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Bill K


"Whatever happens... Believe in you, believe in life, believe in tomorrow, believe in everything you do,
any time. "

"I will wait for love to fly to me and teach me how to fly "

- Bill Kaulitz

Rette Mich
MUSIC = LIFE
and I couldn't live life any other way

Leb' die Sekunde, Hier und jetzte, Halt sie fest...
- Tokio Hotel , Leb' die Sekunde

SCHREI!




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Monday, August 31, 2009
BAKING!!!

PICS OF MARTIN AND HIS TATTOOS. HOTT!!
Unfortunately, the BLG site is under maintenance so i can't get clearer and better pics



Lyric of the day:

Amazing Grace,
how sweet the sound,

That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind,
but now I see.

Amazing Grace - John Newton

Today, Adeline came over to my house to bake cookies and brownies. We were like, baking the WHOLE TIME for almost... 7 hours or so.

First we did all the measuring and blablabla. Then we had to chop up the chocolate for so darned long. We were already aching from the archery and then today we had to chop toasted nuts and chocolate under the supervision of my sister who stood over us and bossed us around just coz she didn't want to study =.=

Then... Adeline and my sis were in charge of making the shapes, which is, the EASIEST thing to do. Just roll it into a small ball and you're done. And Adeline kept saying how they did the most work and blablabla *rolls eyes* Haha.

And I had to do the HARDEST part of it, which was to load the ready made balls of cookie dough on the tray, putting it in the HOT oven, then loading the other tray and watching the brownies in the other oven and do it over and over again. Which, may i add, is tiring. And oh, did i mention that i cut myself 2 TIMES??

Oh, Adeline burned her butt leaning against the oven too. Smart move, honey

The brownies got burned too, coz i was busy focusing on the cookies so yes, the cookies DO taste nice. And i thank God my house didn't burn down, but mostly that was due to the fact that Adeline didn't touch the oven at all =) so we're all still alive

The pictures are all in Adeline's phone, so, if you want to view them then go check her blog out at intertwinedtales.blogspot.com

We ended up with like, 400 cookies? So, anybody who wants some, leave a tag or whatever and i'll give you some tomorrow =) Adeline already took a huge stack home today.

So... today's lyric is AMAZING GRACE, which is really special to me, because Martin got it tattooed on his back, and yeah, we obviously DID talk about MARTIN and his AH-MAZINGNESS. *drools*

And now i'm going to listen to some awesome songs that i just feel too selfish to tell anyone about. Sigh. Martin, wait for me xp
FULL AMAZING GRACE LYRICS

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, That saved a wretch like me. I once was lost but now am found, Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

Sunday, August 30, 2009
Sunway with Adeline

Lyric of the day:

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing

One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Who Knows - Avril Lavigne

Today, i went out with Adeline and my sis to Sunway Pyramid. It was totally fun, coz we did lots of stuff. Okay. Here's an account of what happened in order today. Oh yeah, i had this totally weird craving for blue food and ended up wearing blue too. I don't know why. Just had that urge. Anyways...

First, Adeline reached earlier and totally creeped me out when she told me her mum was mad coz i was late thanks to my sister and her unable-to-pick-shoes-ness. =.= Then, she greeted me from behind with a poke in the back. How polite of her *sarcastically*

We went to look for a wallet coz i wanted to buy one. We went to all the stores and i still couldn't decide. (yeah,yeah, i'm picky) Adeline got a nice Roxy pencil box that was black and gold when we went there. So i guess we match now huh? =)

After that, we went to the cinema and got tickets for Up! even though i told my dad i wouldn't go to the cinema. We actually wanted to watch Orphan and freak ourselves out and also I Love You Beth Cooper, but it was all for people above 18, and i don't we can pass for that old (no comment please)

After purchasing the tickets, we went to eat at Sushi King, coz Adeline said she felt like eating Sushi.

