By Your Side

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

AUTOMATIC - TOKIO HOTEL
Automatic
Automatic
You're automatic,
and your hearts like an engine.
I die with every beat
You're automatic,
and your voice is electric.
Why do I still believe?

It's automatic
Everywhere in your letter
A lie that makes me bleed
It's automatic
When you say things get better
But they never...

There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
Why do I keep loving you?

It's automatic,
counting cars on a crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic,
Watching faces I don't know
Erase the face of you

It's automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic

There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic

Each step you make
Each breath you take
Your heart. Your soul.
Remote-controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me...

Love in you
Love in you
There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.

There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic
Theres no real..
Automatic
Love in you...
Automatic
Why do I...
Automatic
Keep loving you?
Automatic...

TOKIO HOTEL

the INSANELY HOT BILL KAULITZ

TOKIO HOTEL~~~~~~~

Okie... chatting to Azu, Honey and adopted brother Jun Xi (did i adopt you that day or not yet officially??)

And its complicated coz i have no idea what they are talking about.

Anyways. I, Wong Ling Hui, from today onwards, shall ignore Eddy Do Wei Qing and give him the bitch face everyday until he tells me himself that secret that he won't tell me =.=

And he accused me of "acting sad" WHEN I WASN'T!!!! i was just telling Ying Chee and joking only coz i wanted to prove my "acting" was good (when it actually quite possibly isn't coz i always end up laughing when i pretend to cry =.=)

And, he wouldn't tell me at all after my fake crying and begging and praising and insulting.... All that hard work for 30 mins minimum and he still wouldn't tell me...

After all i helped him with before!!!

Ungrateful wretch!!!

He even ugh. I don't wanna talk about it. ANYWAYS, i am going to ignore him. Pfft.

AND

AUTOMATISCHE IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
BILLLLLLLLLLLL
TOMMMMMMMMM

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*SCREAMS AND JUMPS IN EXCITEMENT*

TOKIO HOTEL~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOKIO HOTEL

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AUTOMATISCHE!!!!!!

EVERYBODY PLEASE VOTE FOR TOKIO HOTEL AND GREEN DAY AS BEST ROCK AND BEST GROUP

THE LINK IS http://ema.mtv.co.uk/vote

I LOVE TOKIO HOTEL

Sunday, September 27, 2009

ALL MINE!! MUAHAHAHAHA

Soo.... this is the first post of honey's birthday and i dunno why but i wasn't hyper at all... more of tired and lots of people keep telling me i looked sad and moody and whatever but nevermind. =.=

Prob coz we already spent a few hours (we = Azu, honey and i) in her room laughing at all those shuffle vids

And honestly, i don't see whats so awesome about shuffling!! (no offence to anyone whatsoever) its just soooo funny!!! Especially when Adeline and Azureen kept saying chicken wing and well, you get the point.

And Adeline was SO HAPPY receiving my lil cow themed ( EU WIN STARTED IT!!) present she told me she would use it everyday and even post a pic of herself wearing it. Aww...

Did i mention that she kept telling me how much she loved my song?? She said she could hear it in her heart... Aww... again and i'm not lying. Maybe i am but i'd like to think of it as not lying. It could be the truth of whats happening in some alternate universe

Andd.... My parents were super pissed off at me coz i went home around midnight and lets not dwell on that fact because its depressing. Let's just say i am so NOT in the mood to go out anymore for oh, the rest of this year??

Misha (skinny!) and Natalie arrived first followed by.... not sure but people anyways. Esther, Adeline's god-sister and Walter her god-brother (whom i saw all the guys eyeing with envy *coughs*) came late coz according to Adeline, they had to go for some family reunion first. But they're really sweet people =)

And even though Adeline was the host, it was mostly her neighbours who were hosting it (i think they have some kind of thing for magic) And the lil girl (whom people keep telling me is a boy, but i won't be fooled that easily!) and lil boy who are cute and violent. I still don't get the scared-of-miniature-people-ness that many people expressed or invoked that night.

Sorry Adeline if i seemed really bored during your party, Just tired and i don't deal with heat very well. I sleep when its hot. And when its cold too ad i'm refering to the weather here.

Well.... there were fireworks (which weren't from bleh Adeline!) but it was from Sunway Pyramid.

Annddd i think thats it.

And about what i did today, i just went to have dimsum with my grand parents and i had this really nice almond milk thingy dessert thats really yummy!! At Sheraton Hotel which was bought over by The Grand Dorset which seems really smart coz you don't need to build your own hotel if you just buy one but i still like Sheraton more... but compared to Hilton i like Hilton more coz i eat Japanese shaba shabu there almost every week last time.. Then my sis just had to stop having tuition =.=

Well, happy belated birthday to Adeline Tang Pui Pui Pui Yan.

