By Your Side

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

SO. My first real post from home. *coughs* the hot,stinky, smelly, dirty one.

Anyways. Where can i even begin with how much fun i had? I miss it all.

I want to travel back in time, And just... drown myself in it. In my dreams and all those memories.

Went to so many places i'm all jumbled up. But i think it's more effective than going on our own coz we just waste time sleeping and eating and all.

We saw Erfurt, Berlin, Dresden, Prague *(i LOVE this place)*, Bratislava, Budapest, Vienna and Salzburg.

Andd, i'm leaving for Vietnam tomorrow after some fancy dinner with stupid rich people who are rich just coz they are in the oil and steel business (hello! mother nature much?)

And i also told myself that i will be more ME next year

So as to prevent other incidents from happening *coughs*

And i'm not even sure whether i want to post pictures coz i'm always quite annoyed by looking at people's picture's sometimes... Hmm.. maybe coz i'm a narcissist? Or i turned into after coming back here and seeing all those UGLY people

And i'm insulting myself too coz i can honestly say evryone single person in Germany looks way freaking better than any single guy in Malaysia unless they are tourists.

so, GIRLS, hello! The guy's here were so ugly it was the first thing i commented on when i reached Malaysia.

No more blondes, no more hotter Taylor Lautners, no more cute kids...

Yeah. This is hell.

My eyes pray to God for a better view in my next life.

Amen.

And did i mention i wanna watch the Sound Of Music? It was filmed in Salzburg. The Alps are amazing...

And we went to Dubai after that. I LOVE Candylicious. Which is a candy store there, and the theme is: eat happy

Sheer genius

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Sometimes i'm deep as an ocean, and sometimes as shallow as a puddle.

Bipolar.

Somehow i'm not that excited about my trip now. I don't know. I miss my friends somehow. Well, after reading their blogs anyways.

During the Europe trip i wasn't that much missing them but now i do. I mean, Dubai's great, but when you gr\et out of your hotel, its like. wow, why's it so bright?? so green!!

I think i like Europe more. I miss the chill in my bones when the wind blows, the fog that embraces the alps, so picture perfect in Salzburg, and of course, the eye candy. Sigh.

I even miss that frostbite feeling when i'm not wearing my boots, and how i scream at everyone to pack properly at night and drown myself in moisturiser and lip balm.

I miss the food, the awesome awesome awesome pastry in Austria, the chocolate and how everyone says dankeschum.

I miss that warm blush i get, when cute french tourists say merci to you when you hep them, i miss the cute parade of kids that go to the museum.

I miss the stately, grand, royal, medievel buildings that line the streets of Prague, the dry, dying trees shedding leaves, their tall branches reaching towards the sky, leaves dotting the sugar white snow with distant specka of black.

I miss how the snow seems to cover everything, envelope the earth and sky in its snowy folds and cover the earth with mist.

It's crisp, clear, snowy, chilly, sometimes crazyly cold and bone bitingly stings your body, but its so so so beautiful. I feel really fortunate, to see the things i've seen, to have done the things i've done, and to experience it all.

Will update with pictures when i get back. I can't plug the camera in this. I've already finished 8 gb of memory with pics.=)

I love europe and the food there. But i am never ever going to eat potatoes again after this.

Oh, and you have never ever eaten a waffle unless you eat it at an autobanh restaurant in Austria. Its so so so so so so ohmygod, extremely scrumptious.

But the waffles at Delicious, the one with strawberries, castor sugar and white chocolate cream is awesome too.

I didn't get anything for my friends in Europe... so maybe i'll get something in Dubai. I GOT LOTS OF CHOCOLATE =D=D=D 135bucks worth. And i got Polky again!!!

Polky's my polka dot Marks and Spencers scarf. i lost it and soo i had to buy one again. Im gonna wear it EVERYDAY.

AND, merry christmas and happy new year everyone! Miss you guys =(

Sigh. It seems as if everyone is having a better christmas holiday than i am. Hmpf

But i'm not complaining. This trip is really fun. We bought so many things. And question. Why do people like to wear sneakers to the mall? I had to today and its not comfy at all. If you look good, you fell good. If you feel good, you walk better and faster.