Then, while watching cute animated characters move on a huge projected screen, me and Adeline succeeded in spilling Coke on our shirts and shoes. I also ended up ACCIDENTALLY spilling popcorn down my sister's shirt.

Then, we went to the loo and finally bought a wallet i was quite satisfied with.

After, we went to play archery, which was kinda pricey. Adeline was... well... lets just say i had a great time watching people make fools of themselves =p She actually cursed and made me switch bows with her =.= like that helped (sorry honey)
(from left to right) Adeline, Ling Hui, Ling Xin *grins*
PS. Please take note that all the arrows that hit the bottom were all ADELINE'S

After that.... Hmm... Ye
ah! I tried to convince Adeline and my Sis to go to Red Box for karaeoke, but Adeline LIED and said she didn't have money =.= so i made her promise that we would go with lots of people next time =) We walked to Starbucks and my sister ordered CAFFIENE which i DO NOT CONSUME.

Then, Adeline and I felt like eating Takoyaki so we walked to Asian Avenue and i had Honey Green Tea Taiwanese Bubble Tea, which, may i state, was the HEALTHIEST DRINK on the menu.


Isn't the Bubble Tea cup cute? =p

After, i tried to make Adeline get a temporary tattoo but she refused AGAIN and said it was a waste of money, and where was she gonna get it?

Then.... we walked about and left.

THE END


Azu was supposed to go too but didn't =( we missed you juju

Find yourself
'Cause I can't find you
Be yourself
Who are you?
Find yourself
' Cause I can't find you
Be yourself

So you go and make it happen
Do your best
Just keep on laughing
I'm telling you
There's always a brand new day



Saturday, August 29, 2009
BLG PRIDE

ME AND PAUL!!!!!

Poster was too big to fit in the pics, and i have TWO SIGNED POSTERS!!!

Waiting for BLG's appearance at The Curve. Waited for almost 4 hours. But SO WORTH IT

An ink mark that happened naturally while i was making a card for them. Doesn't it look like a heart? =D Shows i'm really LOVE DRUNK


OHMIGOSH. WHY IS IT BLUR?!? BUT, it's still me and MARTIN IS SMILING!!!



Waiting in line outside Sony Style, The Curve


I drew it =D

Some pics of that totally awesome day... *drools* We actually took lots of pics to remember that day... sigh...

Holidays....

Lyric of the day:

We live in a beautiful place
Let love take away all this pain
We live in a beautiful place (ohoh)

We wasted so many days
Our
hearts are as dark as the rain
We live in a beautiful place (ohoh ohoh)

Beautiful Place - Good Charlotte

Just showered... Its uberly boring stuck at home. But at least i'm going out with Azureen and Adeline tomorrow. Along with my irrational bipolar sister who's in an irritating and infuriating mood now. Figures. She just got her period.

Ughh. She just kept accusing me of being a "lazy butt-head" a
nd i know she would've used even worse words to describe me except my mum was standing there. Just because she has to go out to buy food at those cool bazaar places they have only during Ramadan or something, she thinks the whole world is against her *rolls eyes*

I mean, i know you have your period, but just get used to it! Sure, maybe i should "understand" but that doesn't mean you get to be mean and nasty to everybody!

Oh. My other sister isn't any better at all. We had BM tuition today, in the morning. And i'm always really blur in the morning so i had that blur face on while searching words up in the kamus, and she used a red pen to poke me!! HARD! Then when i poked her back, she just poked me and went all " don't simply poke people you loser"

HELLO?!?!? YOU DID IT FIRST!!! I swear, sometimes i'm just gonna go out of my mind. I can pretty bipolar too, but that doesn't give me an excuse to be right? So it goes the same for my sisters too.

Just the other day, she eff-ing THREATENED ME!! She went all "you better watch out" several times in that creepy Mafia way just because i wouldn't let her play Ikariam =.=

She's supposed to be studying for SPM for God's sake!!!