Ans somehow, that reminds me of how time passes by so fast, and i feel my breath catching again... I'm scared this will all pass faster than i want it to.. then i realise it already has, and i should probably stop now. Before i spill out all my private thoughts out for the whole world..

Quote of the Day:

Men talk of killing time, while time quietly kills them.

- Dione Boucicault

Saturday, September 26, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE TANG PUI YAN!!

And i'm currently blogging from her room so... and Azu just arrived!! So Happy Birthday to her and blablabla good luck growing old honey.

And i know everyone is jealous of Martin now but people, you guys should just move on and get over yourselves. I know you're jealous and Justin Bieber looks like a GIRL and people call Bill Kaulitz androgynous?!??!

UGHHHH

And happy birthday to honey who just opened my present which was a...

COW SHOWER CAP

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

I totally kept to the EWs cow theme

hahahaha

Friday, September 25, 2009

At honey's house.

She's totally freaking out about her bday tomorrow, which to me, is not a big deal. I totally do not what the big deal over a bday is but whatever. I"M not in a good mood now thus i shall rant on and on about how my life is totally sucking now and hell i keep saying hell just coz i read those House Of Night books.

I find that there are many disturbing people who blog online which is totally WEIRD, UNNATURAL and WRONG WRONG WRONG

But i shall refrain from insulting other people whom i'm not close because i shan't become a hypocritical b/i/t/c/h who's prejudiced against other people who aren't you know/ Normal in my sense of the word.

And Adeline is totally freaking out about my awesome music taste I mean, hello! BITE MY LIP AND CLOSE MY EYES - Long View, Green Day is totally classic lovely rock and i totally love it and yes, i have been using the word totally way too much lately. Just like Bryan and his like-ness

And i totally hate viewing other people's blog and i'm sure its because honey always views everyones blog , even people she doesn't know

And its very hard to type on this laptop.

and bye coz i'm gonna do other stuff

Thursday, September 24, 2009

LIFE STARTS NOW ALBUM COVER!!! IS IT UBER COOL OR WHAT??

OMFG AVRIL LAVIGNE IS DIVORCING DERYCK WHIBLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

They were such a cute couple *sobs* *bawls*

I can;t believe the rumours were true!!! I thought they weren't coz he was helping her on her new record and all... But i suppose some things weren't meant to last... I bet Jun Xi's happy bout this !! *glares*

Well, i'm not!! I sincerely thought that Avril had finally found someone to spend the rest of her life with, and a rocker too!!! Not like that stupid Keri Welsh whatever girlie that Martin thanked in his thanks for the first album too!!!!

And she's Paul's long term relationship since 2006!!! Gosh i really wanna slap somebody now.

And i woke up at like, 12.45 today? But i still have eye bags =.= And its prob coz i slept late. I finished 2 House Of Night books yesterday. Betrayed,
Chosen

and Untamed.

Oh. Wait, that's actually 4 =p

Just started Hunted today, and its totally getting more and more exciting now!! But i almost couldn't sleep last night because there were all these olden Cherokee legends in it talking bout all those paranormal and yeah... it so obviously FREAKED me out. and OMGee, i just googled it up, and it turns out that its true!!

The Kalona Ayeliski or "raven mocker" is a powerful figure of unholiness within Cherokee legends. Described as an evil spirit, it is feared by all, including other spirits and witches. The raven mocker's purpose is to torture and torment a dying person, to quicken the process of death. Once dead, the raven mocker attempts to consume the person's heart to bolster their own life-force. For each year that the dying person would have lived, the raven mocker adds to its own.

The physical appearance of the raven mocker is twofold. In one setting, when they are grounded and are attacking the dying person, they resemble very old and frail beings. This is due to the fact that they have absorbed so many lives of previous victims. In another setting, when they travel to the dying person, they resemble evil and demonic ravens.

At nightfall, when a person is known to be dying, the raven mocker will transform. Taking on the appearance of a true raven, the raven mocker morphs, spreading devilish wings that black out the sky, and taking on a terrible visage as it glides carelessly through the air, shrieking and wailing to announce its presence. Part of the fear as well as the meaning of the name behind this evil spirit comes from the fact that the raven mocker will literally mock the sounds of a raven, not only as it flies above the dying person, but up until it enters their room.

Once in the room of the dying person, other witches and evil spirits will flock to the scene to help the raven mocker snuff out the victim. The raven mocker and other evil spirits are invisible, so as they commence torture, the dying person only appears to those around them to be choking and gasping for air, when they are really breathing their last. In a hierarchal ladder of evil spirits, the raven mocker is definitely highly ranked. Similar to how a larger predator will dominate a hunting ground or kill, other spirits attempting to kill a dying man for themselves will flee an area if they hear the raven mocker's cry of ownership.