I'm not ready for school yet, somehow. I don't want to see how people have changed, i don't want to feel how they've changed. I'm not ready for change. I miss Europe, i miss being on holiday even though i still am.

I'm sitting in a suite in Dubai, with almost 5 kg of chocolate and candy around me, watching Bedtime Stories on tv and somehow i feel alone.

Everythingsnchanging and i have to change with it too. I have to grow. We're not kids anymore. I'm not going to be able to get away with everything, i'm not young anymore.

I miss seeing Hui Ling, with her awesome flawless skin, i miss hearing her talk in her weird british accent about her all girls private school, and i miss how friendly she was.

I miss seeing Emrie and Song Li playing with the snow and playing tag.

I miss the guitar and rums playing shopaholic twins.

I miss Darth Vader, who never talked or breathed.

I miss the Germans, with their hotness and blonde hair.

I miss everythingg about Europe.

I miss tht fresh feeling when i knew, just knew for sure that i'm going to wake up, and have another adventure today.

I miss everyday being different.

I'd rather be anything than ordinary- Avril Lavigne

I want everything, but get nothing

I don't want my memories to fade, and i want them to be forever

Just drown in my dreams

Sometimes life feels like one

I miss my friend but sometimes, it feels like i'm alone, and i have no one.

This is pyscho. Everythings happening too fast.

Time Is Running Out - Muse.

I won't let you bury me

I won't let you bury me

I won't let you bury me

-Ling Hui

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I'll obviously be missing ADELINE and tons of other people including my CDs...

Sigh.

I hope i don't get frostbite.

Try to remember me during your holidays people. =)

I'm conceited enough to want to be remembered.

Bye.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Picture from Dookie =) (in case you don't get it, Dookie is my new Canon 500D DSLR.)

The uber cute young bleached blond kinda Madina Lake twins looking totally vamp-ly hot guy i saw at Pavillion that day!!! He's so HOT

The BEST part is his hair is naturally like that!!! And despite the fact i hate it when guys always wear all those loose baggy Body Glove tees or whatever (ever heard of skinny jeans???)

He still looks so HOTTT!!!!! I mean, his sister is called Sora. The lil short girl next to him. And of course, he;s taller than me, which is quite tall. I'm sure he'll be 188cm next time =D

how come my mixpod has only 3 songs playing??

URGHHH

Tagged By Adeline

Tagged by Adeline

1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheek?

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Like not waking up? I slept at 1 =.=

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
.... my sister? Or maybe my family? Don't know and don't care

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Compared to Adeline? Not at all! =p

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
Yes. On my list of things to do in the future =)

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yeah.. a few.

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
hmm... no. Everyone deserves a chance at life =)

8. What does your last text message say ?
To my sister telling her the Ardour manga we have is until book 10 only and to pick up her damn handphone =.=

9. What are you thinking right now ?
Why do i have to this? Oh yeah. I'm bored

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
No. I like to online on my own

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
Around 1.45am.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Zara

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
uh, no.

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Jeremy

Monday, December 14, 2009

.......... Have i mentioned how much i hate blogging since i only do it when i'm extremely bored?? Or as an escape from housework.. I won't pay Eu Win 20 bucks to mop my floor =.= I just need him to vacuum when i come back coz it'll be super dirty with no one living in it for.. 10? 13 days? I'm not sure. Nothing much happened really. Honey went to camp and i'm stuck here going out with my mum to buy stuff for our trip i.e. shoes, thermal, jackets, luggage etc. Which is pretty hectic since my mum only buys Samsonite or Victorinox luggage so we had to go everywhere to find the right one =.= But i got these really cool Converse sneakers. Sigh. I almost managed to con my mum into buying those limited edition ACDC sneakers until she told me she'll only buy leather ones for me. Thus, i have guy looking but is uber cool (to me) shoes. *clears throat* hmm... i don't think there's anything else to blog about? ........ oh. there is one. I think. oohh, i'll blog in lyrics then. Afterall, music is life =) (i'm currently hooked onto Tokio Hotel again. Thus, i'm trying to remember all the German lyrics. But unfortunately, only Bill can sing beautifully in German without sounding awkward. Go Bill!) (except they don't say the name Bill like we say Bill here. When German people say Bill it like, goes up at the back, the intonation.) (and Bill possibly dyes his hair black considering Tom has brown hair and in their baby pics their hair is brown) Okay. Back to the point.

