Free In Freefall ~ Frei Im Freien Fall

EXAMS =.=

2010-06-07T12:30:00.002+08:00

Exams are in a sense of the word, HORRIBLE.

I, personally hate it with a passion for robbing me off my precious sleep and making my already permanent eyebags bigger and blacker and it doesn't even resemble a panda because panda's are way cuter.

Anyways this blog is so dead. I haven't even visited my own blog for half a year ==.

And my exam marks totally sucked this time. Lets see. i friggin hate Geo. Pressure is killing me. Just because i panicked at that stupid equinox question i blanked out for the rest and that was why i got 73 =.= even after 4 hours sleep and hot chocolate at starbucks in the morning. Going to starbucks is the only nice thing about my Thursdays other than math tuition which i actually enjoy. I love geometrical construction =D

And i'm too lazy plus my arms ache from piano. I hate piano. Or my teacher at least.

SUNDAY!

2010-03-15T13:56:00.002+08:00

OK, all the pictures are below coz i am wayyyy too lazy to do it properly and update and all that, so yeah.

I GOT MY FOSSIL HANDBAGGGGGGGGGGG

FINALLY! I FOUND A NICE LOOKING ONE =D

And i think i wasted the most money yesterday =.=

Anyways, umm.. i'm way too lazy to really update i guess. We watched Remember Me because Alice In Wonderland was booked full... and Robert Pattinson actually looked okay in a few scenes but i'm pretty sure no one's gonna tell Brenda that...

He looked like he was having some kind of a spastic attack actually.

And he got beat up by the old guy and his pick up line was actually.... really really really odd. If i were the girl i'd say "bugger off. the asshole is you " =.=

Ugh. I had piano tuition so go figure. No wonder i'm in a bad mood. Dearest Kelly is going to climb Mount Kinabalu. Maybe she'll love it so much she'll decide to become a monk or something! Not like she doesn't have the money to retire. She shops at Esprit too and she bought the okay in red Fossil leather messenger bag. But she bought it in BROWN. Which just shows what kind of taste she has. Actually she dresses quite nicely. Except for when she goes to the gym before coming for my class and she's just wearing a shirt and sweatpants..

Oh well. I'm probably gonna fail my practical exams but... long nails are making it hard for me to type and play piano so i am going to stop blogging since reminescing about yesterday won't make tomorrow any better.

ONE-X

2010-03-15T13:45:00.005+08:00

2010-03-07T17:20:00.002+08:00

Please, someone tell me this isn't happening. All those fans out there, we deserve something more. All the tears shed and prayers uttered and our hands clasped together, supporting you guys all the way on this bumpy road... It just feels like it can't stop there.

My Chemical Romance. A band unlike no other, the one and only. When Matt left i'm sure it was hard, but it was his lost, he lost out on the fame and everything this band stands for in our hearts. Bob, why is this happening?!? If it has to do with your wrist problems we all understand.

Why do bad things happen one after another? MCR is a family. One that will live on and on because of all the love and care and hope and faith. All of you... Gee, Mikey, Frank, Ray and Bob.

The drummer. How will it go on?

Like in Welcome To The Black Parade- We'll carry on, we'll carry on

I know we'll all carry on, one day, sooner or later. But i just wish i could just be there, to know what happened so it would be easier for me to take it all in. How could this possibly happen? Someone please, please tell me this is some weird joke.

MCR is what brought me to the world of rock music. The first band ever whose song, Helena just captured me. The MV.. I was like, wow. I love it. These people are crazy. And just like that...

I guess fans have to grow along with the bands. The fact that Bob Bryar, one of my favourite drummers is now gone... not gone. Just not being a part of the band anymore. It's like time is passing by, surreal. Like every second stops, and i can see it happening before me. Things are changing, and everyday, we lose a day of this time we've been given. I want to make something out of this life i call mine. And MCR has set the perfect example to everyone out there.

Never give up and hold on to your dreams. It doesn't matter what other people think, don't ever let anyone tell you what to do, or tell you who you are. So many things that make me myself come from being a fan of MCR.

Where ever this road takes this band, even if you end up splitting, i'll always be a fan. Forever and ever. If all the long fans of Nirvana could take his death, then who am i to say this is all over for me?

Just keep all the feelings that MCR with Bob in it has brought, keep them close and cherish those memories.

And this is when i realise, i will never ever get to see MCR with Bob in it perform life. Ever. You brought me to tears just watching The Black Parade Is Dead and now... Watching you live feels so so far away now.

I will always, always be there to support MCR though everything. Everything. OMGee, i can;t believe it. Just crying freely now because it will never be the same again. Bob was and always will be part of MCR in my heart.

He isn't a traitor or anything. I just hope i, and all those faithful fans out there get a proper explanation, that these tars i shed are not for nothing.

And if someone out there can hear me, i wish all the best to Bob Bryar and the rest of My Chemical Romance.

Fans have to grow with the band, and now, i'll become stronger with the band too. This is tough on everyone. And lets just all hope for the best.

We'll carry on.

2010-03-03T00:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HONEY.

Words can't explain how much I love you. And as you know,I am too lazy to write a song for you like how you did on my birthday *awwww*. But that doesn't mean I don't love you like they way you love me *omg this sounds so wrong but whatever*. So I'm just gonna paste the song you wrote for ME to show other people how amazing you are. :D

Happy Birthday,Adeline

I never found a friend that was so true

Just to let you know i'm talking about you o-o-o-

You want to be free

But can't you see

That you can't fly without me

Coz

You're the sun in my sky

When it goes dark

You're the one who hangs back

To make me laugh

Everytime i turn around

I know i'll see you

Then i know i'm found

I know that its true

So happy birthday

To you...

p/s I kinda name the title myself. Since YOU didn't name it. Simple and sweet. :D

BILLIE JOE BILLIE JOE BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG!!!!

2010-02-16T21:15:00.002+08:00

COUNTDOWN!!!!

BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG;S BIRTHDAY IS ON 17TH FERUARY. TOMORROW.

SO......

COUNT IT DOWN!!!

WISH HIM ALL THE BEST, AND ALL THAT KIND OF SHIT

EVEN IF HE CANT HEAR YOU (I;M SURE HE HEARS ME Xd) just WISH HIM!!!!!!

IF NOT, ROT IN HELL (smiles sweetly)

well.....

2 hours 43 minutes and counting.....

DEAD!

2010-02-14T19:28:00.002+08:00

OK, this is blog is like sooooo dead. Well, i plan on changing the skin and all but i'll only do that when i'm not say, in Kota Bharu in Kelantan on the free 24/7 wi-fi they have here that is really quite quite slow.

ANYWAYS The thing is.. why, after 3 years of not seeing you, you have to just insult me in a language i barely understand?? Sure i say i understand Hokkien but people lie okay?

And being thin isn't some kind of a weird disease. Just coz u aren't all that thin yourself, you have even less of a right to insult people. So what if i'm not very fat? That doesn't mean i'm unhealthy, For your information, i used to jog every Sunday.

And yeahhhh, you annoy me. I'll stop. We are relatives after all and you're never gonna see this. =)

Obviously i'm bored to death here. There is seriously nothing to do. And thus i have been cam whore-ing O.O

I know. Shocking. But if you were in my shoes you'd do the same.

But now i'm really starting to admire all those people who cam whore a lot. It's so hard!! I mean, you have to get the right angle and all that kind of stuff. Plus, you have to be photogenic, which i obviously am not. I totally suck at taking pictures of myself, but if i don't, i'll be behind the camera the whole trip thanks to my relationship with Dookie, which is that of a girl and her one and only DSLR. The 500 D one, not the G11 that i first wanted. Thinking back, it must be really easy for Adeline to take pictures of herself. But then again, she's very photogenic >.<

So far the only thing i like here is the food. As always. We sat on a plane here and everyone keeps asking me why? Basically cause' if you drive it'll take a long time, my sister gets car sick and vomits a lot and i sit next to her, it's very hilly, jammed, wastes petrol and time so yeah... MAS solves the problem despite the fact that i've been on planes so much i can quote and do actions along with the safety instructions vid and crew, But still. =)

I guess i'll post some pictures soon. I still owe this blog and FB some Europe pics except for the fact that they might be gone forever thanks to my sister not backing it up properly and my computer crashing. I'm not that worried for now though as my dad probably saved it. Probably.

And memories are all we take with us when we leave and all that so... yeah. I don't need a photograph to remember all the things i've been through. I'll never forget that feeling. The feeling you get when you touch your fingertips to the tip of your face and breathe into it, the white vapour that mists your view when you speak or breathe.... The silliness you feel when you tilt your head to the sky and try to eat snow. Or even just seeing perfect, exquisite snowflakes melt on your hair..

I'm homesick for Europe again. I wish time would just rewind and go back to then. Everything felt perfect at that moment, even when i knew it wasn't...

So yeah. Pictures. I'm not photogenic so it depends on my mood really =.= Exams are coming and i am so gonna suck. I haven't studied and i'm not in the mood to. I guess maybe this time i'll finally know what getting a C feels like.

It's quite amazing how people fail actually. How can you fail? you have to wrong more than at least 30 questions to. I find it quite cool actually but i don't think i really want to try xD

Well, signing off. I want my dream, blogskin. I love you, Bill, but this skin just reminds me of a ton of things i regret and can't wait to forget. Basically, a total mistake.

I hate you and you hate me
But i can't help wondering how things turned out this way

BLG for Life.

2010-01-21T23:10:00.004+08:00

o-o, Junxi here to help Linghui blog since she's so busy loving BLG, or listening to Hitz FM. :D Linghui's currently trying to get ticket's to watch BLG perform in M'sia ,again. :) What a true fan ! :) LOL. I do hope Avirl comes back too. I'm going to go for sure. :P

This blog is updated ! :) Peace out peeps ! :D

2010-01-08T12:45:00.002+08:00

I hate when people don't say what they want to say.

I hate it when it feels like you're talking but there's no one to listen.

I hate the feeling, when you watch some awesome music video on tv, and you suddenly realise

OMG. i LOVE that!

and then you realise you'll NEVER see them live until you're oldoldOLD

Just because it's in Singapore

What's so great about that place? It's small, needs to buy water and etc. Sure, God, let my lame cousins live in a place that Green Day is going to when THEY DON'T EVEN WANNA FREAKING GO!!!

