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Bill K


"Whatever happens... Believe in you, believe in life, believe in tomorrow, believe in everything you do,
any time. "

"I will wait for love to fly to me and teach me how to fly "

- Bill Kaulitz

Rette Mich
MUSIC = LIFE
and I couldn't live life any other way

Leb' die Sekunde, Hier und jetzte, Halt sie fest...
- Tokio Hotel , Leb' die Sekunde

SCHREI!




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Sunday, July 26, 2009
Ugh...

Lyric of the day:

No one could hold me down
No one could keep me around

Holiday - Boys Like Girls

Today was okay so far except my mum kept scolding/lecturing/ Basically blaming me for things that don't even have any relation to me what-so-ever. Like on how i so called "do not respect my oldest sister" and "treat her without any indifference on the matter of your age and intelligence"

What's with everyone on the issue of age?? Just because i'm 13 doesn't mean i don't know how to think for myself and i need someone to dictate my life for me of something!!!!! And my sister herself keeps calling me a premature child just because i may think more maturedly than other teenagers my age and that i have better english than most of them but that's not the point.

Ugh. I'm gonna stop ranting before i get accused of "staining the family's name with your rampage of insults and remarks against your own family" which will "change the way people see you in their eyes" and "cause outsiders to degrade you on the level of morality and loyalty"

Now it's your turn, take a shot
Baby show me everything that you got
Maybe you can keep me alive
Maybe you can get in my mind
But it's only a matter of time


Anyways... Today's lyric is Holiday, by one of my favourite bands ever--- Boys Like Girls. They are totally supremely awesome and i HEART them to the nottom of my black lil heart *as quoted my Gerard Way*

I feel like taking a holiday too. Get a change from the people and things i know. Just lead someone else's life for a change. I'm pretty sick of mine. And it doesn't help that i've been sick for almost 2 weeks now and i seriously suspect myself of being infected with A H1N1. SO, if i really get quarantined... Please visit me everyday. And bring along some KitKat. *haha*


Before I run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

And I really need to finish the Geo Project. I'm supposed to be looking for Switzerland's map but... Here i am. Blogging. This might be my last post in ages as my mum has strictly declared Internet (the creation of Satan) banned in the household for my sister's huge exams this year.

What i actually did today was go for Guitar replacement class for one hour, hurt my fingers and wonder when my guitar teacher is gonna teach me the rest of the chords to 21 Guns by Green Day. I also came home and loitered around my room while coughing and sneezing like the sick person i am.. (physically, not mentally)

Nothing interesting left except that i am currently PHONE-LESS again!! Thanks to my sister and her **************censored***************

Anyways. I should log off now before i spoil the keyboard.

A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight







Saturday, July 25, 2009
I feel weird today...

Lyric of the day:

True sounds of maniacal laughter
And the deaf-mute is misleading the choir
The punchline is a natural disaster
And it's sung by the unemployed

Fight fire with a riot
The class war is hanging on a wire
Because the martyr is a compulsive liar
When he said
"It's just a bunch of niggers throwing gas into the hysteria"


American Eulogy - Green Day

Today we had koko... Adeline didn't come btw. Which was so lucky for her because I was in sheer pain and total shock for the first 1 hour and so BECAUSE they were doing this senamrobic thing with the most HORRIBLE music EVER and they expected us to DANCE to it.

For the first 20 minutes when it started i was so mortified watching the gay guy on stage shaking his hips and even worse, students actually doing it, i couldn't do anything at all but stand there, mouth agape watching make fools out of themselves.

I mean, the dance wasn't THAT bad. Maybe if it wasn't that teacher doing it it would be okay. But the MUSIC!!!! It was so..... i can't even bring myself to describe it. Maybe people think I'm exaggerating but it was worse in primary school when they made us sing all those GROSS IDIOTIC DISGUSTING UTTERLY INHUMANE CHINESE SONGS.

That time I practically blocked out my ears and sang MCR to myself.

It was quite amusing but really boring to watch people dance so i went to look for Brenda and Azureen in the end. We chatted a bit. Coz Azureen and I had the most horrible sore throats ever. I could hardly talk and my voice sounded all weird-ish.

Then, we parted ways as Azu goes for KRS, not PBSM. Talked bout random weird stuff... Like ants and Brenda kept playing with my shoe. We named it Pumpkin, Ice Cream, Chocolate, More Chocolate, Even More chocolate and you get the idea.

Lyn Dee seemed pretty bored but she seemed kinda tired too so i didn't want to disturb her. Talked to Brenda more.