It's Alright, It's Okay - Ashley Tisdale
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I wont be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, Ok I'm so much better without you
I wont be sorry

He Wasn't - Avril Lavigne

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
Like I was special, cuz I was special.

I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back I'll be off to find another way
When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can ....
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you Yesterday

Nothing New - Ashlee Simpson
So I listen to you complain and then I bite my tongue in vain again
As I let it all just slowly settle in
Such a pretty picture that you paint I'm so vile while your a saint
Funny how your eyes see thick not thin
Oh I can only be myself
Your lookin for someone else
Hey so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new

Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye (Oh yeah!)
There's just one thing would make me say (Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over (Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)

It Ends - Faber Drive
Am I the fool?, Am I a victim?,
I'd rather know,
You'd rather kiss him,
Goodnight, tonight, I'm blinded,
I tried, I tried, Is this the way, is this the way, It ends?,

Sugar We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

She's A Lady - Forever The Sickest Kids

Did you scream enough to make her cry?
It's a turn around, turn around
Baby, don't return to me
If you think that I'm not worth your time.
Did you scream enough to make her cry?
It's a turn around, turn around
Baby, don't return to me
If you think that I'm not worth your time.
She's a lady and ladies shouldn't be messed with.
She's a lady and ladies shouldn't be messed with.

A Perfect Mess - From First To Last

Little miss has to pick the wounds
If that's illiteral, then your so critical
Well if you feel like there's a cause to be cold, You can straddle the stove.
I'm a man not a handbag,
A friend not a servant
It's hell being right all the time.

I wouldn't call this dating
I'll get to know you the hard way
Lifes bittersweet, that's what they say

Well, well, well with a woman like you who needs to get out of bed
Well, well, well with a woman like you who needs to have any friends
Come whisper in my ear, a secret so profound I'll forget to write it down.
Now left here with, the memory of the best and worst thing I'll ever love. ...

That's what they say
Some things will never change
Some things will never-

Aren't we the perfect mess
Aren't we the perfect mess
Aren't we the perfect mess
Aren't we the perfect mess

Movin' On - Good Charlotte

But the hard times will come and we'll keep movin' on, we're movin' up.
Keep movin' on.
Life, Hope, Truth, Trust, Faith, Pride, Love, Lust, Pain, Hate, Lies, Guilt, Laugh, Cry, Live, Die, Some friends become enemies.
Some friends become your family
Make the best with what you're given.
This ain't dying, This is living!
Said we're movin' on, ∧ we've got nothing to prove.
To anyone 'cause we'll get through.
We're movin' on & on & on & on...
Keep movin' on.
Life, Hope, Truth, Trust, Faith, Pride, Love, Lust, Pain, Hate, Lies, Guilt, Laugh, Cry, Live, Die. Some friends become enemies.
Some friends become your family.
Make the best with what you're given.

This ain't dying, This is living!

Whatsername - Green Day

Thought I ran into you down on the street,
Then it turned out to only be a dream,
I made a point to burn all of the photographs,
She went away and then I took a different path
, I remember the face, but I can't recall the name,
Now I wonder how whatshername has been...

Seems that she disappeared without a trace,
Did she ever marry or whatshisface,
I made a point to burn all of the photographs,
She went away and then I took a different path,
I remember the face, but I can't recall the name,
Now I wonder how whatshername has been...

Remember, whatever, It seems like forever ago!
Remember, whatever, It seems like forever ago!
The regrets are useless, In my mind,
She's in my head, I must confess!
The regrets are useless, In my mind,
She's in my head, From so long ago!
(Go... go... go... go...) (Go... go... go... go... go...)

And in the darkest night,
If my memory serves me right, I'll never turn back time!
Forgetting you, but not the time!

Break You - Marion Raven

Come on You...
you
Nothing else matters like You do
You know what I'm talkin' 'bout
Don't you what goes around comes around
You should know by now

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that i would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now

Say ( All I Need) - One Republic

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it Just say it

Hello Hello - Paramore

Hello, hello, is anyone home?
Hello, hello, just pick up the phone.