HELLO!!! I'm here okay?!? Give me a sign and strike me with lightning or something.

Maybe if i say on national tv, " i got striked by lightning for Green Day" they'll come and visit me or something. But noooo, i have to be that loser sitting at home alone watching Hoilday on tv and cursing the world for Billie Joe Armstrong's absolute adorability and irresistible smile. Who can resist it?

And if God or whoever up there or down, gives me a chance to see Green Day and MCR, it will just show that there is someone out there.

If not i'll just rely on the traditional way of getting help:

Using my incredible strength of love and want and belief to just drag them all over the globe to see me. Just like Martin =D

And i just KNOW i WILL see MCR and Green Day live one day. Just not when. It's already fated and for once, i'm not gonna fight destiny.

This is our lives on holiday.

Oh Billie Joe Armstrong, please please please just come to Malaysia. "There are no boundaries"

And i AM going to see you. No matter what. So just accept my love and live forever more.

2009-12-30T22:05:00.003+08:00

SO. My first real post from home. *coughs* the hot,stinky, smelly, dirty one.

Anyways. Where can i even begin with how much fun i had? I miss it all.

I want to travel back in time, And just... drown myself in it. In my dreams and all those memories.

Went to so many places i'm all jumbled up. But i think it's more effective than going on our own coz we just waste time sleeping and eating and all.

We saw Erfurt, Berlin, Dresden, Prague *(i LOVE this place)*, Bratislava, Budapest, Vienna and Salzburg.

Andd, i'm leaving for Vietnam tomorrow after some fancy dinner with stupid rich people who are rich just coz they are in the oil and steel business (hello! mother nature much?)

And i also told myself that i will be more ME next year

So as to prevent other incidents from happening *coughs*

And i'm not even sure whether i want to post pictures coz i'm always quite annoyed by looking at people's picture's sometimes... Hmm.. maybe coz i'm a narcissist? Or i turned into after coming back here and seeing all those UGLY people

And i'm insulting myself too coz i can honestly say evryone single person in Germany looks way freaking better than any single guy in Malaysia unless they are tourists.

so, GIRLS, hello! The guy's here were so ugly it was the first thing i commented on when i reached Malaysia.

No more blondes, no more hotter Taylor Lautners, no more cute kids...

Yeah. This is hell.

My eyes pray to God for a better view in my next life.

Amen.

And did i mention i wanna watch the Sound Of Music? It was filmed in Salzburg. The Alps are amazing...

And we went to Dubai after that. I LOVE Candylicious. Which is a candy store there, and the theme is: eat happy

Sheer genius

2009-12-26T03:33:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i'm deep as an ocean, and sometimes as shallow as a puddle.

Bipolar.

2009-12-26T03:05:00.002+08:00

Somehow i'm not that excited about my trip now. I don't know. I miss my friends somehow. Well, after reading their blogs anyways.

During the Europe trip i wasn't that much missing them but now i do. I mean, Dubai's great, but when you gr\et out of your hotel, its like. wow, why's it so bright?? so green!!

I think i like Europe more. I miss the chill in my bones when the wind blows, the fog that embraces the alps, so picture perfect in Salzburg, and of course, the eye candy. Sigh.

I even miss that frostbite feeling when i'm not wearing my boots, and how i scream at everyone to pack properly at night and drown myself in moisturiser and lip balm.

I miss the food, the awesome awesome awesome pastry in Austria, the chocolate and how everyone says dankeschum.

I miss that warm blush i get, when cute french tourists say merci to you when you hep them, i miss the cute parade of kids that go to the museum.

I miss the stately, grand, royal, medievel buildings that line the streets of Prague, the dry, dying trees shedding leaves, their tall branches reaching towards the sky, leaves dotting the sugar white snow with distant specka of black.

I miss how the snow seems to cover everything, envelope the earth and sky in its snowy folds and cover the earth with mist.

It's crisp, clear, snowy, chilly, sometimes crazyly cold and bone bitingly stings your body, but its so so so beautiful. I feel really fortunate, to see the things i've seen, to have done the things i've done, and to experience it all.

Will update with pictures when i get back. I can't plug the camera in this. I've already finished 8 gb of memory with pics.=)

I love europe and the food there. But i am never ever going to eat potatoes again after this.

Oh, and you have never ever eaten a waffle unless you eat it at an autobanh restaurant in Austria. Its so so so so so so ohmygod, extremely scrumptious.

But the waffles at Delicious, the one with strawberries, castor sugar and white chocolate cream is awesome too.

I didn't get anything for my friends in Europe... so maybe i'll get something in Dubai. I GOT LOTS OF CHOCOLATE =D=D=D 135bucks worth. And i got Polky again!!!

Polky's my polka dot Marks and Spencers scarf. i lost it and soo i had to buy one again. Im gonna wear it EVERYDAY.

AND, merry christmas and happy new year everyone! Miss you guys =(

Sigh. It seems as if everyone is having a better christmas holiday than i am. Hmpf

But i'm not complaining. This trip is really fun. We bought so many things. And question. Why do people like to wear sneakers to the mall? I had to today and its not comfy at all. If you look good, you fell good. If you feel good, you walk better and faster.

I'm not ready for school yet, somehow. I don't want to see how people have changed, i don't want to feel how they've changed. I'm not ready for change. I miss Europe, i miss being on holiday even though i still am.

I'm sitting in a suite in Dubai, with almost 5 kg of chocolate and candy around me, watching Bedtime Stories on tv and somehow i feel alone.

Everythingsnchanging and i have to change with it too. I have to grow. We're not kids anymore. I'm not going to be able to get away with everything, i'm not young anymore.

I miss seeing Hui Ling, with her awesome flawless skin, i miss hearing her talk in her weird british accent about her all girls private school, and i miss how friendly she was.

I miss seeing Emrie and Song Li playing with the snow and playing tag.

I miss the guitar and rums playing shopaholic twins.

I miss Darth Vader, who never talked or breathed.

I miss the Germans, with their hotness and blonde hair.

I miss everythingg about Europe.

I miss tht fresh feeling when i knew, just knew for sure that i'm going to wake up, and have another adventure today.

I miss everyday being different.

I'd rather be anything than ordinary- Avril Lavigne

I want everything, but get nothing

I don't want my memories to fade, and i want them to be forever

Just drown in my dreams

Sometimes life feels like one

I miss my friend but sometimes, it feels like i'm alone, and i have no one.

This is pyscho. Everythings happening too fast.

Time Is Running Out - Muse.

I won't let you bury me

I won't let you bury me

I won't let you bury me

-Ling Hui

2009-12-16T15:29:00.003+08:00

I'll obviously be missing ADELINE and tons of other people including my CDs...

Sigh.

I hope i don't get frostbite.

Try to remember me during your holidays people. =)

I'm conceited enough to want to be remembered.

Bye.

Picture from Dookie =) (in case you don't get it, Dookie is my new Canon 500D DSLR.)

2009-12-15T14:22:00.004+08:00

The uber cute young bleached blond kinda Madina Lake twins looking totally vamp-ly hot guy i saw at Pavillion that day!!! He's so HOT

The BEST part is his hair is naturally like that!!! And despite the fact i hate it when guys always wear all those loose baggy Body Glove tees or whatever (ever heard of skinny jeans???)

He still looks so HOTTT!!!!! I mean, his sister is called Sora. The lil short girl next to him. And of course, he;s taller than me, which is quite tall. I'm sure he'll be 188cm next time =D

2009-12-15T14:21:00.001+08:00

how come my mixpod has only 3 songs playing??

URGHHH

Tagged By Adeline

2009-12-15T13:59:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Adeline

1.Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed?
Cheek?

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning ?
Like not waking up? I slept at 1 =.=

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo with ?
.... my sister? Or maybe my family? Don't know and don't care

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Compared to Adeline? Not at all! =p

5. Will you ever donate blood ?
Yes. On my list of things to do in the future =)

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex ?
Yeah.. a few.

7. Do you want someone to be dead ?
hmm... no. Everyone deserves a chance at life =)

8. What does your last text message say ?
To my sister telling her the Ardour manga we have is until book 10 only and to pick up her damn handphone =.=

9. What are you thinking right now ?
Why do i have to this? Oh yeah. I'm bored

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now ?
No. I like to online on my own

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
Around 1.45am.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Zara

13. Is someone on your mind right now ?
uh, no.

14. Who was the last person who text you ?
Jeremy

2009-12-14T14:23:00.004+08:00

.......... Have i mentioned how much i hate blogging since i only do it when i'm extremely bored?? Or as an escape from housework.. I won't pay Eu Win 20 bucks to mop my floor =.= I just need him to vacuum when i come back coz it'll be super dirty with no one living in it for.. 10? 13 days? I'm not sure. Nothing much happened really. Honey went to camp and i'm stuck here going out with my mum to buy stuff for our trip i.e. shoes, thermal, jackets, luggage etc. Which is pretty hectic since my mum only buys Samsonite or Victorinox luggage so we had to go everywhere to find the right one =.= But i got these really cool Converse sneakers. Sigh. I almost managed to con my mum into buying those limited edition ACDC sneakers until she told me she'll only buy leather ones for me. Thus, i have guy looking but is uber cool (to me) shoes. *clears throat* hmm... i don't think there's anything else to blog about? ........ oh. there is one. I think. oohh, i'll blog in lyrics then. Afterall, music is life =) (i'm currently hooked onto Tokio Hotel again. Thus, i'm trying to remember all the German lyrics. But unfortunately, only Bill can sing beautifully in German without sounding awkward. Go Bill!) (except they don't say the name Bill like we say Bill here. When German people say Bill it like, goes up at the back, the intonation.) (and Bill possibly dyes his hair black considering Tom has brown hair and in their baby pics their hair is brown) Okay. Back to the point.

It's Alright, It's Okay - Ashley Tisdale
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I wont be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright, Ok I'm so much better without you
I wont be sorry

He Wasn't - Avril Lavigne

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
Like I was special, cuz I was special.