In defense against the raven mocker, family and friends of dying people can hire very skilled medicine men to keep watch. The medicine man will serve two purposes: one, to watch over the person dying until they get better (the raven mocker cannot enter when the medicine man has properly warded the building), and two, to watch over the dying person until they die naturally, and then to watch over the corpse to ensure proper burial (this prevents the raven mocker from eating the heart). In some legends, it is reported that the raven mocker will die within seven days of being spotted by a medicine man, while others report that it is the medicine man's wards and special armaments that can kill the spirit. There is also tale of a famous hunter of raven mockers, Gskli'sk, who killed many of the evil spirits.

Creds to

http://www.helium.com/items/1476036-cherokee-legends-raven-mocker

But its way creepy in the book and all so... And may i add that although being a good book through ans through, Zoey Redbird, the main character is way too frivolous for the boook to ever make it big on the scale of other vamp books like Twilight etc.

Anndd... of course..

Quote of the day:

A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.

- Mignon McLaughlin

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Just watched the boot camp vid for 3DG's street camp thing and it is so much work!!! Okay, i'm gonna totally promote them and did i mention

LIFE STARTS NOW WAS RELEASED!!!!

But i don't think we have it in Msia yet. This country totally sucks when it comes to musical stuff. I mean, i have to get my MCR merch shipped to Singapore just because they have music copyrighted stuff here or something.

And the other good news is that my merch has arrived!! It consists of

A Venganza Vest + Bullet shaped USB with the encore of The Black Parade Is Dead
Fingerless black and white striped Gloves endorsed with the MCR logo
MCR logo pencil set
Inhaler Notebook and Folder Pack
Entombed T-shirt

And yeah yeah i brag alot on my blog but don't you think i have a right to? =p

Who else in our school has such cool original MCR merch?? (stares at Jun Xi for the fake but totally cool design shirt)

In case you haven't noticed, please pay att. to my totally cool MCR original messenger bag with the original BMG Music Avril Lavigne badge on it (i took the other MCR badges off coz i was afraid they might fall off)

And i feel so totally stupid coz i totally cried for like, 5 minutes reading that House of Night, Betrayed book. =.=

I only cried when Stevie Rae "supposedly died" but it turns out that she didn't. She's in a zombie like state now under Neferet, High Priestess of the House Of Nights control but is the leader of their gang coz she has an affinity for Earth and anyways... Its a good read i suppose. You can try it if you like.

And speaking of which, Betrayed isn't the first book btw. You can google up the series yourself if you;re actually interested.

Annddd i gotta go now. Gonna make jelly =p

Quote of the day:

A dying man needs to die, as a sleepy man needs to sleep, and there comes a time when it is wrong, as well as useless, to resist.

-Stewart Alsop

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage =
Mineral water
2. last phone call =
Adeline
3. last text message =
Adeline
4. last song you listened to =
Contagious - Bots Like Girls
5. last time you cried =
Sunday

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice =
Hmm.. i don't think people date here?
7. been cheated on =
Not sure
8. kissed someone & regretted it =
No
9. lost someone special =
Yes
10. been depressed =
Many times
11. been drunk and depressed =
Drunk on coke?

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12.Black
13.White
14.Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend =
Yup
16. Fallen out of love =
Not really
17. Laughed until you cried =
Haha. yeah!
18. Met someone who changed you =
Yup
19. Found out who your true friends were =
Yup
20. Found out someone was talking about you =
Umm.. think so
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list =
No

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life =
Dunno. never count. I have the coolest Mexican MCR fan friends though. Bt they added me
24. Do you have any pets =
KAT!
25. Do you want to change your name =
Ling Hui is fine but i wouldn't mind adding a WAY or Mrs. Johnson at the back =p
26. What did you do for your last birthday =
Went out to eat with family at some hotel and ate foie gras until i wanted to puke i think =.=
27. What time did you wake up today =
9.45 My sis woke me up
28. What were you doing at midnight last night =
Playing and singing Adeline's song =.=
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for =
For me to marry Martin!!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother =
1 Hour ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life =
Nothing. Coz i love and appreciate all i have
32. What are you listening to right now =
The music of nature. haha. nothing actually.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom =
Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now =
People who tell me they have stuff to tell me but won't tell me and people who are jealous of martin
35. Most visited webpage =
Facebook, martinsays, blogs etc
36. Where you want to be right now =
On a cloud, drifting away into sleep
37. Nicknames =
Ling Ling and etcetcetc =.=
38. Relationship Status =
... private
39. Zodiac sign =
Pieces (just like Bryan!)
41. Elementary? =
Lick Hung
42. Middle school =
SMK USJ 12.
43. Hair colour =
Brown? according to my sis
44. Long or short =
Short
46. Height =
160+cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone =
No. Guys are stupid. Throw rocks at them
48. What do you like about yourself=
How i can be myself that i love music people hate and i'm oh so annoyingly honest and etcetc. Basically i just love myself to bits
50. Tattoos =
In the future =p
51. Righty or lefty =
Righty
52. First surgery =
umm... dental surgery?
53. First piercing =
11 i think
54. First best friend =
mmmm... can't remember...
55. First kiss =
Nope
56. First vacation =
umm.. Australia? Or China. Not sure
57. First crush =
I don't "crush"