I don't want to be lumped in with her just cause she won't g
et straight A's in SPM and thus, won't be able to get into the University of Pennsylvania or whatever school she wants to apply for. Ugh.

Even if i was only slightly disturbed, wait. scratch that. EXTREMELY DISTURBED, its still creepy when you're supposed to be "matured" sister starts threatening you over a virtual reality game that is, may i comment " INSANELY BORING I COULD CRY MYSELF TO PIECES LOOKING AT IT"

Sometimes i think no one understands me at all, which is a really depressing (but true) way to think and i have already promised myself i won't become some depressed suicidal person anymore. Life's short so... I just wanna live to the fullest.

Sigh. Getting depressed now. Thinking back, my class wasn't THAT bad. There were actually some people i like, though my premature-self thought of everyone as "dumb, stupid, childish immature idiots" i realise now that i ca
n't really be prejudiced against everyone just cause their different than me but yes, i did hate most of my time in primary school. Maybe not all my time but... you get the point.

Anyways, now i have cleansed myself of all the negativity and insecurities of the past and i don't hate anybody anymore. Everyone is actually pretty nice =) Except its annoying when i have to keep defending other people when people critisise them. Can't everybody see that this world is a beautiful place filled with beautiful people? There's no space in our short lives to be spent despising someone.

Everybody's nice, honestly. Only insecure people really critisise others i suppose. But i can pretty confidently mean it when i say i think this world IS a beautiful place filled with nice, loving people. We just have to learn to stop hating and start loving. After all, don't they say love makes the world go round?

And on that positive note, i'm gonna end this day peacefully and happily.




Our hearts are as dark as the rain (ohoh)
Our heart
s are as dark as the rain (ohoh)
Its a beautiful place if we make it
It's a beautiful place to be wasted, don’t you know.

Friday, August 28, 2009
chatting to adeline now.....

Lyric of the day:

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you


When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

Chatting to Adeline now....... She's currently sending tons of stuff to me because i'm just such a poor destitute in Pet Society. And yes, i have tons of fish but somehow they don't swim... Odd..

Missing school now.. Missing lots of people and yes, thank you to Adeline aka my honey for sending me tons of stuff in Pet Society and can you PLEASE decorate my house for me?? I'm way too lazy to.

Lazy to blog.... Missing BLG too.

MARTIN COME BACK!!!!
I MISS YOU!!!

haha

Waiting for BLG with every breath i take

Thursday, August 27, 2009
Rainy days and She's got a boyfriend now

SHE'S GOT A BOYFRIEND NOW

Lyric of the day:

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's on the west coast and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now

Take me back to you somehow
And everything that I know now it's so hard
I tore us apart
Take me back to feeling like the world
Would just keep dealing me the right cards
Now you're just so far


Boys Like Girls - She's Got A Boyfriend Now


RAINY DAYS AND SHE'S GOT A BOYFRIEND NOW = SHEER BLISS, not to mention a totally awesome way to end a day =D



Lets see... today I talked to Azureen on the phone for almost 2 hours? Couldn't reach Adeline's number for some odd reason, and I don'
t think she can sleep till 3 o'clock in the afternoon.


Hmm... sending SHE'S GOT A BOYFRIEND NOW an
d HEART HEART HEARTBREAK to Lyn Dee now. Hope she loves it! =D


Today it rained and me and my sis went totally phsyched ov
er it, so we took all these bread bits to feed the fish in the lake downstairs even though it was still raining. And the dimwit, kept scolding me for wearing our MCR hoodie coz i didn't want to get THAT wet. Plus, I didn't want to wet my Avril Lavigne Concert Tee (MUAHAHAHA jun xi!) So in the ending she made me change almost 4 times =.=


And


SHE'S GOT A BOYFRIEND IS OUT ON iTUNES!!!!!!!!!! *SCREAMS NON STOP*

And, yes, I have it!!!!!!