I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance
Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back I'll be off to find another way
When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can ....
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you Yesterday

Nothing New - Ashlee Simpson
So I listen to you complain and then I bite my tongue in vain again
As I let it all just slowly settle in
Such a pretty picture that you paint I'm so vile while your a saint
Funny how your eyes see thick not thin
Oh I can only be myself
Your lookin for someone else
Hey so what's my damage today
Don't let me get in your way
Let it out like you always do
The trouble between me and you
Is nothing new

Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, forever is over
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight
So don't call me crying, say hello then goodbye (Oh yeah!)
There's just one thing would make me say (Oh yeah!)
I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
I love you forever, but now it's over (Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey)

It Ends - Faber Drive
Am I the fool?, Am I a victim?,
I'd rather know,
You'd rather kiss him,
Goodnight, tonight, I'm blinded,
I tried, I tried, Is this the way, is this the way, It ends?,

Sugar We're Going Down - Fall Out Boy

Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it

She's A Lady - Forever The Sickest Kids

Did you scream enough to make her cry?
It's a turn around, turn around
Baby, don't return to me
If you think that I'm not worth your time.
Did you scream enough to make her cry?
It's a turn around, turn around
Baby, don't return to me
If you think that I'm not worth your time.
She's a lady and ladies shouldn't be messed with.
She's a lady and ladies shouldn't be messed with.

A Perfect Mess - From First To Last

Little miss has to pick the wounds
If that's illiteral, then your so critical
Well if you feel like there's a cause to be cold, You can straddle the stove.
I'm a man not a handbag,
A friend not a servant
It's hell being right all the time.

I wouldn't call this dating
I'll get to know you the hard way
Lifes bittersweet, that's what they say

Well, well, well with a woman like you who needs to get out of bed
Well, well, well with a woman like you who needs to have any friends
Come whisper in my ear, a secret so profound I'll forget to write it down.
Now left here with, the memory of the best and worst thing I'll ever love. ...

That's what they say
Some things will never change
Some things will never-

Aren't we the perfect mess
Aren't we the perfect mess
Aren't we the perfect mess
Aren't we the perfect mess

Movin' On - Good Charlotte

But the hard times will come and we'll keep movin' on, we're movin' up.
Keep movin' on.
Life, Hope, Truth, Trust, Faith, Pride, Love, Lust, Pain, Hate, Lies, Guilt, Laugh, Cry, Live, Die, Some friends become enemies.
Some friends become your family
Make the best with what you're given.
This ain't dying, This is living!
Said we're movin' on, ∧ we've got nothing to prove.
To anyone 'cause we'll get through.
We're movin' on & on & on & on...
Keep movin' on.
Life, Hope, Truth, Trust, Faith, Pride, Love, Lust, Pain, Hate, Lies, Guilt, Laugh, Cry, Live, Die. Some friends become enemies.
Some friends become your family.
Make the best with what you're given.

This ain't dying, This is living!

Whatsername - Green Day

Thought I ran into you down on the street,
Then it turned out to only be a dream,
I made a point to burn all of the photographs,
She went away and then I took a different path
, I remember the face, but I can't recall the name,
Now I wonder how whatshername has been...

Seems that she disappeared without a trace,
Did she ever marry or whatshisface,
I made a point to burn all of the photographs,
She went away and then I took a different path,
I remember the face, but I can't recall the name,
Now I wonder how whatshername has been...

Remember, whatever, It seems like forever ago!
Remember, whatever, It seems like forever ago!
The regrets are useless, In my mind,
She's in my head, I must confess!
The regrets are useless, In my mind,
She's in my head, From so long ago!
(Go... go... go... go...) (Go... go... go... go... go...)

And in the darkest night,
If my memory serves me right, I'll never turn back time!
Forgetting you, but not the time!

Break You - Marion Raven

Come on You...
you
Nothing else matters like You do
You know what I'm talkin' 'bout
Don't you what goes around comes around
You should know by now

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that i would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now

Say ( All I Need) - One Republic

I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
I said I all I need
Is the air I breathe
And a place to rest
My head
Whenever the end is
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there
Go on, go ahead and scream it Just say it

Hello Hello - Paramore

Hello, hello, is anyone home?
Hello, hello, just pick up the phone.

I opened up my life to you
I've told you everything I knew
You listen so close
You listen so close when love was just a way out
But you're going deaf now
Yeah you've turned your head around
Hello, hello, is anyone home?
Hello, hello, just pick up the phone.
You'll be sorry to hear, I'm doing fine now.
Sorry to hear, you're without me now.

So What - Pink

I'm alright,
I'm just fine and you're a fool

So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight

You weren't there, you never were
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life, I gave my all
You we're there, you let me fal

So, so what, I'm still a rock star I got my rock moves
and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight

I Won't Be There - Simple Plan
I don't wanna make this
Harder than I have to
This is how it has to be
There's so many things I want to say
But you just don't listen to me
I don't want to hurt you
You don't want to hurt me
I can't stand you
And you can't stand me
We can't rearrange
You can never change me
Say goodbye
Nothing I say could change your mind because I can't stay
Tomorrow I'll be on my way
So don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed
'Cuz when you wake up I won't be there
I won't be there

Everything I say
You find a way to make it
Sound like I was born just yesterday
Everything you taught me
Doesn't mean a thing
So I'm going my way

I don't want to hurt you
You don't want to hurt me
I can't stand you
And you can't stand me
We can't rearrange
You can never change me
Say goodbye
Nothing I say could change your mind because

[Chorus]
This is the
last night That I spend at home And it won't take too long For you to notice Won't take long for you to find out That I'm gone
[Chorus x2]

Season - The Academy Is

So show me something we haven't heard yet
But I'm not convinced and you heartless songs wont stick.
But I, I'll sing you something you wont forget,
For the first time i know this is now who i am.

You'll see what we mean.
You'll notice when we're gone.
So show me something we haven't heard yet
But I'm not convinced and your heartless songs wont stick.
But I, I'll sing you something you wont forget
For the first time I know this is now who I am.

Pieces - Sum 41

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show

That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

Empty - The Click Five
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

I Don't Care - Three Days Grace

If you were dead or still alive,
I don't care, (I never cared about, I never cared about)
I don't care,
And all the things you left behind,
I don't care, (you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me)
I don't care at all

Pain Of Love - Tokio Hotel

And we go on,
and we go on, and on and on and on.
We don't belong,
We don't belong, Belong to anyone.
The pain of love will last
Forever,
Promise me, promise me,
Lets celebrate the pain together,
The pain of love.

2009-12-09T22:19:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRE COOL!!!

You're one of my idolised drummers and i love you =D

Happy 37th birthday.

*sings TIME OF YOUR LIFE and ALL ON MY OWN*

Drummer and singer. TALENTED!!

2009-12-08T15:02:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Adeline (her favourite PINK)

A. You prefer...
1. ~~Alcohol~~ or Mineral Water
2. ~~Blue~~ or Pink
3. Hot Guys or ~~Cool Guys~~
4. Good Looks or Brains
5. Taylor Swift or ~~Taylor Lautner~~ (but i still think both Taylors aren't that like-able)
6. Friends or Loved Ones
7. ~~"Baby"~~ or "Honey"

B. Your/You kind of guy :
1. ~~Alcoholic~~ or Non-alcoholic
2. Good or Bad (mix)
3. Brave or Cute ( Martin Bill Gerard Bryan Tom Mikey Frank Bob Paul- esque)
4. Tall or Short (188 cm)
5. T-Shirt or Suite
6. Coat or Leather Jacket
7. Sunnies or ~~Spectacles~~ (okay for Martin)
8. Caring or ~~Rich~~
9. Kisses or Hugs
10. Romantic? (thunder!!)

C. Your/You kind of girl :
1. ~~Cute~~ or ~~Pretty~~ (I'm not pretty or cute)
2. Sweet or Caring( Neither. They should have Hell-ish as an option =.=)
3. ~~Sports~~ or "Princess Candle" (I hate both. Do you think all girls have to be girly or something? I'm sure i could beat a guy up if i wanted to.)
4. Surprises? (Yes)
5. Smile or Frown (Depends.)
6. Love Quotes or Love Poems
7. ~~Computer Geek~~ or ~~Study Nerd~~ (neither. I suck at tech stuff and i don't study. So sue me)
8. SMS or MSN
9. Forever or ~~Just For Fun~~
10. Hangouts with Friends or Couple Date (whats so great about love huh?)

D.Your Daily Activities :
1. After Breakfast - Tuition or i just laze about drinking apple juice and eating KitKat for breakfast)
2. Before School - Shower
3. During School - Talk, study, play.. go to the loo and etc
4. After School - Eat, sleep (can you ask LAMER questions?)
5. Night - Tuition. It's already night-ish after school. (Run out of questions yet?)
6. Midnight -Sleep or having imsomnia or talking to Adeline =)
7. Holidays - Eat,sleep,online,talk on the phone, do bloody housework, curse my maid

E. Tag 10 people:

1. Nobody. So I won't need to do this part =D
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

1. What if 9 confesses that he/she likes you?
If your name's Martin, I'LL DIE

2. Will you go out for a couple date with 3 if he/she asks to?
(View 1)

3. Is 7 single?
If its Martin, yes

4. Describe 1.
If it's Martin, i'm sure everyone has heard my opinion already

5. Will you date 8?
Let us all just assume we are talking about Martin

6. What is 2's nickname?
Party Marty, Safari Marty

7. What do you wish to tell 10 right now?
I'm bored. Is this over yet?

8. What is 5 good in?
Merry Christmas to all and peace be with you (unless you're a piano teacher. I can tell you where you're going if you are. One word. HELL)

9. If you were to do one thing to 4, what would it be?
and Happy New Year =)

10. Have you seen 1 cried ?
Martin? No. He;s too manly =D

11.Is 2 crazy or geeky?
Martin is adorably cute yet manly strong and handsome and sexy.. need i say more?

12. Will you hold 7's hand and walk around?
GOD, stop asking questions i'm BORED

13. What do you think of 6?
NO COMMENT

14. Will you kiss 3 when there is only both of you in the park?
Oh, please join all the Green Day groups i joined.

15. Is 8 sweet?
Tomorrow is Tre Cool's frickin birthday!!!

16. What is 9's hobby?
I love you Tre!!!

17. Will you date 10 to a high class restaurant?
God bless and Hallelujah and whatever

18. Is 5 fitted to be a maid?
TREEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

19. When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella?
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TRE! YOU KNOW WE ALL LOVE YOU

20. Where would you go with 1 on a date?
*Starts singing TIME OF YOUR LIFE*

2009-12-04T18:54:00.003+08:00

The Septimus Heap book that looks oddly inspirational

HUMANOID!!! LIFE STARTS NOW!!