I don't want to live in the modern world
I don't want to live in the modern world
I don't want to live in the modern world
I don't want to live in the modern world


Went to The Gardens after school. Was horrible. My mum was lecturing us the whole way in the car. I slept the moment she started talking but that's not the point. Then my sisters got all pissed off for no reason and started venting their anger out on me =.=

I was the only one who wasn't angry at all just coz i was too tired and sick to have the energy to even be angry =.=

I feel weird today... Personal reasons..

I can hear the sound of
A beating heart
That bleeds beyond a system
That's falling apart




Saturday, July 18, 2009
Sleepy...

Lyric of the day:

So shut your eyes,
Kiss me goodbye,
And sleep.
Just sleep.

The hardest part is letting go of your dreams.

Sleep - My Chemical Romance

Today we had koko which was kinda boring coz Brenda that retard, she didn't come!! So i had to get her address from Lyn Dee and Adeline. If its wrong I'm never going to other people's house again. =.= I get lost too often.

Example 1.

Going to Azureen's house - I got lost and was stuck outside some weirdo's house for 20 minutes and i didn't remember Azureen's house number so i had to use my driver's hp and call Adeline for help. But after calling her THREE times she still didn't pick up. So i had to painstakingly call my house and teach my maid how to go to my contacts and search for Azureen's number. While doing so, the people were all waking up and giving me the evil eye and the dogs started barking too. =.= Foul dogs. Turns out I had the wrong address THE WHOLE TIME.

Example 2

Going to Jun Xi's house - I got lost again coz i didn't know where the hell is his house and my father isn't very good at taking instructions. He just kept on yelling at me the whole time "Where is 13p??? Do you have the correct address?? There's no such thing as 13p!! What's wrong with your friend? Ask people go to their house also never give map" Hello? there's such a thing as SMART drivers. Anyways... drove about for about 20 mins.. Then i found out i had the WRONG address. AGAIN.

So the moral of the story is: Never write down people's add by yourself. Always get them to do it for you. But i probably won't get lost tomorrow. My mum's sending me and unlike my father, she doesn't have a man's big fat ego and won't force me to ask people for directions coz she's too proud to ask for help. Men.

Koko was tiring... Basketball was so creepy. Its such a violent game. And there were these HUMONGOUS ants all over the place. And Nina kept killing all of them with her shoe. Haha. Nina --- Ant Killer

Then PBSM we had to do some retarded "walk around in a circle and pretend you're on the moon thing" =.= The guys didn't have to do it at all while we girls had to act like such retards.

The only good thing about koko was.... Me and Adeline kept on hugging each other. We'd just be standing there randomly, then one of us will say " Lets hug" and then we'll embrace each other in our awesome-ness. ( but we are NOT lesbians)

And Adeline. I was so worried I thought something happened when she texted me and went all " Promises were made to be broken rite?" And all it turned out to be was because she heard that DAVID BLEH ARCHULETA might not be coming to M'sia again.

Pfft. All i have to say is thank God. And i hope that Green Day goes on a world tour soon.

Oh. We managed to hug Lyn Dee too. She seemed so bored so we had a group hug! =D Its very rare for Lyn Dee and Brenda to let people hug them so its quite special when it happens.

And yesterday's MU training session was pretty cool. The whole stadium did the Mexican wave and it went round the whole stadium about 3 times. But I'm not an MU fan so the only players I recognized were Dimitar Berbatov, Wayne Rooney, Anderson, Michael Carrick, Edwin Van De Sar, Ben Foster and one of the Da Silva twins.

One of the coolest parts was when Foster waved directly at us coz everyone kept screaming his name. But it was so sudden we didn't catch it on camera. Will be posting some pics of that day soon i guess.

Slept for almost... 4 hours? today. So today's lyric of the day is Sleep by My Chemical Romance. =)

[Voice recording:]
"...Sometimes I see flames. And sometimes
I see people that I love dying and... it's always..."

Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.
Just sleep.

[Screaming:] Wake up!

[Voice recording:]
"And I can't... I can't ever wake up."





Friday, July 17, 2009
Pfft...



Lyric of the day:
She's an Extraordinary girl In an ordinary world And she cant seem to get away

Green Day - Extraordinary Girl

Pfft!!!

Was chatting to Adeline, Gan and Jeremy just now. (but Jeremy doesn't talk much) Then Adeline left due to PERSONAL REASONS. =.=

I already said I'm sorry. And you shouldn't be so hot headed.

Pfft!