It was actually leaked on the internet but I, as Martin Johnson's TRUE WIFE TO BE and AVID SUPPORTER, of course, supported them by not downloading it as i support all these artists. And yes, I have already heard the whole album 1 month before the release date not because it was leaked coz it wasn't, but coz i went to the album listening. And yes, *cues in evil triumphant laughter* MUAHAHAHA!!!

Did i mention Martin called me SWEETHEART and said I LOVE YOU to me???

*evil gloating smile* yes, somehow i cannot stop sticking that fact into people's faces.



Pics while we were out getting soaked from head to toe... I took this btw. Kinda blur from the rain though

And pics from my sis.. who obnoxiously feels the need to post these pics that show off her "awesome photography"

When did she even take that?? I think it was while I was looking for tadpoles in puddles (it could happen one day)

Why does she have to take horrid pics of people anyways?? I shall delete this one day.

And... one last thing to do

MARTIN I LOVE YOU!!!!

AND YES, YOU ARE MINE!!!





Wednesday, August 26, 2009
BORED.period


Lyric of the day:

Sit around and watch the
Tube but, nothing's on
Change the cha
nnels for
An hour or two
Twiddle my thumbs just for
A bit
I'm sick of all the same
Old shit

In a house with unlocked
Doors
And I'm fucking lazy


Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so dam
n bored
I'm
Going blind!!!

Long View - Green Day

GOD I'M SO BORED!!!! The only thing that wasn't even remotely exciting at all this week was that I had to go for my theory exam, which sucked, coz i had to memorise all those terms and stuff during the weekend..

I was really blur in the morning too, so when i got the paper i was just like. oh! then i sat there looking at it, flipped it open and proceeded to read the first question, asking for the time signature, but instead, i oh-so-smartly looked for the KEY SIGNATURE and wasted 3 minutes doing it.

Then, we Twelveans had to go to a speci
al room to take it. Saw Sujane from Visto? Or is it Quantum? I was so blur when she said hi I almost asked " how do you know me?" which, come to think of it, maybe i should have asked afterall.

Then... hmm... holidays... got these extre
mely spontaneously hideous and totally un-ethereal glasses which are supposed to help me see clearer, but are giving me total migraines every time i put it on, thus causing me to with all my heart, loathe its very presence and despise even the slight mention of it from my sister, who feels the need to mock me about something so hideous and alien on my face.

Naturally, I am still wearing my old, comfy glasses.

Chatting to my honey now, aka Adeline Tang Pui Yan and Ru Jin, from my old class back at Lick Hung. I wonder whether he still likes Arsenal?? He started a band and is now looking for a bassist so, anyone out there who's interested, contact me or something?

Anyways, the best of luck to him and i hope he finds an awesome bassist, just like Bryan Donahue and Mikey Way. Except, there's no way anyone in Malaysia could look as hot as them. Sigh.


Chatting to 5 people and playing petsociety and blogging at the same time is stressing on the brain, so i'm logging off now.

Peel me off this Velcro seat
And get me moving
I sure as hell can't do
It by myself
I'm feeling like a Dog in heat
Barred indoors from the Summer street
I locked the door to
My own cell
And I lost the key

I got no motivation
Where is my motivation
No time for motivation
Smok
ing my inspiration




Wednesday, August 19, 2009
H1N1 OUTBREAK


Lyric of the day:

hear the sound
the angels come screaming
down your voice
I hear you've been bleeding

make your choice
they say you've been pleading
someone save us


Heaven Help Us - My Chemical Romance

Hmm... Guess I'm starting it all over again huh? Just addicted to some songs lately. And after finding out about Cik. Chai's fate its just kinda sad, thinking about the way the world is now...

Everyone's sick. If not physically, then mentally. Ugh. This world is so SICK. Which explains the song. Literally. We're all whirling down this insane hectic road we call life and it's like we don't know when to stop!!!

