mist.

It's crisp, clear, snowy, chilly, sometimes crazyly cold and bone bitingly stings your body, but its so so so beautiful. I feel really fortunate, to see the things i've seen, to have done the things i've done, and to experience it all.

Will update with pictures when i get back. I can't plug the camera in this. I've already finished 8 gb of memory with pics.=)

I love europe and the food there. But i am never ever going to eat potatoes again after this.

Oh, and you have never ever eaten a waffle unless you eat it at an autobanh restaurant in Austria. Its so so so so so so ohmygod, extremely scrumptious.

But the waffles at Delicious, the one with strawberries, castor sugar and white chocolate cream is awesome too.

I didn't get anything for my friends in Europe... so maybe i'll get something in Dubai. I GOT LOTS OF CHOCOLATE =D=D=D 135bucks worth. And i got Polky again!!!

Polky's my polka dot Marks and Spencers scarf. i lost it and soo i had to buy one again. Im gonna wear it EVERYDAY.

AND, merry christmas and happy new year everyone! Miss you guys =(

Sigh. It seems as if everyone is having a better christmas holiday than i am. Hmpf

But i'm not complaining. This trip is really fun. We bought so many things. And question. Why do people like to wear sneakers to the mall? I had to today and its not comfy at all. If you look good, you fell good. If you feel good, you walk better and faster.

I'm not ready for school yet, somehow. I don't want to see how people have changed, i don't want to feel how they've changed. I'm not ready for change. I miss Europe, i miss being on holiday even though i still am.

I'm sitting in a suite in Dubai, with almost 5 kg of chocolate and candy around me, watching Bedtime Stories on tv and somehow i feel alone.

Everythingsnchanging and i have to change with it too. I have to grow. We're not kids anymore. I'm not going to be able to get away with everything, i'm not young anymore.

I miss seeing Hui Ling, with her awesome flawless skin, i miss hearing her talk in her weird british accent about her all girls private school, and i miss how friendly she was.

I miss seeing Emrie and Song Li playing with the snow and playing tag.

I miss the guitar and rums playing shopaholic twins.

I miss Darth Vader, who never talked or breathed.

I miss the Germans, with their hotness and blonde hair.

I miss everythingg about Europe.

I miss tht fresh feeling when i knew, just knew for sure that i'm going to wake up, and have another adventure today.

I miss everyday being different.

I'd rather be anything than ordinary- Avril Lavigne

I want everything, but get nothing

I don't want my memories to fade, and i want them to be forever

Just drown in my dreams


Sometimes life feels like one

I miss my friend but sometimes, it feels like i'm alone, and i have no one.

This is pyscho. Everythings happening too fast.

Time Is Running Out - Muse.

I won't let you bury me


I won't let you bury me

I won't let you bury me

-Ling Hui