I opened up my life to you
I've told you everything I knew
You listen so close
You listen so close when love was just a way out
But you're going deaf now
Yeah you've turned your head around
Hello, hello, is anyone home?
Hello, hello, just pick up the phone.
You'll be sorry to hear, I'm doing fine now.
Sorry to hear, you're without me now.

So What - Pink

I'm alright,
I'm just fine and you're a fool

So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight

You weren't there, you never were
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life, I gave my all
You we're there, you let me fal

So, so what, I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves
and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight

I Won't Be There - Simple Plan
I don't wanna make this
Harder than I have to
This is how it has to be
There's so many things I want to say
But you just don't listen to me
I don't want to hurt you
You don't want to hurt me
I can't stand you
And you can't stand me
We can't rearrange
You can never change me
Say goodbye
Nothing I say could change your mind because I can't stay
Tomorrow I'll be on my way
So don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed
'Cuz when you wake up I won't be there
I won't be there

Everything I say
You find a way to make it
Sound like I was born just yesterday
Everything you taught me
Doesn't mean a thing
So I'm going my way

I don't want to hurt you
You don't want to hurt me
I can't stand you
And you can't stand me
We can't rearrange
You can never change me
Say goodbye
Nothing I say could change your mind because

[Chorus]
This is the
last night That I spend at home And it won't take too long For you to notice Won't take long for you to find out That I'm gone
[Chorus x2]

Season - The Academy Is

So show me something we haven't heard yet
But I'm not convinced and you heartless songs wont stick.
But I, I'll sing you something you wont forget,
For the first time i know this is now who i am.

You'll see what we mean.
You'll notice when we're gone.
So show me something we haven't heard yet
But I'm not convinced and your heartless songs wont stick.
But I, I'll sing you something you wont forget
For the first time I know this is now who I am.

Pieces - Sum 41

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show

That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

Empty - The Click Five
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

I Don't Care - Three Days Grace

If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care, (I never cared about, I never cared about)
I don't care,
And all the things you left behind,
I don't care, (you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me)
I don't care at all

Pain Of Love - Tokio Hotel

And we go on,
and we go on, and on and on and on.
We don't belong,
We don't belong, Belong to anyone.
The pain of love will last
Forever,
Promise me, promise me,
Lets celebrate the pain together,
The pain of love.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRE COOL!!!

You're one of my idolised drummers and i love you =D

Happy 37th birthday.

*sings TIME OF YOUR LIFE and ALL ON MY OWN*

Drummer and singer. TALENTED!!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Tagged by Adeline (her favourite PINK)

A. You prefer...
1. ~~Alcohol~~ or Mineral Water
2. ~~Blue~~ or Pink
3. Hot Guys or ~~Cool Guys~~
4. Good Looks or Brains
5. Taylor Swift or ~~Taylor Lautner~~ (but i still think both Taylors aren't that like-able)
6. Friends or Loved Ones
7. ~~"Baby"~~ or "Honey"

B. Your/You kind of guy :
1. ~~Alcoholic~~ or Non-alcoholic
2. Good or Bad (mix)
3. Brave or Cute ( Martin Bill Gerard Bryan Tom Mikey Frank Bob Paul- esque)
4. Tall or Short (188 cm)
5. T-Shirt or Suite
6. Coat or Leather Jacket
7. Sunnies or ~~Spectacles~~ (okay for Martin)
8. Caring or ~~Rich~~
9. Kisses or Hugs
10. Romantic? (thunder!!)

C. Your/You kind of girl :
1. ~~Cute~~ or ~~Pretty~~ (I'm not pretty or cute)
2. Sweet or Caring( Neither. They should have Hell-ish as an option =.=)
3. ~~Sports~~ or "Princess Candle" (I hate both. Do you think all girls have to be girly or something? I'm sure i could beat a guy up if i wanted to.)
4. Surprises? (Yes)
5. Smile or Frown (Depends.)
6. Love Quotes or Love Poems
7. ~~Computer Geek~~ or ~~Study Nerd~~ (neither. I suck at tech stuff and i don't study. So sue me)
8. SMS or MSN
9. Forever or ~~Just For Fun~~
10. Hangouts with Friends or Couple Date (whats so great about love huh?)