It's like, have you ever stop to think how fragile everything is?? Life is like a thread, and once it reaches its limit, once you can;t hold on anymore, then it just snaps. Just like that. It takes so much time to reach that place in time, and it takes almost nothing to make it fall...

heaven help us now
come crashing down
we'll hear the sound
as you're falling down

And even when it's like that, when you want it to stop, this insane never ending circle of life, it just doesn't! When you want to just
close your eyes, and never wake up, when you just stop breathing for a few seconds, just to see how it feels like, all you feel is a short pull of air, and the flutter of eyelids. And when you open your eyes... You still see the sad musky gray skies that reflect your mood...

Anyways, sorry for dragging on about life. May Cik. Chai R.I.P We'll always remember you. To me, I'll always have the image of my sister banging at the door saying "the teacher who looks like an egg, the total egg one!!! She's dead!! The egg-head!!" Which is disrespectful and please
Miss Chai don't hunt me when you've crossed.

And yes, Adeline was supposed to walk to school today until it closed. Sigh. Better luck next time Adeline. And I forgot to call you too. Sorry.

..... Blogging is boring. Sigh. I don't know what I'm gonna blog about except that MY THEORY EXAM'S ON MONDAY AND I HAVEN'T STUDIED YET!!!!! WHICH SUCKS COZ MY THEORY IS TOTALLY HORRIBLE!!!!!!!

I SHOULD BE STUDYING NOW!!!! And here I am, blogging. Which is boring too, but compared to Theory, it's as fascinating as... As
looking at the sky or something. Something like that I guess. And jun xi. you adding all your contacts to chat to is weird. Haha. But I HEART that they heart Martin Johnson too.

Logging off now. Insanely bored and yes, please, HEAVEN HELP US!!!!

heaven help us now
come crashing down
we'll hear the sound
as you fall

and would you pray for me?
(you don't know a thing about my sins)
(how the misery begins)
or make us say don't leave?
(you don't know)
(so I'm burning, I'm burning)
and will you lay for me?
(you don't know a thing about my sins)
(how the misery begins)
or make us change?
(you don't know)
(cause I'm burning, I'm burning)

cause I'll give you all the nails you need
(I'm burning, I'm burning again)
cover me in gasoline again



Sunday, August 16, 2009


. The person that tagged you is:
Nina Yeoh
2. Your relationship with her is:
friends? I think she's nice
3. Your first impression of her is:
Energetic
4. The most memorable moments with her:
Listeniing to her obsess over he-who's-name-i-do-not-know-how-to-spell
5. The most memorable thing she has said to you is:
Oh! That cute guy! (aka Martin)
6. If she becomes your lover, you will:
It won't happen coz I'm waiting for Martin =)
7. If she became your lover, what should she improve at:
Loving Martin with me =D (spread the love!!!)
8. If she becomes your enemy, what would you do:
I don't think i did anything to her...??
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
.... we offended each other..??
10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:
Tell her how much I love Martin Johnson
11. Your overall impression on her:
Nina is Nina
12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:
that I love myself?
13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
I don't, coz the world is beautiful place and i love it =)
14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
Myself. But being Mrs. Gerard Way would be cool too
15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
I LOVE BOYS LIKE GIRLS!!!
16. tag 10m peeps! :
1. Adeline
2. Azureen
3. Lyn Dee
4. Jun Xi
5. Jia En
6. Natalie
7. Yuen Min
8. Bo Kang
9. Niki
10. Eu Win
17. Who is 6 having a relationship with:
She is?? I don't know
18. is 9 a male or female:
female
19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:
O.O i would be shocked. REALLY SHOCKED.
20. What is 2 studying at the moment:
Chinese
21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3:
1 Day ago
22. What kind of music does 8 like:
... does he listen to music? I think BLG, coz no one can hate them
23. Does 1 have any siblings:
yes, one brother
24. Will you woo 3:
NO. coz i'm not lesbian and i'm waiting for Martin
25. How about 7?
same thing as the above
26. Is 4 single:
yes
27. What's the surname of 5:
Liong
28. What's the hobby of 5:
chatting to friends...?
29. Do 5 and 9 get along well:
I think they know each other...
30. Where is 2 studying at:
smk usj 12 =)
31. Say something casual about your eyes:
umm... their brown. not like Martin's hot sea colour-ed ones
32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5:
No. Am i supposed to tag more guys or smthg?
33. Where does 9 live:
In Malaysia
34. What colour does 4 like:
Black
35. Are 5 and 1 good friends:
Yes
36. Does 7 like 2:
Do they know each other?
37. How did you get to know 2:
Through Saramah and her changing place-ness
38. Does 1 have any pets:
No. They'd all die
Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:
Isn't that Martin??