ICEBERG!

.... i have long fingernails

And here are some random pictures taken over the past few days..
As they say, one picture tells a thousand words =)
( read until the bottom, then come back up coz i am way too lazy to shift pictures.)

Did i mention how much i hate carrying dusty boxes full of books? Well, i am now.
..............

i hate blogging. I can totally understand why Adeline leaves her blog dead so often.

Oh, and i got my new DSLR already.. Not much of a big deal except i'll probably end up complaining bout my day if i don't talk about something more positive.

But i think owning a DSLR, and not just a normal camera is kinda stressful. Its like people expect you to be super good at photography anyways, and i need to learn manual and all.

Yesterday, was my aunty's birthday and also Jeremy's birthday. So, yeah, Happy Belated Birthday. I was the last to wish him happy birthday, which in my opinion, is WAY cooler than being the first. I mean, why be first when you can be last?

Today's a special day too.

And somehow, i have no idea how to upload pictures from my camera to the computer. -_______-

Why does it not show up? Like, why is no pop up popping up?

OHHH. I get it now. And since today was depressing, i'll blog about yesterday. I went out and had dinner, and my Aunty who's in all those advertising stuff i.e. shooting commercials started talking to me bout all those camera stuff and telling me to buy spare memory cards and blablabla which was quite stressing coz she kept telling me bout manual etcetcetc.

So i started taking pictures of all the food and she's tell me to use all those "effects" and stuff. Uhuh. I'm gonna take it slow and remind myself that there's no pressure *breathes in*

And my mum's scolding the maid for eating the food we brought back from yesterday. We went to eat at Gu Yue Tien, which is some chinese restaurant at Chulan Square in KL. Basically, she's just mad coz the maid finished her Japanese mushrooms with foie gras sauce, fried rice and peking duck noodles

...... i suddenly miss the old days. Where i wouldn't care what i did (though i still don't care now) and when we had to practice dance, the guys would slack off so me and Ming Yi and Amelia would just hang out outside the classroom, and there was this time where we were so bored, I started "surveying" people walking past. I'd just walk up to this unknown random guy and say " Hi! I'm doing a survey for the school board and myself. I just want to ask you, Do you like Simple Plan's latest self-titled album? I think its still good but not really like the old SP. You? Don't say it sucks"

Haha. And that guy was so FREAKED he just walked away really fast and i kept calling " i KNOW you love SP! GO SIMPLE PLAN!" and he ran up the stairs laughing but he looked kinda scared too. LOL

I miss those times... Like how we simply told all those mini Std. 1 and 2 kids that Ming Yi was their lon lost mother who died and is now back, and she'd say i was their long lost GRANDmother ahd she looks so old right? And we'd end up hitting each other and the kids would look with buggish eyes and start whispering and we'd start glaring at them and teaching them their manners until the teachers came.

Sigh. Fun.

Oh, and i wanna paint my house wall so does anyone have spray paint?? It's totally okay with my parents coz its gonna be demolished anyways =)

2009-12-02T16:44:00.002+08:00

Yeah!

And if your heart stops beating
I'll be here wondering did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to heaven
I'll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won't wait
Then your heart can't take this

Have you heard the news that you're dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway
Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn't it be grand? It ain't exactly what you planned.
And wouldn't it be great If we were dead?
Ohh dead.

Tongue-tied and oh so squeamish
You never fell in love
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to heaven
I'll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won't wait
Then your heart can't take this

Have you heard the news that you're dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway
Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn't it be grand to take a pistol by the hand?
And wouldn't it be great if we were dead?

And in my honest observation
During this operation
Found a complication in your heart
So long, 'Cause now you've got (now you've got)
Maybe just two weeks to live
Is that the most the both of you can give?

One, two, one two three four!

LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!
Well come on,
LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!
Oh motherf*****,

If life ain't just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why are we laughing? (LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
If life ain't just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why are we laughing?
If life ain't just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why are we laughing? (LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
If life ain't just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why am I dead? DEAD!

I totally loveloveLOVE DEAD! and for christmas i wish MCR would come again when their new album comes out. Did i mention that i bought HUMANOID and LIFE STARTS NOW already?? =D=D=D=D And i won't be reachable on the 17th to... i don't know. 13 days. I'll be back for 3 days and then i won't be reachable until the 4th of next year. =) HURRY UP AND PLAN SOMETHING ALREADY ADELINE

2009-12-02T16:22:00.003+08:00

GEE AND LYN-Z
I'm gonna be like that when i'm old =D

FINALLY

My new miad arrived which is why i can actually blog and online now. I had to do CHORES for the past 2 weeks or so and it was so so so HORRIBLE

Anyways, i'm not gonna talk about it coz it's just depressing and it gives people a headache.

And i'm supremely sorry to all those people whose birthday's i have forgotten. aka Tang Song Ling. But then again, if Bo Kang was such an oh-so-great friend, he'd know how to spell her name correctly too xD

And i didn't forgetforget. I merely didn't think about it. But i still remember it. And you know why? Because it's the same date as Natsume's birthday. =) And all those Alice Academy fans will defo know what i'm talking about.

Soo...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TANG SONG LING

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WONG RU JIN (unfortunately, i have forgotten your's as well. BUT, everyone knows i have a hard time remembering numbers and i had to ask you what, 7 times when we first met what your birthday was. Or was that Li Ie? )

and ANDREW

i can't believe i forgot yours but i forgot Ming Yi's birthday too. I mean, i'm dumb ok?? You crush me in math all the time and NO Cheng Tong doesn't. Its just that i'm careless so he wins me in math. And what did humans create calculators for if not to count things for them? Totally logical.

Anndd.. i got super glue all over my hand yesterday... =.= TOTALLY sympathetic Adeline. -_______-

But the new maid is so short. Like a dwarf. You know, those hobbits in LOTR? Sort of like that.

2009-11-20T14:26:00.002+08:00

Lyric Of The Day:

She wants to go home
but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside
with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside
Open your eyes
And look outside find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find what you've left behind

Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne

GOD I WANT A BAND

If Ru Jin can have a band why can't i get one? And he's poking it in my face now, what with all the the "i'm gonna jam soon" UGH Jealousy is a strong emotion, and its eating me up from the inside *gasps*

I need a bandddddd And if i have a band i must mustmustmustmustmust do a cover of SMELLS LIKE TEEN SPIRIT and HEY DU and MENSCHEN SUCHEN MENSCHEN OMG Ru Jin just invited me to join his band =O COOLNESS!!!!!!!

But i want my own band coz i wanna do coverse and since its his band i won't be able to convince him to do covers of Tokio Hotel songs Basically coz he can't sing in German and he doesn't really like Tokio Hotel And MENSCHEN SUCHEN MENSCHEN is such an addictive song. But i think today is more of a... Nobody's Home kind of day Coz i read this literature story during tuition. It was kinda sad and ironic you know? And it totally reminds me of Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne So... yeah, blogging as fast as i can. BYE

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs?

2009-11-19T16:25:00.005+08:00

A SHIRTLESS pic of Martin from the interview day. I was selfish, so kill me

Lyric Of The Day:

Load up on guns and bring your friends
It's fun to lose and to pretend
She's over-bored and self-assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello

Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit

I am now going to blog so Jeremy will but technically it's more fun to blog in other people's blog isn;t it? =p

With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us

I didn't really do anything other than have tuition and cook and chat and call Adeline and

OMG AZUREEN WHY DIDN'T YOU BUY YOUR LOVE DRUNK ALBUM FASTER?!?!??!

YOU COULD HAVE GIVEN IT TO ME

AND I COULD HAVE GOT A FAKE ID

AND WENT TO SEE BOYS LIKE GIRLS

SCHREIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Which is German for

SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

God i am so depressed i'm gonna stop here. And why do people even play ffs? It's a stupid game and you know it. Pfft.

Jun Xi i wanna go to your house! You can't come to mine coz my sis is having SPM so my house is currently off-limits =(

I'm so bored. And oh, that song that everyone has heard before? it's by Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit

It's a really awesome song and i am also currently addicted to I Feel So Alive by Puddle Of Mud

=D

I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end

Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello

And JUN XI YOU ARE SOO NICE!! I BET YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON WHO LISTENS TO MY SONGS =D

AND NOTE TO ALL PLEASE USE MOZILLA FIREFOX TO VIEW THIS BLOG CDOZ INTERNET EXPLORER JUST MAKES IT ALL WRONG

2009-11-19T00:48:00.003+08:00

Adeline here again! Not Adeline Street,just Adeline. Linghui,can you stop calling yourself Adeline Street already? You can er call yourself Linghui street or Riley street or something else :D.

Sure. And yes,I talk to you everyday even though there's no school so it's pretty weird not talking to you haha. I do not look oh so adorable when I sleep,ahem. Have you even seen me sleep? If you did then..STALKER!

Yeah. I just bought the tiramisu flavour waffle biscuit but it's a little too dry for me I guess. We should totally go to school on Friday! Then we can buy 10 currypuffs and eat it in school or something. I feel like eating cookies more somehow.

Oh yeah Linghui,my lips and my skin is super dry and it causes flaking every single time after I come back from my appointment with Dr.Jangjit! Do you get that too when you come back from YOUR appointment?

One more thing,Dr Jangjit said that both of my teeth already move a little!!! :)

p/s My English is not good so please,DO NOT CORRECT ME. I appreciate it.

Adeline street? Urgh.

2009-11-14T17:18:00.005+08:00

Before I start this post,I have to be honest with all of you. My English is not as good as Linghui and I have plenty of Grammar mistakes so PLEASE DO NOT CORRECT ME. THANKS.

Okay Linghui,since you want to introduce yourself as Adeline Street so much at my blog. I decided to introduce you at your very own blog. Yes,I have very high intelligence thank you.

This is what Linghui wrote in my blog but I deleted it already since I don't like whatever his name is.

In case that wasn't obvious enough (and you don't have a brain) this is not Adeline Tang Pui Yan. I shall call myself Adeline Street. Which is actually a clothing line by Billie Joe Armstrong and his wife Adrienne Armstrong.

