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Bill K


"Whatever happens... Believe in you, believe in life, believe in tomorrow, believe in everything you do,
any time. "

"I will wait for love to fly to me and teach me how to fly "

- Bill Kaulitz

Rette Mich
MUSIC = LIFE
and I couldn't live life any other way

Leb' die Sekunde, Hier und jetzte, Halt sie fest...
- Tokio Hotel , Leb' die Sekunde

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Saturday, August 29, 2009
Holidays....

Lyric of the day:

We live in a beautiful place
Let love take away all this pain
We live in a beautiful place (ohoh)

We wasted so many days
Our
hearts are as dark as the rain
We live in a beautiful place (ohoh ohoh)

Beautiful Place - Good Charlotte

Just showered... Its uberly boring stuck at home. But at least i'm going out with Azureen and Adeline tomorrow. Along with my irrational bipolar sister who's in an irritating and infuriating mood now. Figures. She just got her period.

Ughh. She just kept accusing me of being a "lazy butt-head" a
nd i know she would've used even worse words to describe me except my mum was standing there. Just because she has to go out to buy food at those cool bazaar places they have only during Ramadan or something, she thinks the whole world is against her *rolls eyes*

I mean, i know you have your period, but just get used to it! Sure, maybe i should "understand" but that doesn't mean you get to be mean and nasty to everybody!

Oh. My other sister isn't any better at all. We had BM tuition today, in the morning. And i'm always really blur in the morning so i had that blur face on while searching words up in the kamus, and she used a red pen to poke me!! HARD! Then when i poked her back, she just poked me and went all " don't simply poke people you loser"

HELLO?!?!? YOU DID IT FIRST!!! I swear, sometimes i'm just gonna go out of my mind. I can pretty bipolar too, but that doesn't give me an excuse to be right? So it goes the same for my sisters too.

Just the other day, she eff-ing THREATENED ME!! She went all "you better watch out" several times in that creepy Mafia way just because i wouldn't let her play Ikariam =.=

She's supposed to be studying for SPM for God's sake!!!

I don't want to be lumped in with her just cause she won't g
et straight A's in SPM and thus, won't be able to get into the University of Pennsylvania or whatever school she wants to apply for. Ugh.

Even if i was only slightly disturbed, wait. scratch that. EXTREMELY DISTURBED, its still creepy when you're supposed to be "matured" sister starts threatening you over a virtual reality game that is, may i comment " INSANELY BORING I COULD CRY MYSELF TO PIECES LOOKING AT IT"

Sometimes i think no one understands me at all, which is a really depressing (but true) way to think and i have already promised myself i won't become some depressed suicidal person anymore. Life's short so... I just wanna live to the fullest.

Sigh. Getting depressed now. Thinking back, my class wasn't THAT bad. There were actually some people i like, though my premature-self thought of everyone as "dumb, stupid, childish immature idiots" i realise now that i ca
n't really be prejudiced against everyone just cause their different than me but yes, i did hate most of my time in primary school. Maybe not all my time but... you get the point.

Anyways, now i have cleansed myself of all the negativity and insecurities of the past and i don't hate anybody anymore. Everyone is actually pretty nice =) Except its annoying when i have to keep defending other people when people critisise them. Can't everybody see that this world is a beautiful place filled with beautiful people? There's no space in our short lives to be spent despising someone.

Everybody's nice, honestly. Only insecure people really critisise others i suppose. But i can pretty confidently mean it when i say i think this world IS a beautiful place filled with nice, loving people. We just have to learn to stop hating and start loving. After all, don't they say love makes the world go round?

And on that positive note, i'm gonna end this day peacefully and happily.




Our hearts are as dark as the rain (ohoh)
Our heart
s are as dark as the rain (ohoh)
Its a beautiful place if we make it
It's a beautiful place to be wasted, don’t you know.