MTV WORLD STAGE


MTV WORLD STAGE WAS FUCKING AWESOME AND WE ALL KNOW IT.

IF I GET LUNG CANCER I'LL STILL LIVE TILL OCTOBER BECAUSE boys like girls ARE COMING BACK THEN!!!!!!!!

To all the suckers who didn't have a good time, BOO! YOU WHORE!

... Somehow I always talk funny after these type of stuff. A lot of profanities come out.

And I wanna say sorry to all the people whose feet I stepped on from jumping. Haha. I'm sure it doesn't hurt that much, and my pants were kinda half-way down my butt so..

AND

MARTIN JOHNSON, PAUL DI GIOVANNI AND BRYAN DONAHUE ARE MINE!!!
STAY AWAY FROM THEM BECAUSE YOU KNOW THEIR TAKEN
fullstop.

Will be posting pictures and videos soon (maybe not videos coz if i took it it'll be blurry coz i kept screaming and jumping the whole time)

And, to the lucky people who caught BLG'S drumsticks and guitar picks... I'm interested in getting it, but not that much coz I'm defo gonna get it on my own

..... I LOVE BOYS LIKE GIRLS

And I'm glad I got lost from Bo Kang, Walter, Ashley and Deanna (no offence guys) precisely because-

1. They'd totally think I was crazy if they saw me
2. I had more fun jamming with my sis
3. We were really in front for the BLG performance
4. They wouldn't get all the song lyrics that were playing, and I wouldn't be able to scream it all with the other fans
5. They didn't seem to have fun. Except maybe Deanna, who was gushing over Martin Johnson with me. You go Party Marty!!!
6. HELL I HAD FUN

will be posting pics soon and trying to figure out how to tag coz now i strangely can't sleep at this hour. hmm....

and sad news, BLG have already left Malaysia on a plane to Detroit.

PS: Goh Bo Kang and Walter something kimchi something i dunno (no offence) YOU GUYS OWE ME MONEY!!!!

MARTIN I CAN WAIT FOR YOU!!!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009
BLG


OK, this is just a pic that Martin took of them, just to show you how hot they looked there. Did I mention that both Paul and Martin were both wearing sleeveless (they have muscles people!! but not the ugly too too muscly kind. The just right kind) because Martin got some new tattoos while in Japan.

Apparently some earthquake happened in Tokyo while BLG and MCR were there, but not surprisingly, by the will of God, they came out fine. will post bout interview sometime. I'm just too lazy to blog now and possibly forever.

I WANNA QUIT BLOGGING

Tuesday, August 11, 2009
hAPPIEST DAY EVER







I'm not gonna bother with the lyric today because.... TODAY WAS A FUC**ING AWESOME DAY!!!

I CAN SO TOTALLY DIE IN PEACE NOW!!!

I MET BOYS LIKE GIRLS!!!

I TALKED TO BOYS LIKE GIRLS!!

I MADE EYE CONTACT WITH MARTIN JOHNSON!!

I MADE EYE CONTACT WITH PAUL DI GIOVANNI!!

I MADE EYE CONTACT WITH JOHN KEITH!!!