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating =
Nothing
60.Drinking =
Water
61. I'm about to =
Practice Adeline's song again =.=
62. Listening to =
Didn' t they ask this just now?? NOTHING ok?? I like peace and silence sometimes
63. Waiting for =
Martin to sweep me off my feet again

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? =
Yup. 3 twins and one older brother
65. Get married =
To Martin Bennet Johnson. backstage of one of their concerts, just like Gee and Lyn-Z
66. Career =
umm... something i love doing

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes =
Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses =
Hugs
69. Shorter or taller =
Taller
70. Older or Younger =
Older
71.Romantic or spontaneous =
Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms =
Stomach
73. Sensitive or loud =
Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship =
Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant =
Trouble Maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger =
No
77. Drank hard liquor =
No
78. Lost glasses/contacts =
Broke my contacts and glasses only
79. Sex on first date =
NO
80. Broken someone's heart =
... yes...
81. Had your own heart broken =
A few times?
82. Been arrested =
No
83. Turned someone down =
...yes..
84. Cried when someone died =
No
85. Fallen for a friend? =
No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself =
Constantly
87. Miracles =
Happen everyday
88. Love at first sight =
Yes
89. Heaven =
Yes
90. Santa Claus =
=.= NO
91. Kiss on the first date =
Unless its Martin
92. Angels =
Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?=
No
95. Did you sing today? =
Obviously
96. Ever cheated on somebody? =
No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? =
Std. 1, so that i could be myself and be happier than i was for 6 bloody years
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? =
Yes... love is like a rollercoaster ride sometimes. You get the up and downs
100. Posting this as 100 truths? =
No. I don't get this at all

Chatting to the EW and i totally hate strumming coz i'm doing it without a pick and oh-so-smart-eu-win says to use a 20 sen or 50 sen coin =.=

Does that even work?!?!

And i really really really wanna stop doing Adeline's song coz

Its wasting my time
My fingers have started peeling

and i'm too goddamn lazy to....

goNna watch all those boring strumming vids now....

ADELINE U OWE ME ONE!!!!!!!

Monday, September 21, 2009

Yes, this is the blog of an

OFFICIAL THREE DAYS GRACE STREET TEAM member

how proud are you that you know me? =p *being perasan as they say*

Annnndd a Three Days Grace Street Team member has to help promote the band and everything and you get to meet other 3DG members too =D

Soooo, once their new album LIFE STARTS NOW is released, i'll probably fall in love with them alllll over again *grins* maybe i have a thing for older guys or something. But its most prob only the Billie Joe Armstrong, Gee Way and Adam Gontier kind.

And i have to admit that Gee and Adam used to be drug addicts but they're all better now and it was totally years ago. In fact, Three Days Grace started when Adam Gontier was in rehab and he wrote all these ah-mazing songs like Animal I've Become, Pain, Time of Dying and so on. I can totally relate to all those songs but they are so not "emo" as people say and there is no such thing as emo. I repeat THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS EMO

And after watching some of their old vids, i'm totally dying to get my hands on their deluxe super pack that includes LIFE BEGINS NOW DRUMSTICKS!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams and jumps* and also a signed album etcetcetc awesome stuff as shown in the pic.

OMG RIGHT???

And, finally i'm gonna blog about yesterday at Azureen's house. I know she was omg-ly happy, but i was more of filled with regret and dissapointment and i'm not gonna talk bout it anymore except that i've decided to sing Adeline's song for her live coz she deserves it and i just love her so much =p

And even though i titled it "You Can Shoot Your Ears Out If You Don't Like It" (in a moment of Fall Out Boy inspiration) perhaps i shall change the title coz i know she hates the current one =p

But i shortened it a lot annnd back to the topic.

I went to honey's house at around 2 something and i already blogged bout what we did there in my other post.

Then her mum sent us to Azureen's house, where we were greeted by her friendly family members and her cousin, Yaya gave me weird looks coz of the way i say her name =.=

Then Bo Kang and Jeremy walked here from 3k or something and Eddy came.

And then the coolest thing ever happened!!

Azureen's uberly cool 4 year old cousin, WWE-esque body slammed them!! He repeatedly climbed up the sofa and jumped down on them and all and poor Eddy suffered the most and i saw him take down his sister too, who was 8.

Annndd i came back home, worked on Adeline's song till 1.35 in the morning (honey u better love me for this) and making a song is so not easy okay??? You people underestimate the difficulty of it especially since i don't have perfect pitch

And congrats to Ru Jin, whose band has been finally completed and OMG HIS BASSIST IS A LEFT HANDED HALF JAPANESE GIRL.
How cool is that??
Apparently their band is complete and i wish them all the best in their careers. Looking forward to seeing you guys on stage one day *winks*

And then back to the topc, i screamed at my sister so loud my voice seems to be damaged and i really need to go study coz

IF I GET NUMBER ONE I GET A DSLR!

