By Your Side

Thursday, October 1, 2009

I am currently super pissed off like shit so please excuse the vulgarities

But

Doesn't everyone hate people who only do things coz they think its cool? Like they act like they like some band only coz they think its cool or something but actually they don't. They're just EWs. Eternal Wannabes who can't just be them selves and like things they like as a person just coz they want to be "cool"

And yeah, i know tons of people hate me and think i'm what? Suck up and selfish or whatever. but guess what? I couldn't fucking give a damn because i am me and i love myself for who i am

And the thing i love about myself the most, is that i can love myself to the fullest and be myself. Me. Original. So what if i'm weird? I happen to take it as a compliment. So what if i can be a stuck up bimbotic bitch?

I'm bipolar and if you hate me just butt off, coz i'm gonna be myself and i'm never gonna change for anyone else.

I love who i am enough to be myself and if anyone wants to rip me off or whatever, like last time, when everyone would like what i like and act like its theirs making me hate almost everyone then whatever.

I;m gonna still be me. And even if others think i'm copying anyone else then i don't care too. As long as i know who i am then that's enough for me. I love myself my friends and family. Last time, i don't think i had any true friends. SUre i had friends but they weren't true friends so i don't count them as friends anyways.

True friends are people who love you for who you are. Even if i'm bipolar, conceited and offensively frank and direct. Even if i think people hate me. Even if i think the world hates me at least i know some people love me for who i am.

At least i wanna believe so but its so hard coz i'm such an easy person to hate. I'd prob hate myself if i didn't love my originality so much

But its alright. As long as i love myself then its enough for me.

I;m so fortunate in some ways. I love my life and i'm gonna live to the fullest

Who cares if there are so many people out there? Who act like we're friends but actually hate me? If you hate me then just say so. I won't mind the honesty. In fact i'd appreciate it. I'd love you for being honest to me. If there's one thing i hate, that's liars and people who do things or claim to like things only coz they think its cool

You think its cool? Puh lease. It makes youe such a loser and shows your true qualities to the world. A snuffling lil biatch who doesn't want to be herself coz she's afraid people won't like her, coz she wants to be important, she wants to be popular, she wants to be cool.

Whats so important bout popularity??? Be yourself or suck for the rest of your life

If you hate someone say so

If you love someone don't be afraid to say so

If you asked me whether i hated you, if i did, i would tell you the truth. And why?? Coz everyone deserves to know the truth

I;m not gonna make a further bitch of myself by acting like someone or something i'm not.

And maybe i was so mad i was gonna curse people, but now, i'm just gonna tell everyone to be themselves

Be yourself

Coz if you lose that vision. that essence of who you are, then you lose everything.

Everything

Peace

Ling Hui


Bill K "Whatever happens... Believe in you, believe in life, believe in tomorrow, believe in everything you do, any time. " "I will wait for love to fly to me and teach me how to fly " - Bill Kaulitz Rette Mich MUSIC = LIFE and I couldn't live life any other way Leb' die Sekunde, Hier und jetzte, Halt sie fest... - Tokio Hotel , Leb' die Sekunde SCHREI! Menschen suchen Menschen Adeline Tang Alicia Tan Celinelx Bo Kang Eddy Do Eu Win Jeremy Wong Jun Xi Lyn Dee Ann Lee Ashley Soong Azureen Deanna Esther Jillian Jia En Misha Natalie Choong Niki Nina Su Jane Yuen Min Der letzte Tag July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 June 2010 Name: By Your Side Designer: KraUjaGysLea Editor: celinelx Music Playlist at MixPod.com	Thursday, October 1, 2009 I am currently super pissed off like shit so please excuse the vulgarities But Doesn't everyone hate people who only do things coz they think its cool? Like they act like they like some band only coz they think its cool or something but actually they don't. They're just EWs. Eternal Wannabes who can't just be them selves and like things they like as a person just coz they want to be "cool" And yeah, i know tons of people hate me and think i'm what? Suck up and selfish or whatever. but guess what? I couldn't fucking give a damn because i am me and i love myself for who i am And the thing i love about myself the most, is that i can love myself to the fullest and be myself. Me. Original. So what if i'm weird? I happen to take it as a compliment. So what if i can be a stuck up bimbotic bitch? I'm bipolar and if you hate me just butt off, coz i'm gonna be myself and i'm never gonna change for anyone else. I love who i am enough to be myself and if anyone wants to rip me off or whatever, like last time, when everyone would like what i like and act like its theirs making me hate almost everyone then whatever. I;m gonna still be me. And even if others think i'm copying anyone else then i don't care too. As long as i know who i am then that's enough for me. I love myself my friends and family. Last time, i don't think i had any true friends. SUre i had friends but they weren't true friends so i don't count them as friends anyways. True friends are people who love you for who you are. Even if i'm bipolar, conceited and offensively frank and direct. Even if i think people hate me. Even if i think the world hates me at least i know some people love me for who i am. At least i wanna believe so but its so hard coz i'm such an easy person to hate. I'd prob hate myself if i didn't love my originality so much But its alright. As long as i love myself then its enough for me. I;m so fortunate in some ways. I love my life and i'm gonna live to the fullest Who cares if there are so many people out there? Who act like we're friends but actually hate me? If you hate me then just say so. I won't mind the honesty. In fact i'd appreciate it. I'd love you for being honest to me. If there's one thing i hate, that's liars and people who do things or claim to like things only coz they think its cool You think its cool? Puh lease. It makes youe such a loser and shows your true qualities to the world. A snuffling lil biatch who doesn't want to be herself coz she's afraid people won't like her, coz she wants to be important, she wants to be popular, she wants to be cool. Whats so important bout popularity??? Be yourself or suck for the rest of your life If you hate someone say so If you love someone don't be afraid to say so If you asked me whether i hated you, if i did, i would tell you the truth. And why?? Coz everyone deserves to know the truth I;m not gonna make a further bitch of myself by acting like someone or something i'm not. And maybe i was so mad i was gonna curse people, but now, i'm just gonna tell everyone to be themselves Be yourself Coz if you lose that vision. that essence of who you are, then you lose everything. Everything Peace Ling Hui 4:18 PM ·