MARTIN JOHNSON, JOHN, BRYAN, PAUL ALL TOUCHED ME!!!!

WHY?>>?

COZ THE BAND MEMBERS OF BOYS LIKE GIRLS ALL SIGNED MY SHIRT!!!

MARTIN IS SO HOT!!!

Convo with Boys Like Girls

Martin John Paul Bryan Me My sis

*me and my sis sprint out of Coco Banana after retrieving our cell phones and camera. We went there for Boys's Like Girls's album istening btw. One of the first people ever to hear LOVE DRUNK 1 month before the public album istening*

*we run to the back. we see them all there. Martin starts walking away. we stare in shock. they are right there. we run. clutching a blue marker*

*we chase after Martin. Sadly, he walks super fast and looks super hot doing so.*

*we approach Bryan who was talking to Martin*

My sis: Can you sign her shirt?? (i'm still in shock)
Bryan: Sure
My sis: Thank you so much! We love the band! We love the new album! (she was so nervous)(so fast)
Bryan: Huh?
My sis: I love the album! I think its great!
Bryan: Thank you, thank you so much!

*Bryan signs shirt. we approach John and Paul who are talking*

Me and My sis: Can you please sigh my/her shirt?? (to John)
John: Sure, sure
*signs*
John: Uhh.. Do you want Paul there to sign it?
Me: yeah!

*approach Paul*

Me: (looks up)*Paul take marker* Wow, you're so tall!
Paul: *laughs a little*
John: Are you cold??
Paul: Yeah, but its just my arms *looks up*
John: How can you be cold man?
Paul: The weather's pretty cold here
John: How can the weather be cold?
Paul: No, it's just my arms. I'm not cold, its just like cold on the inside
Me and My sis: Thank you!

*later. BLG are having an interview inside*

*Martin walks out* (I wanted to leave but my sister said to stay coz they'll have to come out anyways)

*Martin walks quickly in his hot, sexy rock star walk*

*this striped shirt MTV guy ran after him*

Striped shirt dude: (says something)
Martin: But I drank a lot of water just now

*Martin goes straight into toilet and these two dudes go after him*

*we wait a while and he walks out*

My sis: MARTIN!!!
Me: MARTIN! CAN YOU SIGN MY SHIRT??
Striped shirt dude: Er, er, sorry we're already behind sch-
Me: (cuts in) But the other 3 have already signed!

*Martin ignores dude (HOT!)*

Martin: (signs shirt) No problem Sweetheart
Me: THANK YOU! (Martin already starts walking) I LOVE YOU GUYS!
Martin: (looks back) I love you too

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Too happy. can't portray words, speak or even breathe. All i know is i love them!!




Monday, August 10, 2009
OMG

ohmygod


I'm so happy now

I can't even scream

or

breathe.

ohmygod


i think


I'm going

numb

from


happiness



ohmygod



Wednesday, August 5, 2009
I LOVE BRYAN!!




Lyric of the day:

I've been looking for a lifeline
For what seems
like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain, breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline

So I put out my hand
and I asked fo
r some help
We tore down the walls I built around myself
I was struck by
the light and
I fell to the ground


Lifeline - Papa Roach

Yes, dear people. I've been looking for a lifeline and after weeks and weeks of trying to win passes to MTV World Stage Life online on Junk, i finally Googled and found a lifeline in the form of BRYAN!

This awesome guy, this totally unnaturally and uberly lucky dude somehow managed to win not only thee exclusive MOSH PIT PASSES but also RED ZONE PASSES!!!

AND Bryan is even so KIND, GENEROUS and COOL enough that he isn't selling the Red Zone passes, but having this contest to determine the winner.