Playing petsociety now. I can't believe i'm still playing it. Its such a retarded game!!

I'm not going to school today btw, coz i'm going to the MU training session with my sister.

She kept drilling me on the players and everything... Jeremy also!!! Make me feel so stupid coz i dunno who's anderson something... but its still cute!! >.<

Kept listening to Green Day's American Idiot album lately. Its so awesome. Even after 5 years you can still listen to it without getting tired of it. Its just classic rock!!!

And I'll be posting some pics of the one and only, the fantabulous, the ultra hot, the super perfect and whose perfectness would take FOREVER to document..........

MARTIN JOHNSON!!!!!!!!

Your eyes will be glued to the screen admiring his hotness. *drools*

You can thank me next time. Haha. Admire his total hotter than the SUN hotness.

Haha. Nothing to blog bout. Boys Like Girls's new album LOVE DRUNK is coming out on September 8th. And even Adeline admitted Love Drunk is AWESOME!!!!!!!!

Oh. And I'm sorry for hitting Adeline's butt with the shuttlecock during pj yesterday....

Brenda injured everyone though. She hit Lyn Dee 2 times and me once.

Haha. Brenda was so cute during moral too! (or maybe its retarded) she wrote the wrong date for a few days straight till i told her it was 16th (yesterday)

I love my friends. Haha.

And i didn't say Adeline was awesome in Bo Kang's cbox. I was lying. Oh, I'm so bad. Dear Lord please forgive mine soul for commiting a sin.

So. I didn't say Adeline was awesome.

Martin is awesome!

Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Victims Of Love

Lyric of the day:
In the beginning, I tried to warn you
You play with fire, its gonna burn you
And here we are now, same situation,
You never listen, I never listen
Now I'm thinking of a way that I can make an escape
It's got me caught up in a web and my hearts the prey
Do you really wanna throw your heart away, away, away?

Nothing really happened yet except that got TRICKED by WONG EU WIN into total boyfast for 1WEEK!!!! I'm not even allowed to talk to Gan!! I can't believe I let my self-pride (which is very important) let myself get into such a MESS!!!

Everybody's hurt somebody before
Everybody's been worn by somebody before
You can change but you'll always come back for more
Its a game and we're all just victims of love.

How am i supposed to not talk to a single guy for 1 whole week??? I couldn't even tell Eddy how AWESOME Love Drunk is =.=

Aaanndd, i put my official Simple Plan poster in jeopardy just coz i bet on it!!!
Its not even the one you get from magazines (i have tons of those anyways) but the OFFICIAL POSTER you get only if you buy the album.

Ugh. S o now i feel so guilty for not replying....

I wonder whether Adeline's boy-fasting?

Now you've back tracked
You're running away cause it just happened again and you just want it to end
Trying your best to not let yourself go cold, so cold.
Now you think about the things you thought you wanted to say
But when you open up your mouth it don't come out that way
Are you really gonna throw your heart away, away, away?

Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Tokio Hotel - vid 2

Okayy... Another post that has to do with Tokio Hotel.

Schrei Live DVD - Freunde Bleiben

It means Remain Friends btw

I LOVE YOU BILL!!!!



Tokio Hotel- vid

Randomly loading this english translations vid. The lyrics are super sweet... Totally HEART this song...

Ugh... thinking bout it reminds me of him....

When did i start feeling like that?? Its so creepy somehow...



BOYFAST!!!

Lyric of the day:
We got problems, we don't know how to solve them
Everywhere we go, we got some skeletons that follow
We got baggage, you know we're gonna drag it
Everywhere we go, for everyone to see

Broken Hearts Parade - Good Charlotte

Today was the first day of me and Adeline's boyfast. Technically, it just means that GUYS=JERKS

In the broken hearts parade
And I putting my heart out on display there's no
Masquerade, Just a funeral march for love today
The band strikes up and they're playing our song
Dressed in black and we're singing along, to the
Broken hearts parade


Its quite true except there are some nice guys too. But those are very rare. For example, Gan Jun Xi. He's nice. He lets me call him Dude and bug him with all my idiotic random questions.

Its so hard not talking to the guys sometimes. I wonder how Adeline's sticking to it. Doesn't she miss talking to anyone?? But it doesn't really matter I guess.... Since we're kinda pissed off for our own personal reasons..

But its easier for her just coz she doesn't like the guys in our class. As friends i mean. Their actually quite nice. Except Zhi Shen is really getting on my nerves. He keeps saying MCR sux. Which is totally NOT TRUE!!! How JEALOUS does he have to get??