The Adeline Street logo includes a pink heart and crossbones, rather like that of Avril Lavigne.

And I, Adeline Street, shall now proceed to conduct the action of "blogging".

First of all, i'd like to inform Adeline's readers that you are now reading a post by Adeline. To start reading, go to the top, blink, look at the words with your eyes and process it through your brain. (That's if I have any,written by Adeline TANG here btw.)

And i don't mean to sound so condescending but i am really really really BORED now. And if you enjoy reading Adeline's blog, this post too, is by Adeline.

. And one of the rules for me, Adeline to blog in this blog, owned by Adeline is that i must not insult any person that Adeline likes. And in return, Adeline isn't allowed to insult anyone i (Adeline) likes in my blog (Adeline's blog)

I hope that confused some people unless you have a very clear state of mind. I do enjoy being cynical sometimes.

On second thought i don't think anyone will be confused.

With love,
ADELINE STREET.

p/s LINGHUI DO YOU KNOW HOW ANNOYING AND UNFORTUNE IT IS TO SHARE THE SAME NAME AS WHATEVER HIS NAME IS'S CLOTHING LINE?! SINCE YOU KEEP TALKING ABOUT ADELINE STREERT,PFFHT!

2009-11-12T11:08:00.004+08:00

Adeline re-invite me as an author in your blog already!!

And i'm kinda bored now... My mum went out so i'm sneakily using the comp =D
Smart me. xD

And... i just had chinese tuition though i kept praying that she'd suddenly go into labour coz my teacher is currently... 8 months and a half pregnant? So all the best to her.. She wants twins too! =)

And today i had like, 5 eggs for breakfast =.=Just cause' my mum bought those kampung eggs or something and she went all " they're 30% more expensive than normal eggs so you better eat them before they spoil blablabla" And my sister and her " you can just put hot water for half-boiled eggs. They'll cook" =.= well, they DON'T

And then she made me cook like, 2 extra eggs because i happen to be very good at cracking eggs =D

And i kinda feel like puking now thinking bout all those eggs i consumed..

Chatting to Jun Xi. He actually went to school yesterday =O Which was kinda surprising but i hope he does become a pengawas.. Which is his life long dream..

And OMG WEI TERN IS LEAVING!!!

I knew but i didn't think so soon... I;m gonna miss him =( byebye wei tern.... We'll all miss you..

Oh. Crap. I have to... okay. According to this note my mum left me (she went to Klang) i have to meet some Sharon car person coz she needs to take the new car for tinting? Whats that really for? =.=

I think its the diamond thingy for the car.. Coz, my mum got a new car which is also our future car (according to her) but i think it's just a waste getting a Mercedes Benz for us to drive coz my sister will probably just crash it anyways..

But its just coz its the only car she and my dad could agree on. But the number is so unattractive. In stead of usually getting 62 like they usually do, they got 6262 =.= why? Because according to them " its okay if we drive it but if you kids go out, driving an expensive car with an expensive number, you;ll attract attention"

Looks like this but i'm not sure..

Which makes sense but still...

O.O JUN XI, THAT VID SEEMS SO LAME

haha

okay. Lazy to blog.

Quote Of The Day:

Civilization advances by extending the number of important operations which we can perform without thinking of them.

- Alfred North Whitehead

Which is true because that new car can actually friggin CALL PEOPLE
DO CARS ACTUALLY NEED BLUETOOTH AND CALLING APPS???

My phone feels dejected now

2009-11-11T22:09:00.002+08:00

I have decided on the Canon G11 =)

AND.. it feels good to actually want something and i'm really really lazy to blog so...

it ends here. Hmm... short posts aren't really that good. No one will listen to Bill =(

2009-11-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

Currently thinking about getting a Canon G11!

What about lens? What are they for???

2009-11-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

OK. After looking through some stuff i realised that the Canon G10 is actually quite good (Adeline don't kill me if my mum gets that for me!) But i'm also researching the latest EOS 7D too. Well, the EOS 7D is 18 mp compared to the Canon G10 but i'm not sure too.

Any suggestions? I;m kind of a newbie to this -___________-
I totally do not see the point in cam whoring too so...
I just wanna get my camera before we go for hols =D

SUGGESTIONS??

Thank You For The Venom!!!

2009-11-06T23:35:00.002+08:00

A BIG THANK YOU TO MY SISTER for totally editing the skin to perfection for me and OMGGGGGGGGGGGG

Bill Kaulitz
Bo Kang

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

SOMEONE HAS THE SAME INITIALS AS BILL KAULITZ!!!!!!!!!!!!

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

and thank you for the venom sister dear!!!!

and

stop screaming

NEW SKIN!!!

2009-11-06T18:14:00.003+08:00

BILL AND HIS AWESOME AWESOME HAIR!!!

BILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so adorable!!!
TOM WITH HIS GUITAR

Soo... i changed my skin and i LOVE it! thanks to my fabulous sister of course.

And despite Adeline complaining about the wide ti tude of my blog my mixpod looks awesome and everyone knows that MUSIC = LIFE so i'm not gonna bother =p

The only cons about this skin is that i will have to manually change the font colour to white so that it'll be easier to read. -____-

And, ADELINE GOT BRACES TODAY!

But she still looks okay. (i webcammed with her) =)

And she still looks pretty as ever. =) So i'm sure all those guys will still like her and blablabla

My sis is totally screaming at me now

And my font is totally having probs now. And a lot of people are getting braces lately so... HAHAHAHAHA join the club! HAHAHAHAHA

And my braces will be off before everyone else's =D

I feel so proud now. People should all have perfect/ close to perfect teeth

Especially guys i think. Except for Bill and Tom. They're teeth aren't really perfect but they still look smexy. ANDDD it makes them look so ADORABLE!!!

And this skin is totally dedicated to Tokio Hotel. My past few skins were dedicated to MCR and BLG so i figured they should all take turns.

Did i mention that i think

Billie Joe Bill Martin Kaulitz Madden Armstrong Way

who is the new blogger on Jeremy's blog is such a COOL, SMART, HUMBLE, GRACIOUS, AWESOME, TASTEFUL, INTELLIGENT person??

And no, i am not praising myself (surprisingly! xD) but Billie Joe Bill Martin Kaulitz Madden Armstrong Way, whose name is so tasteful and smart i am appalled!

And yes, if only i knew that person we'd be such good friends... And Jeremy is so lucky to have such a cool, Billie Joe Armstroong loving person to blog for him. And who picked that profile picture?? It is SO KICKASS SEXYYYYY

And no doubt it is because its Billie Joe Armstrong!! Holding a spray can!!! How cool is that???

And no, i'm not being perasan as i am praising someone else.

And CAN PEOPLE STOP BUYING JEREMY IN FFS??!?!

ITS SO DAMN ANNOYING OK??!?!

I HAVE TO KEEP BUYING HIM BACK WHICH IS WASTING MY MONEY

WHAT IF I DON'T HAVE MONEY TO BUY HIM BACK?!?!

*coughs*

not that it matters of course. Its just a stupid game. And Adeline said she would buy me so i get money. And Po Xiang Yuen is actually quite nice. He buys me to raise my value =)

Whatever FFS is about anyways.

And i'm going to type really really long posts so that people will have no choice but to listen to my awesome soundtrack!!

So what i did today is went for tuition, ate Subway. went to Taylor's college to check out the stuff there and oh, ADELINE WHEN ARE YOU COMING TOMORROW???

And my sister is screaming at me again. Pleasant. =.=

2009-10-18T17:00:00.003+08:00

Lyric Of The Day:

Automatic (automatic echo x3)
Automatic (echo x3)
You’re automatic and your hearts like an engine
I die with every beat
You’re automatic and your voice is electric
but do I still believe?
It’s automatic every word in your letter
The lie connects the beat
It’s automatic when you say things get better
but they never…

Automatic - Tokio Hotel

To sum up today in one word it would be DEPRESSING. I'm so depressed now i think my heart's gonna stop beating at any time. Ok. Maybe that's a bit exaggerated but whatever.

Why can't people just say what they feel? If you hate somebody just say so. I don't know bout other people but i'd appreciate it if people who hated me just said so instead of playing mind games.

If it was me i'd just say so. Don't think about the consequences and don't look back. Just go. Life won't last forever so i won't waste my life away by living a lie.

I suppose i'm rather a hypocrite though. Even though i say that i don't think i have the guts to confront you, whom i think. I mean KNOW hates me.

Where did i go wrong in believing that friendship CAN last forever?

I didn't believe in that last time but now i do think that some things were meant to last forever. I'm so confused now i can't study. The world is spinning round and round like a roller coaster ride - BLG

I wish i had the guts to just ask. You can deny it but i suppose in our hearts we know the truth.. Jun Xi, you're too positive sometimes.

And please please please someone just give me a sign. I know its too late to pray for a miracle and i'm sincerely sorry for whatever wrong i've done. Is it too late to get an explanation now? Like you said i would tell my kawan baek but she's the one who told me.

I don't categorise my friends. Friends are friends. There's nothing different at all. I love my life, my family, my friends and i'm not being conceited. I'm just grateful for this life i have been given. Life's too short to spend on worries.. So i just want this all to pass like the wind.

There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
There’s no real love in you
Why do I keep loving you

Today is AUTOMATIC coz perhaps there's no real love in you towards me but i probably will still think of you as my friend... And i feel so impeccably lesbian now..

It’s so automatic calling comes from the crossroad
They come and go like you
It’s automatic watching faces I don’t know
Erase the face from you

I wanna forget that this whole thing has happened. Just close my eyes and listen to my heart stop beating...

Whats done is done. I just wish i could understand what happened. How am i to move on when the past won't let me go?

This isn't even the ending of some depressing state of my life. Its just the starting.

Each step you make
each breath you take
your heart,
your soul,
remote controlled
This life is so sick
You’re automatic to me

Maybe this is the way life is. I'll just wish for the best and wish that somehow i can turn back time to erase the wrongs i've done. If it hadn't turned out this way, would our friendship still be ending or whatever is happening now? I have no idea what to think.

This is so confusing but i think after a sleepless night and a restless day i've come to accept the fact that i can't stop you or anyone else from hating me. I never can and all i can ask of the people who hate me (does this count as perasan? ) to just tell me.