And i know i'm supposed to be uber excited but i'm so not =.=
My mum was just in an oddly weird good mood, so she just came in and we started chatting

ME MUM

If you get number one in the last exam i'll buy that tayloy swift girl's album for you
But i don't like taylor swift
Then anything lah
Ohh.. What bout a normal digital camera? Like those compact easy to carry ones
Huh? Those are useless ok? Let's get the one like Aunty's one.
You mean DSLR?
Yeah. The big black professional one
I don't really want that... I don't see the point. It's so big
*sighs* Don't get those lousy ones ok?
But DSLR is expensive
No. Who said so? It's only about 1000 something
.... If you say so..
When am i gonna get my drumset then?
Hmm.. For Christmas lah! Christmas we buy DS something, the camera, karaeoke machine and your drumset ok?
*stares* *recovers* If you say so Mummy. I totally agree

*runs out to living room*

I'm gonna get number one for the last exam!!!
*looks up* Okay. I know you can what.
What if i don't?
We're still gonna get the camera
And it'll still be mine??
Yeah
Oh, okay then.

SEE???? so creepy!! but i'm still gonna get number one coz i was planning to anyways and so i should hurry up, finish Adeline's song and get started studying!!

Peace.

I was so not Two Is Better than one yesterday and more The First One-ish and they are song titles ok? Does anyone bother reading my quotes or lyrics btw? I pick those that have to do with today ok?? Its not some meaningless loserpicked song just coz that person thinks its cool or whatever and i know a lot of people who do stuff just coz they think its cool, and lemme tell you one. Simple. Basic. Thing. Doing something just to be cool, is so NOT cool *glares*

Be yourself or nobody else

Quote of the day:

After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music.

Aldous Huxley

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Lyric of the day:

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Currently at Adeline's house, she bugged me to blog while she picks something to wear... unsuccessfuly might i add. I helped her pick so many awesome outfits but she doesn't want to wear them =.= coz there are GUYS going. how chaste of her. Unfortunately this is the new century and we can be open, but NOT slutty. ok honey? *winks*

Is it enough to love?

Is it enough to breathe?

Somebody rip my heart out

And leave me here to bleed

Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

ANNDDD... we are about to embark to Azureen's house later.. but i hope its not an eating feast as everyone has been telling me... because i'm a vegan for the next 2 weeks as a stand for animal rights. They have feelings too ok??? How would you feel if you were reared just to be eaten by upper beings?? And there are even cults called Extinctionists who are hellbent on making animals extinct just coz they think humans are superior and animals just waste air. *glares* and thus i am taking a stand animal rights and being a vegan for 2 weeks, which is a huge sacrifice on my part, coz i hate consuming vegetables.

And Adeline has refused to listen to listen to fashion advice but its okay. I;ll buy her accesories for her bday or something.

OOHHH. Did i mention that i wrote a song for her birthday? But i don't know whether she'll like it so perhaps i shall give her something normal, instead of the best present ever or something no one has ever given her. Hmmm... but i'm prob not gonna give her the song as she might not like it and i haven't figured out the guitar part yet.

Gonna play ps now. Byeeee

To walk within the lines

Would make my life so boring

I want to know that I

Have been to the extreme

So knock me off my feet

Come on now give it to me

Anything to make me feel alive

Saturday, September 19, 2009

.......... Currently blogging while my honey is off somewhere at some uncle's open house party... Which reminds me...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

Holidays kinda suck now coz we're having them too often and i totally miss the PEOPLE at school, NOT the exams and not the teachers too =p

Annnnddd on the topic of all those cute guys me and Adeline were gushing over.

I met a mini Edward. not the ugly Robert Pattinson, but THE one that you'll prob imagine in the book except he's our age *grins*

He has like this coppery brass like chestnut brown hair that's wind blown and looks totally cool in that not too long but hot way that touches his neck
And he has this totally flawless skin that looks yummy. Haha. like someone or something i'd want to bite =p

And he's bout taller than me by a bit and he looked at me with those big innocent doe like brown eyes of his..... and my heart stopped beating for one second... They were so BIG!!!!!!!

i couldn't believe there's still someone so innocent, pure, flawless!!

sigh

Eu win is going to his hometown for the next 2 days (pay attention ADELINE) and won't be able to online and sometimes i hate chatting to guys.

Currently chatting to Adeline, Azureen and Bo Kang.

Oh. Azureen just left. And BoKang doesn't talk much.. hmm...
lazy to blog much further except OOOOHHHH

I SAW A MINI EDWARD!!!!!

AND HE STAYS AT MY PLACE!!!!!!

SCREAMS!!!!!!!

OUR AGE!!!!!!!!!

SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

And now Adeline and i are gushing about cute guys we met today

sigh

caucasians rock and asians suck

haha

Friday, September 18, 2009

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

Seize The Day - Avenged Sevenfold

I'M SO DARNED BORED!!!!!!!

I think my life is falling into pieces now.... I know it isn't nut it just feels like it is and i'm so SICK of reading other people's blogs all of a sudden. DO YOU PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO HAPPY ALL THE TIME?!?!?

=.=

officially hating people who love their life now. I'm just sick of this whole world and i don't know why...

i HATE happy people

i'm gonna quit blogging one day. Honestly. If not everyone will see my crude and demented thoughts.... I need MCR now!!!!!!!!!! Which reminds me, i CAN'T! coz my mum is sooooo against the music i listen to =.=

Which reminds me, WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO HAPPY ?!??!?1

THE WORLD IS ENDING FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!!!

When all you people start screaming at the arrival of the Armaggedon, i;m just gonna stand there, raise my head high, and welcome it...

Having all those so called disturbing thoughts in my head now...
Let's just say music for my mood now is all MCR and Avenged Sevenfold.

And adeline and jun xi, ur happiness is killing my buzz =.= I just wanna roll up and die now. I feel like such a pathetic person but its okay. I can just go drink someone's lifespan or chi or something...

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Album art of Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge

Lyric of the day:

Oh baby here comes the sound!
I took a train outta New Orleans and they shot me full of ephedrine.
This is how we like to do it in the murder scene.
Can we settle up the score?

Give Em' Hell Kid - My Chemical Romance

Currently home from school coz i;m sick =.= diarrhea and i already eff-ing HATE it!!!!

Missing being able to go to school (well, not really. more of missing seeing the people at school) i'm quite worried that something will happen to my son... Elmo Martin Archuleta Way. Adeline might just drop him on the head or eat him or something. Just like what Brenda did to my first son - Adnerb. She ate him =.= right after throwing him in to a drain, and trying to teach him how to cook maggi. Then she accidentally burned his butt and ate him =.=

And i just had piano...... which was actually ok today. I had to sideread about 15 pages of sheet music though =.= all those Clementi stuff.

I'm supposed to be studying now but i;m just too lazy. I'll study later then.... oh. I was supposed to force Azureen to tell me that thing... During science. Oh well.. i'll bug her tomorrow

And i really like jun xi;s new blog skin! Can't really say the same bout Adeline's though. It;s too girly for me =.=

[Chorus]
If you were here I'd never have a fear.
So go on live your life.
But I miss you more than I did yesterday.

You're beautiful!

My dream blogskin would be something that incorporates all my fav stuff into it i suppose. Like maybe the background is white, with rosary beads with a cross at the end trailing down to the end of the page, like in the lyrics booklet of Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge by MCR.

Then...... maybe like blood splotches EVERYWHERE!!! That would be so cool!!! Then there'll be all these lyrics like

"Well I'm a total wreck and almost every day.
Like the firing squad or the mess you made.
Well don't I look pretty walking down the street.
In the best damn dress I own?"

Which is from Give Em' Hell kid..

And i just wanna clarify that MCR IS NOT EMO!!!! Listen to Gerard Way. " There;s no such thing as emo! Emo is just a f****ing piece of shit!"

U GO GEE!!!

And fyi, Gerard is also called Gee Way which is ah-dorable! and as of now, OMG is OMG-EE!! As in OH MY GERARD, get it? u know? coz G is the same as GEE? nvm

i'm soooo bored now and i still can't figure out how to make the words appear in the last post =.=

i might actually be bored enough to do tags though i don't see the point of it.....

Which reminds me of yesterday... and if u hate reading coz you suck at it, then just leave =) this blog is no place for haters and bimbotic people who don't understand the theory of ranting coz u're bored... hmm,,, why do i even bother? i think only Adeline reads this. oh well. i wanna quit blogging =.=

coz i'm

TOO LAZY .... to blog
TOO LAZY.... to eat
TOO LAZY... to take my medicine
TOO LAZY .... to go to school
TOO LAZY .... to care about wearing clothes and everything when going out. why can;t i juSt wear my pajamas huh??
TOO LAZY.... to tie hair to school, so i might just keep short hair (making Adeline scold me at school during Moral yesterday... it was quite hilarious actually...

ME- .....i feel like leaving my hair short..
ADELINE- why?? but actually u look ok with short hair
ME- *gives the stop lying to make me feel better face* sure... coz i'm too lazy to tie hair to school *sigh*
ADELINE- LING HUI! HOW CAN YOU BE SO LAZY! YOU'RE A GIRL! *hits my knee several times*)

yes honey..... i;m a girl who's like a guy? ugh. honey, take care of Elmo... DO NOT EAT HIM! i repeat, do NOT eat him!

Monday, September 14, 2009

STILL, ADDICTED (Simple Plan song btw) TO IT!!! LOVE DRUNK!!