D.Your Daily Activities :
1. After Breakfast - Tuition or i just laze about drinking apple juice and eating KitKat for breakfast)
2. Before School - Shower
3. During School - Talk, study, play.. go to the loo and etc
4. After School - Eat, sleep (can you ask LAMER questions?)
5. Night - Tuition. It's already night-ish after school. (Run out of questions yet?)
6. Midnight -Sleep or having imsomnia or talking to Adeline =)
7. Holidays - Eat,sleep,online,talk on the phone, do bloody housework, curse my maid

E. Tag 10 people:

1. Nobody. So I won't need to do this part =D
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

1. What if 9 confesses that he/she likes you?
If your name's Martin, I'LL DIE

2. Will you go out for a couple date with 3 if he/she asks to?
(View 1)

3. Is 7 single?
If its Martin, yes

4. Describe 1.
If it's Martin, i'm sure everyone has heard my opinion already

5. Will you date 8?
Let us all just assume we are talking about Martin

6. What is 2's nickname?
Party Marty, Safari Marty

7. What do you wish to tell 10 right now?
I'm bored. Is this over yet?

8. What is 5 good in?
Merry Christmas to all and peace be with you (unless you're a piano teacher. I can tell you where you're going if you are. One word. HELL)

9. If you were to do one thing to 4, what would it be?
and Happy New Year =)

10. Have you seen 1 cried ?
Martin? No. He;s too manly =D

11.Is 2 crazy or geeky?
Martin is adorably cute yet manly strong and handsome and sexy.. need i say more?

12. Will you hold 7's hand and walk around?
GOD, stop asking questions i'm BORED

13. What do you think of 6?
NO COMMENT

14. Will you kiss 3 when there is only both of you in the park?
Oh, please join all the Green Day groups i joined.

15. Is 8 sweet?
Tomorrow is Tre Cool's frickin birthday!!!

16. What is 9's hobby?
I love you Tre!!!

17. Will you date 10 to a high class restaurant?
God bless and Hallelujah and whatever

18. Is 5 fitted to be a maid?
TREEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

19. When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella?
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TRE! YOU KNOW WE ALL LOVE YOU

20. Where would you go with 1 on a date?
*Starts singing TIME OF YOUR LIFE*

Friday, December 4, 2009

The Septimus Heap book that looks oddly inspirational

HUMANOID!!! LIFE STARTS NOW!!

ICEBERG!

.... i have long fingernails

And here are some random pictures taken over the past few days..
As they say, one picture tells a thousand words =)
( read until the bottom, then come back up coz i am way too lazy to shift pictures.)

Did i mention how much i hate carrying dusty boxes full of books? Well, i am now.
..............

i hate blogging. I can totally understand why Adeline leaves her blog dead so often.

Oh, and i got my new DSLR already.. Not much of a big deal except i'll probably end up complaining bout my day if i don't talk about something more positive.

But i think owning a DSLR, and not just a normal camera is kinda stressful. Its like people expect you to be super good at photography anyways, and i need to learn manual and all.

Yesterday, was my aunty's birthday and also Jeremy's birthday. So, yeah, Happy Belated Birthday. I was the last to wish him happy birthday, which in my opinion, is WAY cooler than being the first. I mean, why be first when you can be last?

Today's a special day too.

And somehow, i have no idea how to upload pictures from my camera to the computer. -_______-

Why does it not show up? Like, why is no pop up popping up?

OHHH. I get it now. And since today was depressing, i'll blog about yesterday. I went out and had dinner, and my Aunty who's in all those advertising stuff i.e. shooting commercials started talking to me bout all those camera stuff and telling me to buy spare memory cards and blablabla which was quite stressing coz she kept telling me bout manual etcetcetc.