Oh, and sitting with Nisssa is nice too. Teacher changed place again....

Dunno what to say....

Quite depressed now.... Thanks to AZUREEN and her "advice"

You got a question: How do we get it started?
I got an answer: Let go of your heart and
Love it, live it, leave it and get into it
If you wanna start it, this is how you do it


Can't believe i was so.... down-hearted for almost the whole time after recess...

So today's lyric is Broken Hearts Parade by Good Charlotte. Quite suitable i think? O.o

March on to the soul
The beating of a broken heart
Stop put the rhythm to fall
To the beating of a broken heart

Sunday, July 12, 2009
Hmmm.. Had a fun day =)

Lyric of the day:
Put this under her skin
I am me and I won't change for anyone
Me and I won't change for anyone
For anyone like you

Why would I, Why would I change
Why would I change
Put this under your skin

I Am Me - Ashlee Simpson

WELL... today I woke up really early to go jogging with my sis and after that i went to gan's hse.

We watched some super creepy movie called Shutter and its really freaking me out now. I can;t even go to the toilet without freaking out. =.=

Ying Chee and i were screaming together at some parts. Haha. Especially the weirdo youtube ghost vid thing.

And it turns out that Gan has 2 turtles called Romeo and Juliet... Except.... Juliet DIED

Hows that for romantic? =p

Well.... i had a tough time choosing today's lyric but i think i'll go with I Am Me by Ashlee Simpson.

She had a baby with Pete Wentz and i have faith that they'll last together. =)

He's baking. I'm happy.

Haha. Summed it all up in 4 words. =D

Think it'll last?

Overall, today was a HAPPY day.

Maybe things really are getting better? =)

ps: late post.sry

Friday, July 10, 2009
Oral today!!

Lyric of the day:
You get up and somebody tells you where to go to
When you get there everybody's telling you what to do
Thank you, it's been another bloody Monday
And no one is asking what you wanted anyway

Scream, 'til you feel it
Scream, 'til you believe it
Scream, and when it hurts you
Scream it out loud


Scream - Tokio Hotel ( english version of Schrei )

Ohmigosh! We're having oral today and ADELINE HAS NOT MEMORISED HER LINES!!! *grr* Well, I believe in free opinion and expression anyways so as long as she doesn't mess up its fine.

Well... the only thing that's happened yet today is that i went for tuition.... It was boring..

OH!! And the only reason we have to do oral today is coz our DARLING teacher PN SARAMAH has something against me!! I don't know what's her problem. She always has to pick me to do things for her or do things first and ask me questions blablabla. Adeline, Azu. LynDee all think its coz she likes me but I think its the total opposite.

Back to zero, your time's about to come
Let them know you're not just anyone
Your time's about to come

Well, as a sign of my stand for WOMEN'S RIGHTS and FREEDOM OF SPEECH today's lyric is Scream by Tokio Hotel. I like this song better in German but some people don't get the lyrics so...

Don't really know what to blog about... Oh, yesterday I went to Azu's hse with Brenda, Lyn Dee and Adeline to practice oral. But we ended up practicing about... once only. The rest of the time we were shooting each other with rubber bands and eating these really nice Mini Animal Biscuits i brought. Except Brenda wouldn't eat it coz she said they were "animals" But Brenda's cute that way i guess.

hmm.... 2 months 6 days and counting

=)



Tuesday, July 7, 2009
LOVE DRUNK!!!!!!





Lyric of the day:
I think we should strike a match
And we'll hold it in the wind
To see how long it lasts
We could make the time stay still...

Five Minutes To Midnight - Boys Like Girls

OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!
I heard LOVE DRUNK on fly fm today!! On their top wanted charts... And the best part is---- IT BEAT ZERO GRAVITY by David Bleh Archuleta, the toilet bowl man. And i saw 21 Guns on tv too, so its definitely a good day music wise.

I saved all these SUPER AWESOME Green Day pics too. Billie Joe Armstrong. Did i mention that i absolutely LOVE Billie Joe Armstrong yet? Well, I do. =D

At school we discussed bout oral and decided on doing The 4 Dwarves. Which is like the Snow White one but this time their mean dwarves. I wanted to do The Three Little Pigs so that Adeline could be the BIG BAD WOLF but she totally voted against it and said it was "non-halal" Which is so racist of her. Oh, she pinned her hair up today too. Looks pretty =)

And on the note of friends at school, I can confirm that Azureen does NOT like Bo Kang. That is totally next to impossible to happening. It would just be plain darned weird. It was just a dare and people who don't understand can go read Azu's blog for more or even Gwena's blog.