Okay....... Total online time today is 30 mins which is sufficient enough bcoz latih tubi is coming up and i think i should start studying... people are counting on me to CRUSH cheng tong u know? =p

Well, Min Jun is anyways. And i really really need to study if not i'll lose to him in the last exam too, and we all know i HATE losing =.= Cheng tong only gets such good grades why? because he like, studies EVERYDAY or something. Crazy guy... I'd go mad if i had to study everyday. Thus, his grades come from diligence and NOT natural smart-itude like mua =p being perasan now... sorry (isn't my slang improving?)

And... i;m gonna give ONE but ONE VERY IMPORTANT reason why OTHER PEOPLE , NOT ME say Cheng tong berlagak. (if he sees this i didn't mean any offence at all) (and i;m gonna CRUSH you!! MUAHAHAHAHA)

THE Example (a TRUE story)

So... It was the last exam and we just had Sivik which was easy. And MR,Chok came in and asked Cheng Tong how it was and he went all " VERY EASY!" with the exaggerated hand flowy gay movement thing-y.

And when people asked me how it was, all i said was "oh.. i thought it was quite easy i suppose..."

THEN

The results?

LING HUI - 98%

CHENG TONG - 86%

SEE?? humility and whatever he is. I can't think now. So the next time Eddy or Eu Win tell me how sweet and innocent and smart he is... i'm gonna tell them the TRUTH!

Like how Eddy said he lets his sister bully him and he doesn't bully her blablaabla... But don't you see how he's ruining her future? She'll be so used to manipulating and controlling people she'll have to suffer next time when other people crush her and she'll think she's all that and blablabla. In other words, he's ruining his sister's future. And i don't have anything against him. It's just annoying having hardworking-but-not-the-normal-hardworking-but-dumb-kind-of-hardworking-people =.=

Quote of the day -

Civilization is unbearable, but it is less unbearable at the top.

Timothy Leary

AND, ADELINE AND I HAVE CONCEIVED A NEW BABY TOGETHER CALLED ELMO MARTIN ARCHULETA WAY

Sunday, September 13, 2009

ME HUGGING MARTIN!!!! *SCREAMS NON-STOP*

Today was.... fun and NOT-fun.

NOT - FUN

This morning. I had to go for guitar replacement class coz my teacher was overseas again (coincidentally in China, where he met my parents when they were buying this condo thing over looking some lakes in China and its so pretty blablabla)
I had to on and off my phone over and over again, just coz i had to check what time my replacement class was, then i had to run here and there from my mum's room and my room to get the number and stuff.. then she lectured me for almost the whole day for not CLOSING THE DOOR while she was sleeping =.= and said i was selfish, spoon-fed and all my life i have been an ungrateful wretch who doesn't deserve what i have blablabla

I had to run to get ready in 5 minutes for my guitar class that suddenly changed to 12 am. Then went to send my sister for tuition, went to Subang Parade and there were A LOT of people there compared to normally and it was coz Raya was almost over or smthg @.@

Bought some cute white wedges and my mum started lecturing again on how i don't take care of my shoes and blablabla so she made me and my sister sort out all the shoes and started telling us bout the shoes we can wear and blablabla.

Which is why my feet now hurt from wearing those Zara pig skin lining black peep toes but they were so cute!! In the adult-ish way i mean. And my mum told me to wear it out next time if not the shoes will spoil if no one wears them =.=

She was in such a weirdly good mood, she even told me i can wear the silver snake skin lining Banana Republic shoes that look totally gorgeous too!

Those were the fun parts of today... And my sis kept bugging me on the Rubix cube stuff coz she doesn't know how to do it =.=

And.... I wanted to tell Adeline somthing.. Oh. Right.

HONEY!

The Reason (which is a song by Hoobastank in case u didn't know) my mum won't let me get flats is because, apparently, the soles of your feet will SPOIL. Thus, go tell your mum that everytime you wanna buy wedges =) U can thank me later =p MY BABY IS FINALLY GROWING UP! *sniffs* haha.not. ugh. i'm just uberly weird today...

Nothing much happened today.... And guitar i had to squat outside at the dustbin to cut my nails coz they were too long =.= and this woman came out and gave me the oh-you-poor-girl-do-you-not-have-nail-clippers-at-home? look =.=

Old aunties who like to stick their nose in everything and think their so ALL THAT are really just plain ANNOYING.

Quote of the day:

Today is the tomorrow we worried about yesterday.

- Anonymous

Adeline, you better worry tomorrow coz i'm gonna give you lots of names =D

BTW, I actually baked bread today! Using the bread maker thing which i still have no idea how to use....

AND MY MSN IS HAVING A TOTAL PROB!!! I can't see my contacts at all and my sis is ruining my life by trying to get SPM cheat papers that were leaked =.=

Honey, Adeline, so need some love now! Today has been horrible! AND gosh you are so rajin (see? i can use slang) as to bother linking so many people, what with a new skin and all O.O I totally couldn't be bothered at all... Sorry. I just relinked Deanna and Ashley today and why do people change links so much?