I don't wanna live a lie. That wouldn't even count as living

It’s automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You’re automatic

2009-10-12T18:14:00.004+08:00

And since Adeline claims the TRUTH sounds fake then what do you want me to do?? Lie??

Anyways. Just to show how i regret having a twisted sense of humour, i shall express myself with a song.

Like i always do =)

JUST BECAUSE - RAYGUN

I guess I think about think about doin a line.
But the last time i promised myself
it would be the last time,
Remember that time when i was green
the deepest colour or you bleeds

I felt that colour in my head.

Ooh right before she said

Just because you can,
It doesn't mean you should.
Oh just because you can,
It doesn't make it good.

Oh you been down, you been down, you been down,
you been feelin down..
Every time you bleed you always come around.
Remember that time you looked so good,
We knew that we could do and we knew we should,
I felt that colour in my head
Oooh right before you said

Just because you can

it doesn't mean you should
Just because you can
it doesn't make it good
Just because you can
it doesn't mean you should
Just because you can

I felt that colour in my head (4x)

LOL!! I really love this song so. I think its right,
just because you can, doesn't mean you should *winks*

2009-10-12T17:42:00.003+08:00

OK. Wasting precious study time, i;m gonna now explain for bjablue (i think this code name thingy seems so fun!! in a way. anyways. being serious.)

now

bjablue. started from a girl's older sister, who, went she went to the toilet and left the computer viewing Ashley's blog, decided that she didn't like these people and thus said something like i wanna kill you bitch or something like that. I can't remember

It went on that she bloghopped to our dear "Guest's" blog. And decided she didn't like her too so she commented. This went on for quite something before the innocent lil sister found out.

After scolding her sister she told her to stop but her sister went all " so u don't want to defend your sister? where's your family pride?? i won't let you use my phone anymore! forget getting my help in your studies or anything! they're so rude to me!!!"

And she felt bad and said "okok. but only coz i find it funny"

And she said "ok. don't forget to act perasan. it pisses people off"

So bjablue passed through one to another. It was really funny actually *laughs*

THEN

she started to enjoy acting so conceited and all coz it was actually reallyyyyyyy funny when you think about him form her point of view.

She couldn't really stop laughing when she thought about it coz it was REALLY FUNNY ok??

Well, maybe she has a twisted sense of humour but if you really think bout it from her point of view it was reallly funny. Especially when they kept suspecting other people.

So. Yeah, it was a joke

And i do NOT hate them. I do NOT hate anybody because its bad for the soul. And i'll keep mine pure thank you very much

And if you won't accept this explanation, i can't do anything bout it. Just move along move along like i know you do

I own't care anymore =)

2009-10-10T13:36:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i honestly think people can't take a joke =.= or maybe i just have a twisted sense of humour...

Then again, tip to self: don't listen to your sister and don't bother standing up for her when people are insanely rude.

=.= uh huh.

And i'm just sooo stressed bout exams not i do NOT feel like blogging at all. In fact, i shall now stop before i lose my sanity by doing who knows what.

....... i am so not gonna get good results for this exam ... which basically means my life will be over soon because i'll get loaded with even more tuitions than the ones i already have...

Adeline call me soon so i can ask you what time you're coming tomorrow =) And i think i don't really want to see my old school mates =.= they hate me and i hate them. Its a people thing

2009-10-05T18:09:00.002+08:00

Lyric Of The Day:

Tonight my head is spinning I need something to pick me up I've tried but nothing is working I won't stop, I won't say I've had enough Tonight I start the fire Tonight I break away

Break - Three Days Grace

I just wanna wish

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE CHOONG!!

Even though i'm not all that close to you but i'm sure we'll be one day =p But you're really friendly and nice so that's awesome *winks*

Anyways. i noticed there have been tons of spammers lately like in Ashley, Deanna and Lyn Dee's blog. Which is pretty weird to me. Whose so free as to do that anyways??

And Adeline, please stop complaining about how you so called dunno-how-to-do!!

And i'm not pressuring you to. I'm just giving advice. That's all. I happen to think your presentations and such aren't hard at all =.= So stop complaing and NIKE! Just Do It

Break away from everybody
Break away from everything
If you can't stand the way this place is
Take yourself to higher places

And today Ann Lee asked me who started the Martin craze... Hmm.. i like to think of it as me i suppose? Haha. I don't know. But its ok as long as they're getting more fans so technically i'm spreading the BLG love. Which is a good thing. I know i'm not promoting Three Days Grace enough though >.< style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255);" size="5">Humanoid came out already, I'll be learning all those German songs so watch out!! Haha. Horrible singing in German heading your way!! =p

And i absolutely love BREAK by Three Days Grace. And i'm gonna post the lyrics too. Which are uber meaningful so i hope the few readers i have (or maybe not at all?) like it and thus become avid fans of 3DG =D

Break away from everybody
Break away from everything
If you can't stand the way this place is
Take yourself to higher places

Higher places
To higher places
Higher places
Take yourself to higher places

Peace.

2009-10-04T16:01:00.002+08:00

Lyric of the Day:

That I don't ever wanna be like you
I don't wanna do the things you do
I'm never gonna hear the words you say
and I don't ever wanna, I don't ever wanna be

You...don't wanna be just like you
Oh what I'm sayin' is this is the anthem, throw all your hands up,
you... don't wanna be you

The Anthem - Good Charlotte

So. I was just crazy just now. The Junk pic got to my head.

VIEW THEY'RE JUNK WEBSITE HERE ----> JUNK

And even though my pic isn't in it but i'm on they're website!

Junk magazine is ok except it focuses on local stuff a lot so its prob good for people like Bo Kang and such.

And i just really love BLG...

Sigh. I don't need to promote my love coz everyone knows its true

If not why would i take the effort to join competitions and be fated to meet Martin?? To hear their album one month before the actual release dates??

Because real fans can do anything for them.

And i'm proud to say that i am a true fan of all those bands i proclaim to love, because i don't see the point in pretending to like something i don't. And i won't fool myself into going with the flow either.

The first Good Charlotte song i ever heard was The Anthem. And the lyrics mean a lot to me, at least. I think its so true and it has always been the song to which my life refers to. Other than a few other songs like Minority (Green Day)

And i think everyone should love their life, love themselves, love that they are who they are. I know i do.

Everyone is special. If not to someone else, then at least to themselves.

Do i suck? Then whatever. I think, i mean KNOW, that i rock. And i'm not even being conceited. I'm just loving myself to the fullest.

What will i be if not myself?

Do you really wanna be like them, do you really wanna be another
trend?
Do you wanna be part of that crowd?
'cause I don't ever wanna, I don't ever wanna be

Loving Life,

Ling Hui
(who rocks in her opinion, but if you think she doesn't, she doesn't give a damn either way)

You...don't wanna be just like you
What I'm sayin' is this is the anthem throw all your hands up,
Y'all got to feel me, sing if you're with me, you, don't wanna
be just like you (just like you)
This is the anthem throw all your hands up, y'all got to feel
me, sing if you're with me
Another loser anthem (whoa-oh)
Another loser anthem (whoa-oh)
Another loser anthem (whoa-oh)
Another loser anthem

2009-10-04T15:49:00.003+08:00

Listening to LIFE STARTS NOW and HUMANOID came out!!! Downloading it now. illegally but who cares anyways?? Its better than not getting it and i couldn't find Tokio Hotel's album at all despite the various Rock Corners i've gone to in search of it

Sigh. Anyways. I got my copy of JUNK magazine today!! And Galaxie. I've become quite addicted to reading magazines lately. But i only buy those that have Boys Like Girls in it. I even bought that Malay mag. Haha

Anyways. I am going to recount my awesome experience with BLG. Sigh. Martin. Said I LOVE YOU TOO to me!!!

And he put his arm around me with his hand on my waist!!!

*screams*

And i talked to BLG

And they answered

And

And

I MAINTAINED EYE CONTACT WITH ALL OF THEM!!

AND I HUGGED MARTIN!!

TOOK PICS WITH THEM!!!

LIKE ALL TRUE FANS DO!!!

*SCREAMS*

AND THINKING BOUT IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY

I CAN'T BREATHE

so i better stop before i die before i marry Martin

2009-10-03T20:53:00.003+08:00

ONE-X

Finally someone listens to my awesome music advice......

And that's Eu Win, who, surprisingly will be joining the Three Days Grace Street Team soon.

BECAUSE

HE IS A HUGE FAN OF THEM AND LOVES THE SONG PAIN!!

YES!

I HAVE SUCEEDED IN PROMOTING THREE DAYS GRACE

I got them a new mega fan *smiles proudly*

And i know that Eu Win absolutely loves them. He's prob admiring Adam Gontier now.

I feel so saintly now. Good deeds do make you feel better

2009-10-03T17:34:00.003+08:00

OHMIGOSH LOOK AT HIS MUSCLES!!
IT'S CHRIS CARRABA!!! THE DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL SINGER!! THE SINGER OF STOLEN, HANDS DOWN ETC AND ALSO A BANANA REPUBLIC MODEL!! (no surprise there) *winks*

I kinda like, i dunno. Hate everyone now?? ok. Maybe not but i am just in a super crappy mood coz i just practiced my piano for almost one hour =.=

And, it's like. What is my teacher's obsession with Clementi??? I know Clementi sounds nice and all, but i've been doing so many of his sonatas i'm gonna go mad. MAD.

And

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIM LYN DEE & KHAIRUNISSA!!!
Khairun and i have been in the same class for the 7th year now. Except we didn't talk at all (i think) for the past 6 years but now she's totally part of my life and i can tell her tons of stuff. For one, she doesn't mind listening to me go on and on about "stuff" *grins*

And i just met Lyn Dee this year. She's a former SriKL-ian but she isn't stuck up or anything. I n fact. Lyn Dee's totally sweet and pretty =) Plus, she's my 4th wife. So happy birthday wifey!

Annddd i have decided that i'm not gonna freak myself out over my piano and all and guitar and blablabla coz everyone knows that stressing out and getting mad only causes wrinkles and kills your blood cells.

And i don't plan on growing old so soon. Though i wish just for 1 day, i could be 21 so that i can see BLG.... but its ok. I'm gonna marry Martin anyways. And he can sing for me all the time then.