And last, i'm gonna mention that teacher changeed our bloody seats again. I'm still sitting at the window side but 2nd last this time. Gan is still sitting in front of me, which is good coz he's nice to talk to.

AND OH MY GOD HOW COULD I ALMOST FORGET TO POST BOUT THIS???? Today i was literally SCREAMING my head off thanks to ZHI SHEN!!!! I don't know what's his moronic problem. He just has to convince the guys to catch a spider and try to put it on my hair, thus causing me to RUN AWAY saying EWEWEWEWEWEWWW the whole way until i finally ran into Azureen SCREAMING and then she started SCREAMING too and shouting WHY ARE WE SCREAMING?!?!?

And so, we screamed.

Is it my fault i hate spiders? NO. They have EIGHT FRIGGIN LEGS for GOD'S sake!! That's not normal!!! Why would anything on earth need EIGHT HAIRY LEGS?!?!

I shall be posting some Green Day pics too. Spread the Billie Joe Armstrong hotness.

EVERYDAY IS A GREEN DAY!!

xoxo

i HATE spiders

Monday, July 6, 2009
German version of Free In Freefall

Lyric of the day:
Frei im freien Fall
Und nirgendwo anders
Ich bin Frei im freien Fall
Ich kann nicht mehr anders


Frei Im Freien Fall - Tokio Hotel

OMG! I just realised that i forgot to post the german lyrics of Frei Im Freien Fall which basically translates to Free In Freefall. So the german version is the lyric of the day... Nothings really happened yet coz its still early in the morning... I just have a stomach-ache only. I think i'm gonna post the video of Frei Im Freien Fall with the english translation and german lyrics. ( ATT. ADELINE TANG PUI YAN. If you are reading this now, you better watch that video in return for burning my eyes with that retarded Guitar Hero David Bleh Archuleta vid. Who on Earth would want to see HIM in BOXERS?!?!? MY EYES STILL HURT!!)

PS THIS IS A LATE POST FROM MONDAY

Sunday, July 5, 2009
Driving is fun!!






Lyric of the day:
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Chasing Cars- Snow Patrol

Today... I actually drove a car!! And i don't mean as in in one straight line, but as in round and round a carpark!! I knew playing ps2 would help! I actually drive better than my sisters, and she's supposed to be the one going for the exam! My eldest sisters driving made me want to puke, and my second sister made me get a migraine. =.= Its like they don't know the meaning of braking gently. I almost got killed by my eldest sister. SO... in the end, when she was driving, my other sis and I went---- POWER WALKING!! We walked more then 1 km, and that's no easy feat. It was round the park behind SJMC. I wonder whether they bring the old people there to jog... I'm gonna try to go jogging there every week! We plucked. ok I plucked this nice flower off a tree.. One only coz i'm not tall enough.. It's so perfectly adorable!! And my sis stuck one in my hair. See?

.... I still haven't finish my homework yet, which is a first for me coz i have tonnes of work piling up. Like Geo, KH, BM.... and I still have NO IDEA how to do this blog thing properly... That's all for today i guess... And todays song is like... suitable, i guess. Coz its CHASING CARS. Its a really nice song and the lyrics are totally meaningful. Like something I wanna ask someone one day (hint hint*) haha. Just kidding

Saturday, July 4, 2009
First post ever~

Lyric of the day:
Free in free fall
And nowhere else
I am free in free fall
There's no other way
LET ME FALL!!!


Tokio Hotel - Frei Im Freien Fall (English translation - Free in Freefall)

First, this blog is, obviously, dedicated to all my favourite bands. And secondly, Happy 2 months anniversary!!! The name of this blog is totally for Tokio Hotel, a german band whose lead singer is the iconic androgynous Bill Kaulitz. His twin, Tom plays bass in the band too. This just shows that twins are cool!! Next time i want twins! OMG!! They could be in a band next time and i'll be the cool mom rocking out backstage!! Ooh!! I could get married next time like Gerard Way! How cool is that?!? He got married to Lyn-z backstage! Sigh. So romantic. Next time i'll marry the guy who gets me front-seat tickets to MCR's concert. Then when they're performing that new song they haven't titled yet, he'll suddenly propose to me and Gerard Way will suddenly drag us on stage and congratulate us and offer to perform at the wedding for free. Oh. That's so random. I have to stop dreaming. Anyways... I'm not good at all these comp stuff so if you have any tips please tell me. Tq!! Happy 2 months anniversary!!