So i started taking pictures of all the food and she's tell me to use all those "effects" and stuff. Uhuh. I'm gonna take it slow and remind myself that there's no pressure *breathes in*

And my mum's scolding the maid for eating the food we brought back from yesterday. We went to eat at Gu Yue Tien, which is some chinese restaurant at Chulan Square in KL. Basically, she's just mad coz the maid finished her Japanese mushrooms with foie gras sauce, fried rice and peking duck noodles

...... i suddenly miss the old days. Where i wouldn't care what i did (though i still don't care now) and when we had to practice dance, the guys would slack off so me and Ming Yi and Amelia would just hang out outside the classroom, and there was this time where we were so bored, I started "surveying" people walking past. I'd just walk up to this unknown random guy and say " Hi! I'm doing a survey for the school board and myself. I just want to ask you, Do you like Simple Plan's latest self-titled album? I think its still good but not really like the old SP. You? Don't say it sucks"

Haha. And that guy was so FREAKED he just walked away really fast and i kept calling " i KNOW you love SP! GO SIMPLE PLAN!" and he ran up the stairs laughing but he looked kinda scared too. LOL

I miss those times... Like how we simply told all those mini Std. 1 and 2 kids that Ming Yi was their lon lost mother who died and is now back, and she'd say i was their long lost GRANDmother ahd she looks so old right? And we'd end up hitting each other and the kids would look with buggish eyes and start whispering and we'd start glaring at them and teaching them their manners until the teachers came.

Sigh. Fun.

Oh, and i wanna paint my house wall so does anyone have spray paint?? It's totally okay with my parents coz its gonna be demolished anyways =)

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Yeah!

And if your heart stops beating
I'll be here wondering did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to heaven
I'll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won't wait
Then your heart can't take this

Have you heard the news that you're dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway
Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn't it be grand? It ain't exactly what you planned.
And wouldn't it be great If we were dead?
Ohh dead.

Tongue-tied and oh so squeamish
You never fell in love
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to heaven
I'll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won't wait
Then your heart can't take this

Have you heard the news that you're dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway
Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn't it be grand to take a pistol by the hand?
And wouldn't it be great if we were dead?

And in my honest observation
During this operation
Found a complication in your heart
So long, 'Cause now you've got (now you've got)
Maybe just two weeks to live
Is that the most the both of you can give?

One, two, one two three four!

LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!
Well come on,
LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!
Oh motherf*****,

If life ain't just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why are we laughing? (LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
If life ain't just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why are we laughing?
If life ain't just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why are we laughing? (LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
If life ain't just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why am I dead? DEAD!

I totally loveloveLOVE DEAD! and for christmas i wish MCR would come again when their new album comes out. Did i mention that i bought HUMANOID and LIFE STARTS NOW already?? =D=D=D=D And i won't be reachable on the 17th to... i don't know. 13 days. I'll be back for 3 days and then i won't be reachable until the 4th of next year. =) HURRY UP AND PLAN SOMETHING ALREADY ADELINE

GEE AND LYN-Z
I'm gonna be like that when i'm old =D

FINALLY

My new miad arrived which is why i can actually blog and online now. I had to do CHORES for the past 2 weeks or so and it was so so so HORRIBLE

Anyways, i'm not gonna talk about it coz it's just depressing and it gives people a headache.

And i'm supremely sorry to all those people whose birthday's i have forgotten. aka Tang Song Ling. But then again, if Bo Kang was such an oh-so-great friend, he'd know how to spell her name correctly too xD

And i didn't forgetforget. I merely didn't think about it. But i still remember it. And you know why? Because it's the same date as Natsume's birthday. =) And all those Alice Academy fans will defo know what i'm talking about.

Soo...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TANG SONG LING

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WONG RU JIN (unfortunately, i have forgotten your's as well. BUT, everyone knows i have a hard time remembering numbers and i had to ask you what, 7 times when we first met what your birthday was. Or was that Li Ie? )

and ANDREW

i can't believe i forgot yours but i forgot Ming Yi's birthday too. I mean, i'm dumb ok?? You crush me in math all the time and NO Cheng Tong doesn't. Its just that i'm careless so he wins me in math. And what did humans create calculators for if not to count things for them? Totally logical.

Anndd.. i got super glue all over my hand yesterday... =.= TOTALLY sympathetic Adeline. -_______-

But the new maid is so short. Like a dwarf. You know, those hobbits in LOTR? Sort of like that.