Coz we've already been fated to be together and its already written down in our destiny that our lives should be forever intertwined and our fiery passion will keep us walking down this thin strand of life we call...well, life.

The point is we love each other into all eternity. *sighs*

Not like all those dumb retarded omg-mart-in!! fair weather fans. Who's the one who slept at 3 am just coz she was screaming and jumping up and down rewatching HeroHeroine more than 40 times and admiring Martin's sexy ass, sexy thighs, sexy mouth and whatever. You get the point. Martin has a perfectly cute ass and we're all jealous. Moving along.

My kids names (they will be twin boys. because boys in a band are just sexxxaaayy) (i feel horny now =.=)

And

the first will be GERARD MARTIN WAY and MARTIN BILLIE JOE ARMSTRONG KAULITZ WAY. =D Obviously i haven't perfected the second name yet, But i'll get it in time. Anyways. (see the WAY?? haha. being lame)

I don't want them to have lousy chinese surnames. So it helps that i'm marrying Martin =)

Speaking of names. And all. Whatever. Who's going back to Lick Hung??

And i'm so depressed at the superciliousness of all those people who just have to so called "copy" others just coz they think its cool so. I won't be posting lyrics today. Just makes me sad to think of the materialistic society we live in

Quote of the day-

If you're born original, don't die a copy

- Adeline? or somebody.

2009-10-01T16:18:00.002+08:00

I am currently super pissed off like shit so please excuse the vulgarities

But

Doesn't everyone hate people who only do things coz they think its cool? Like they act like they like some band only coz they think its cool or something but actually they don't. They're just EWs. Eternal Wannabes who can't just be them selves and like things they like as a person just coz they want to be "cool"

And yeah, i know tons of people hate me and think i'm what? Suck up and selfish or whatever. but guess what? I couldn't fucking give a damn because i am me and i love myself for who i am

And the thing i love about myself the most, is that i can love myself to the fullest and be myself. Me. Original. So what if i'm weird? I happen to take it as a compliment. So what if i can be a stuck up bimbotic bitch?

I'm bipolar and if you hate me just butt off, coz i'm gonna be myself and i'm never gonna change for anyone else.

I love who i am enough to be myself and if anyone wants to rip me off or whatever, like last time, when everyone would like what i like and act like its theirs making me hate almost everyone then whatever.

I;m gonna still be me. And even if others think i'm copying anyone else then i don't care too. As long as i know who i am then that's enough for me. I love myself my friends and family. Last time, i don't think i had any true friends. SUre i had friends but they weren't true friends so i don't count them as friends anyways.

True friends are people who love you for who you are. Even if i'm bipolar, conceited and offensively frank and direct. Even if i think people hate me. Even if i think the world hates me at least i know some people love me for who i am.

At least i wanna believe so but its so hard coz i'm such an easy person to hate. I'd prob hate myself if i didn't love my originality so much

But its alright. As long as i love myself then its enough for me.

I;m so fortunate in some ways. I love my life and i'm gonna live to the fullest

Who cares if there are so many people out there? Who act like we're friends but actually hate me? If you hate me then just say so. I won't mind the honesty. In fact i'd appreciate it. I'd love you for being honest to me. If there's one thing i hate, that's liars and people who do things or claim to like things only coz they think its cool

You think its cool? Puh lease. It makes youe such a loser and shows your true qualities to the world. A snuffling lil biatch who doesn't want to be herself coz she's afraid people won't like her, coz she wants to be important, she wants to be popular, she wants to be cool.

Whats so important bout popularity??? Be yourself or suck for the rest of your life

If you hate someone say so

If you love someone don't be afraid to say so

If you asked me whether i hated you, if i did, i would tell you the truth. And why?? Coz everyone deserves to know the truth

I;m not gonna make a further bitch of myself by acting like someone or something i'm not.

And maybe i was so mad i was gonna curse people, but now, i'm just gonna tell everyone to be themselves

Be yourself

Coz if you lose that vision. that essence of who you are, then you lose everything.

Everything

Peace

Ling Hui

2009-10-01T15:15:00.003+08:00

I look ugly =.=

Listening to Ich Brech Aus by Tokio Hotel now =)

Aren't guys who sing in German SO DAMN DREAMY?? *drools*

Especially when he sang Ich Bin Da *sighs* i wanted to DIE. He was just THAT HOT. *sighs again*

Oh Bill, please come to Malaysia!!! I can go wait for you at the airport where you'll be arriving from Germany!! *squeals*

And and and, did i mention that my dad is considering bringing us to Germany for holidays!!

And i said i'd rather go to Italy, Venice or Greece or Japan but he said he went there before, and he said he can bring me to see TOKIO HOTEL if i want!! In GERMANY!!!! *jumps!!*

And that's why i love my parents sometimes, especially my dad =D
He actually wanted to ply me to Macau to watch Avril's concert before! Even though i just saw it the day before then we went online and saw she was performing and he went all "Want to see her again??" The n he almost bought the tickets until i stopped him =.=

I'm quite reasonable sometimes aren't i? =p

But then again my mum comes from a family of stupidly rich people, except they dunno how to use money, whereas my dad's side just wastes is all =.=

My mum told me today her dad had 30 FRIGGIN MILLION RINGGIT last time =.= except he lost it and blablabla which is such a waste!!!! I'd be rich now if my granpa still had 30 million *glares*

And then she told me her family's generation were all rich and blablabla and you know my uncle has EFF-ING 300 MILLION?!?!?!??!?!?!?!

WHY DO I NOT VISIT THEM MORE?!?!?

AND THEY ARE LEAVING IT ALL TO THEIR KIDS!!

And they really dunno how to use money. My aunty came over for surgery before, then she has 300 MILLION and she don't wanna eat Starbucks coz she said it was expensive when she has 300 EFFING MILLION

And i'm not gonna talk bout it anymore coz it just reminds me of what a destitute i am =.= Poor me. Literally

And i had chinese tuition this morning... Which was ok except i have another chinese tuition tomorrow morning and i'm having Drums and Guitar tonight and i haven't practised my Guitar yet. I'm playing some Promenade song. And i like this Grade 4 song i'm doing for drums now! Its called Cherry Bomb and its super fast which is super cool coz it gives you such a thrill!! Except i don't hit the drums hard enough according to my teacher which makes sense coz its always pretty soft when i play.

Chatting to honey who has been sleeping 12 hours a day whereas i have eye bags the size of craters on the moon =.=

AND

I WANT A BAND!!!!!!!!!!!!

UGHHHH

2009-09-30T22:59:00.002+08:00

AUTOMATIC - TOKIO HOTEL
Automatic
Automatic
You're automatic,
and your hearts like an engine.
I die with every beat
You're automatic,
and your voice is electric.
Why do I still believe?

It's automatic
Everywhere in your letter
A lie that makes me bleed
It's automatic
When you say things get better
But they never...

There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
Why do I keep loving you?

It's automatic,
counting cars on a crossroad
They come and go like you
It's automatic,
Watching faces I don't know
Erase the face of you

It's automatic
Systematic
So traumatic
You're automatic

There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic
Automatic
Automatic
Automatic

Each step you make
Each breath you take
Your heart. Your soul.
Remote-controlled
This life is so sick
You're automatic to me...

Love in you
Love in you
There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.

There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
There's no real love in you.
Why do I keep loving you?

Automatic
Theres no real..
Automatic
Love in you...
Automatic
Why do I...
Automatic
Keep loving you?
Automatic...

2009-09-30T22:07:00.003+08:00

TOKIO HOTEL

the INSANELY HOT BILL KAULITZ

TOKIO HOTEL~~~~~~~

Okie... chatting to Azu, Honey and adopted brother Jun Xi (did i adopt you that day or not yet officially??)

And its complicated coz i have no idea what they are talking about.

Anyways. I, Wong Ling Hui, from today onwards, shall ignore Eddy Do Wei Qing and give him the bitch face everyday until he tells me himself that secret that he won't tell me =.=

And he accused me of "acting sad" WHEN I WASN'T!!!! i was just telling Ying Chee and joking only coz i wanted to prove my "acting" was good (when it actually quite possibly isn't coz i always end up laughing when i pretend to cry =.=)

And, he wouldn't tell me at all after my fake crying and begging and praising and insulting.... All that hard work for 30 mins minimum and he still wouldn't tell me...

After all i helped him with before!!!

Ungrateful wretch!!!

He even ugh. I don't wanna talk about it. ANYWAYS, i am going to ignore him. Pfft.

AND

AUTOMATISCHE IS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
BILLLLLLLLLLLL
TOMMMMMMMMM

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*SCREAMS AND JUMPS IN EXCITEMENT*

TOKIO HOTEL~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOKIO HOTEL

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

AUTOMATISCHE!!!!!!

EVERYBODY PLEASE VOTE FOR TOKIO HOTEL AND GREEN DAY AS BEST ROCK AND BEST GROUP

THE LINK IS http://ema.mtv.co.uk/vote

I LOVE TOKIO HOTEL

2009-09-27T14:39:00.003+08:00

ALL MINE!! MUAHAHAHAHA

Soo.... this is the first post of honey's birthday and i dunno why but i wasn't hyper at all... more of tired and lots of people keep telling me i looked sad and moody and whatever but nevermind. =.=

Prob coz we already spent a few hours (we = Azu, honey and i) in her room laughing at all those shuffle vids

And honestly, i don't see whats so awesome about shuffling!! (no offence to anyone whatsoever) its just soooo funny!!! Especially when Adeline and Azureen kept saying chicken wing and well, you get the point.

And Adeline was SO HAPPY receiving my lil cow themed ( EU WIN STARTED IT!!) present she told me she would use it everyday and even post a pic of herself wearing it. Aww...

Did i mention that she kept telling me how much she loved my song?? She said she could hear it in her heart... Aww... again and i'm not lying. Maybe i am but i'd like to think of it as not lying. It could be the truth of whats happening in some alternate universe

Andd.... My parents were super pissed off at me coz i went home around midnight and lets not dwell on that fact because its depressing. Let's just say i am so NOT in the mood to go out anymore for oh, the rest of this year??