PS. MARTIN BENNET JOHNSON AS OF NOW IS 24 YEARS, 5 DAYS, 10 HOURS, 37 MINUTES AND 15 SECONDS.
PPS. STILL LOVING HIM =)

Saturday, September 12, 2009

MY DREAM GUITAR...

Chatting to the EW aka Eu Win coz honey left for vocal lessons and did i mention she HARDLY sang with me last night??

ur vocal lessons are WASTED if u don't sing honey!!!

and......

I'M EXTREMELY SORRY TO WONG EU WIN!!!! who is not dead

for:

1. forcing him to sing Thunder
2. annoying him everytime he onlines when i online
3. .... teasing him?
4. physcologically torturing him
and many more....

And, the production of *drumroll* ......... "THE BOY WHO COULDN'T SING" is under way. inspired by the sad, sad, SAD life of Wong Eu Win, whom i shall try to stop calling "The Ew"

The story goes like this...

One day, there was a boy. Called Eu Win. Which is a weird name to me but, that's not the point. And, one day, this girl, who was Martin's future wife to be, made him promise to sing Thunder at her honey's house. And he said he would faint, which she said was COOL and blablabla.

Anyways... she found out that.... HE COULDN'T SING!! Which made her so sad she decided to pray for his voice everyday while praying for Martin's health. It was such a sad story.... And thus, she decided to help him with "stuff"

END

And my honey is going for vocal exams so wish her luck! make me proud! I trained u yesterday! =D

And, its confirmed that Eu Win's life, is like OMG-LY SAD

He can't sing, he doesn't look like Bryan Donahue, he faints when singing due to some medical throat condition, and he cut his finger playing guitar during Std 2.

SO. Please pray for him to because i was very touched and feel sad for him. Sigh. sad sad sad person...

And another movie will be under way soon... "How They Ended Up Together"

Hopefully...

And about Eddy's birthday... btw. right now Martin Johnson is 24 years 3 days, 2 hours 28 minutes 10 secs old!!

sigh... I'll be waiting for you martin!

Yesterday, i sang to Love Drunk, the album, honey singing A BIT and i actually got her to jump and sing with me! =D

We , i mean I , spent most of the time singing and walking with adeline, looking at the stars.... how romantic... aaand, we hugged each other a lot and drank coke blablabla.

And i have decided that i am never EVER going to bring Bokang to any concert again. I just remembered that he DID NOT JUMP AT ALL AT MTV!!!!

U GUYS ARE SO DARNED WEIRD!!!

Quote of the day:

Love is like a war: easy to begin, hard to end

- proverb

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

And today is the day i really have to be strong...

Currently chatting to Eddy and Jun Xi. Somehow i managed to convince them to play petsociety on facebook! Hhaha. Jun xi's pet looks like super weird, and he called it Bodoh =.= coz he says it looks stupid.

Too depressed to have a lyric of the day and its not like anyone bothers reading it anyways =.= you musically deprived people

My Love Drunk CD didn't arrive at the store so i can only get it today, which is also MARTIN JOHNSON'S 24TH BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!!!

YES, MARTIN is such a GENEROUS, KIND, GIVING person, that for his bday, he gives the world a present in the form of LOVE DRUNK!!

And, like the BLG fanatic i am, i've made sure about everyone in my class knows bout it =D

I;m even buying the album for Adeline aka MY HONEY and Jun Xi aka DUDE. And they'll be paying me back tomorrow or smthg.

And..... Bryan isn't single anymore according to the Bryan's Blonde Hair cult on MySpace. Which is.... sadly, ultimately depressing for us girl's who realize the holy angelic-ness of Bryan.

Martin is an uberly deep person also, like how he always has a quote on his martinsays.com

And since i don't have a lyric today, i shall just give a quote.

Quote of the day:

Not all who wander are lost

- J.R.R Tokien

Monday, September 7, 2009

Adeline

Lyric of the day:

Okay. I'm quite sick of blogging already but Adeline keeps bugging me to for God knows what reason. No one bothers reading anyway. Its so boring. =.=

And, its boring to chat to people who don't talk *coughs*

Anyways. i'm bored so, bye.

and

HERE IS THE SCHEDULE FOR THIS MONTH, SEPTEMBER

September 1st --- BILL & TOM KAULITZ BDAY (as in TOKIO HOTEL)
September 4th --- GERARD WAY & LYN-Z 2 year anniversary
September 8th --- LOVE DRUNK RELEASE!!!
September 9th --- MARTIN JOHNSON'S BIRTHDAY!!! 24th!!
September 11th --- Jun Xi & Eddy's Bday
September 22nd --- LIFE STARTS NOW release (THREE DAYS GRACE)
September 26th --- hmm... what was it again? hmm... oh! Adeline's bday. oh nothing much really.. =P
END