Okayy.. Soo, the way to win Bryan's contest is to type a simple blog post on it and why I deserve to win (unto which i think my friends themself think i do deserve to win) and his blog link, fyi, is http://bryanlyt.com
Be sure to check it out if you want to join
this competition too (hopefully not though... more competition makes it harder =p)

I've been looking for a lifeline
For what seems like a life
time
I'm drowning in the pain, breaki
ng down again
Looking for a lifeli
ne

I shall now proceed to explain why I, of all people deserve to win those Red Zone Passes.

1. I am the biggest, hugest, most dedicated fan of Boys Like Girls EVER. I am 100% head over heels for Martin Johnson aka the hot, totally cute and fantabulous lead singer of Boys Like Girls aka BLG. Should I win this contest, there will be no doubt that I will be one of the LOUDEST, MOST ENTHUSIASTIC, SCREAMING MY HEAD OFF fan there.

2. I will one day be married to Martin Johnson s
o he needs to know that his soul mate is right here!!

3. I will absolutely DIE if I miss this chance. I already missed the My Chemical Romance concert and I have regretted it to this day. If i have to miss the MTV Worlds Stage Live too, then I shall either die of heart ache or commit suicide, Sigh. I'm already two quarters to having my hopes destroyed. I need to go like i need AIR to breathe. I'm a huge fan of The All-American Rejects too so.. I'll never forgive myself if I miss this GOLDEN OPPURTUNITY.

4. I have tried EVERY WAY to win the tickets. That includes listening to Flyfm non-stop, chacking my Twitter everyday, entering Tonguechic's contest and taking part in Junk's contest everyday, to the point of even, possibly annoying the judges. I've written more than 10 poems and heartfelt letters to Junk but somehow they don't sense the desperate-ness and need in me. Hmm..

5. Other people want to go because they
think its cool or they just want to, but to me this isn't a WANT anymore. It has become a NEED as much as air, and I just can't stop my breathing in.

6. I will be FOEVER, FOR ALL ETERNITY gratef
ul to Bryan if I win this contest. I am willing to do ANYTHING to repay him. Dead serious. I'd do anything at all just to go.

7. It would be the BEST DAY OF MY LIFE and unlike most people there, I for one, would actually know the lyrics to ALL the songs. No kidding. It'd be the best day and ever and I'd be able to die in peace (hopefully many many years later)

Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?
I'm drowning in the pain
, breaking down again
Looking for a
lifeline

Last of all, I desperately, in-order-to-sustain-my-life NEED to go. Partly because I'm a BLG fanatic. Love is a strong emotion. And also because to me, MUSIC = LIFE. Some people might think I'm exxagerating, but I'm not. Music is part of me and I wouldn't be able to live otherwise

You know a heart of gold won't take you all the way
And in a world so cold it's
hard to keep the faith
I'm never gonna fad
e away, yeah

*fingers crossed* Wish me the best of luck pe
ople. Then you won't have to hear me moaning and whining about it anymore. Instead, you can hear me rant on and on about how awesome it was! *grins*

Bryan's clickable post is available below. Please people!! Visit his blog and vote for me if i end up in the Top 5 best post list.

Bryan's Blog Link ---->

Byanlyt's blog link

This is the updated post of this since I have realised that my previous one was all about Boys Like Girls only, and I wan't giving my other favourite bands any credit. So, I'm REALLY REALLY SORRY to Bryan. I must be the most troublesome competitor ever. Sorry! So. There are actually many talented bands performing at MTV World Stage Live, including----

Hoobastank


Kasabian


Pixie Lott


The All-American Rejects


Boys Like Girls


Raygun


Estranged

Estranged is actually one of Malaysia's very own local band! I think that our local bands deserve more credit than they get because we actually have some very talented local artists here and they need our support.

The All-American Rejects are also one of my fav bands ever and unlike most people, I have actually liked them before Gives You Hell even came out and before they were even popular in Asia.

So, last of all, I'd like to apologise to Bryan once more and thanks too for holding such a cool competition. Sorry for bothering you. Please don't hate me!! Haha. *fingers crossed*