Misha (skinny!) and Natalie arrived first followed by.... not sure but people anyways. Esther, Adeline's god-sister and Walter her god-brother (whom i saw all the guys eyeing with envy *coughs*) came late coz according to Adeline, they had to go for some family reunion first. But they're really sweet people =)

And even though Adeline was the host, it was mostly her neighbours who were hosting it (i think they have some kind of thing for magic) And the lil girl (whom people keep telling me is a boy, but i won't be fooled that easily!) and lil boy who are cute and violent. I still don't get the scared-of-miniature-people-ness that many people expressed or invoked that night.

Sorry Adeline if i seemed really bored during your party, Just tired and i don't deal with heat very well. I sleep when its hot. And when its cold too ad i'm refering to the weather here.

Well.... there were fireworks (which weren't from bleh Adeline!) but it was from Sunway Pyramid.

Annddd i think thats it.

And about what i did today, i just went to have dimsum with my grand parents and i had this really nice almond milk thingy dessert thats really yummy!! At Sheraton Hotel which was bought over by The Grand Dorset which seems really smart coz you don't need to build your own hotel if you just buy one but i still like Sheraton more... but compared to Hilton i like Hilton more coz i eat Japanese shaba shabu there almost every week last time.. Then my sis just had to stop having tuition =.=

Well, happy belated birthday to Adeline Tang Pui Pui Pui Yan.

Ans somehow, that reminds me of how time passes by so fast, and i feel my breath catching again... I'm scared this will all pass faster than i want it to.. then i realise it already has, and i should probably stop now. Before i spill out all my private thoughts out for the whole world..

Quote of the Day:

Men talk of killing time, while time quietly kills them.

- Dione Boucicault

2009-09-26T16:16:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE TANG PUI YAN!!

And i'm currently blogging from her room so... and Azu just arrived!! So Happy Birthday to her and blablabla good luck growing old honey.

And i know everyone is jealous of Martin now but people, you guys should just move on and get over yourselves. I know you're jealous and Justin Bieber looks like a GIRL and people call Bill Kaulitz androgynous?!??!

UGHHHH

And happy birthday to honey who just opened my present which was a...

COW SHOWER CAP

HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA

I totally kept to the EWs cow theme

hahahaha

2009-09-25T14:20:00.002+08:00

At honey's house.

She's totally freaking out about her bday tomorrow, which to me, is not a big deal. I totally do not what the big deal over a bday is but whatever. I"M not in a good mood now thus i shall rant on and on about how my life is totally sucking now and hell i keep saying hell just coz i read those House Of Night books.

I find that there are many disturbing people who blog online which is totally WEIRD, UNNATURAL and WRONG WRONG WRONG

But i shall refrain from insulting other people whom i'm not close because i shan't become a hypocritical b/i/t/c/h who's prejudiced against other people who aren't you know/ Normal in my sense of the word.

And Adeline is totally freaking out about my awesome music taste I mean, hello! BITE MY LIP AND CLOSE MY EYES - Long View, Green Day is totally classic lovely rock and i totally love it and yes, i have been using the word totally way too much lately. Just like Bryan and his like-ness

And i totally hate viewing other people's blog and i'm sure its because honey always views everyones blog , even people she doesn't know

And its very hard to type on this laptop.

and bye coz i'm gonna do other stuff

2009-09-24T14:01:00.006+08:00

LIFE STARTS NOW ALBUM COVER!!! IS IT UBER COOL OR WHAT??

OMFG AVRIL LAVIGNE IS DIVORCING DERYCK WHIBLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

They were such a cute couple *sobs* *bawls*

I can;t believe the rumours were true!!! I thought they weren't coz he was helping her on her new record and all... But i suppose some things weren't meant to last... I bet Jun Xi's happy bout this !! *glares*

Well, i'm not!! I sincerely thought that Avril had finally found someone to spend the rest of her life with, and a rocker too!!! Not like that stupid Keri Welsh whatever girlie that Martin thanked in his thanks for the first album too!!!!

And she's Paul's long term relationship since 2006!!! Gosh i really wanna slap somebody now.

And i woke up at like, 12.45 today? But i still have eye bags =.= And its prob coz i slept late. I finished 2 House Of Night books yesterday. Betrayed,
Chosen

and Untamed.

Oh. Wait, that's actually 4 =p

Just started Hunted today, and its totally getting more and more exciting now!! But i almost couldn't sleep last night because there were all these olden Cherokee legends in it talking bout all those paranormal and yeah... it so obviously FREAKED me out. and OMGee, i just googled it up, and it turns out that its true!!

The Kalona Ayeliski or "raven mocker" is a powerful figure of unholiness within Cherokee legends. Described as an evil spirit, it is feared by all, including other spirits and witches. The raven mocker's purpose is to torture and torment a dying person, to quicken the process of death. Once dead, the raven mocker attempts to consume the person's heart to bolster their own life-force. For each year that the dying person would have lived, the raven mocker adds to its own.

The physical appearance of the raven mocker is twofold. In one setting, when they are grounded and are attacking the dying person, they resemble very old and frail beings. This is due to the fact that they have absorbed so many lives of previous victims. In another setting, when they travel to the dying person, they resemble evil and demonic ravens.

At nightfall, when a person is known to be dying, the raven mocker will transform. Taking on the appearance of a true raven, the raven mocker morphs, spreading devilish wings that black out the sky, and taking on a terrible visage as it glides carelessly through the air, shrieking and wailing to announce its presence. Part of the fear as well as the meaning of the name behind this evil spirit comes from the fact that the raven mocker will literally mock the sounds of a raven, not only as it flies above the dying person, but up until it enters their room.

Once in the room of the dying person, other witches and evil spirits will flock to the scene to help the raven mocker snuff out the victim. The raven mocker and other evil spirits are invisible, so as they commence torture, the dying person only appears to those around them to be choking and gasping for air, when they are really breathing their last. In a hierarchal ladder of evil spirits, the raven mocker is definitely highly ranked. Similar to how a larger predator will dominate a hunting ground or kill, other spirits attempting to kill a dying man for themselves will flee an area if they hear the raven mocker's cry of ownership.

In defense against the raven mocker, family and friends of dying people can hire very skilled medicine men to keep watch. The medicine man will serve two purposes: one, to watch over the person dying until they get better (the raven mocker cannot enter when the medicine man has properly warded the building), and two, to watch over the dying person until they die naturally, and then to watch over the corpse to ensure proper burial (this prevents the raven mocker from eating the heart). In some legends, it is reported that the raven mocker will die within seven days of being spotted by a medicine man, while others report that it is the medicine man's wards and special armaments that can kill the spirit. There is also tale of a famous hunter of raven mockers, Gskli'sk, who killed many of the evil spirits.

Creds to

http://www.helium.com/items/1476036-cherokee-legends-raven-mocker

But its way creepy in the book and all so... And may i add that although being a good book through ans through, Zoey Redbird, the main character is way too frivolous for the boook to ever make it big on the scale of other vamp books like Twilight etc.

Anndd... of course..

Quote of the day:

A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person.

- Mignon McLaughlin

2009-09-23T12:13:00.003+08:00

Just watched the boot camp vid for 3DG's street camp thing and it is so much work!!! Okay, i'm gonna totally promote them and did i mention

LIFE STARTS NOW WAS RELEASED!!!!

But i don't think we have it in Msia yet. This country totally sucks when it comes to musical stuff. I mean, i have to get my MCR merch shipped to Singapore just because they have music copyrighted stuff here or something.

And the other good news is that my merch has arrived!! It consists of

A Venganza Vest + Bullet shaped USB with the encore of The Black Parade Is Dead
Fingerless black and white striped Gloves endorsed with the MCR logo
MCR logo pencil set
Inhaler Notebook and Folder Pack
Entombed T-shirt

And yeah yeah i brag alot on my blog but don't you think i have a right to? =p

Who else in our school has such cool original MCR merch?? (stares at Jun Xi for the fake but totally cool design shirt)

In case you haven't noticed, please pay att. to my totally cool MCR original messenger bag with the original BMG Music Avril Lavigne badge on it (i took the other MCR badges off coz i was afraid they might fall off)

And i feel so totally stupid coz i totally cried for like, 5 minutes reading that House of Night, Betrayed book. =.=

I only cried when Stevie Rae "supposedly died" but it turns out that she didn't. She's in a zombie like state now under Neferet, High Priestess of the House Of Nights control but is the leader of their gang coz she has an affinity for Earth and anyways... Its a good read i suppose. You can try it if you like.

And speaking of which, Betrayed isn't the first book btw. You can google up the series yourself if you;re actually interested.

Annddd i gotta go now. Gonna make jelly =p

Quote of the day:

A dying man needs to die, as a sleepy man needs to sleep, and there comes a time when it is wrong, as well as useless, to resist.

-Stewart Alsop

2009-09-22T16:56:00.003+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage =
Mineral water
2. last phone call =
Adeline
3. last text message =
Adeline
4. last song you listened to =
Contagious - Bots Like Girls
5. last time you cried =
Sunday

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice =
Hmm.. i don't think people date here?
7. been cheated on =
Not sure
8. kissed someone & regretted it =
No
9. lost someone special =
Yes
10. been depressed =
Many times
11. been drunk and depressed =
Drunk on coke?

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12.Black
13.White
14.Red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend =
Yup
16. Fallen out of love =
Not really
17. Laughed until you cried =
Haha. yeah!
18. Met someone who changed you =
Yup
19. Found out who your true friends were =
Yup
20. Found out someone was talking about you =
Umm.. think so
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list =
No

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life =
Dunno. never count. I have the coolest Mexican MCR fan friends though. Bt they added me
24. Do you have any pets =
KAT!
25. Do you want to change your name =
Ling Hui is fine but i wouldn't mind adding a WAY or Mrs. Johnson at the back =p
26. What did you do for your last birthday =
Went out to eat with family at some hotel and ate foie gras until i wanted to puke i think =.=
27. What time did you wake up today =
9.45 My sis woke me up
28. What were you doing at midnight last night =
Playing and singing Adeline's song =.=
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for =
For me to marry Martin!!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother =
1 Hour ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life =
Nothing. Coz i love and appreciate all i have
32. What are you listening to right now =
The music of nature. haha. nothing actually.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom =
Nope.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now =
People who tell me they have stuff to tell me but won't tell me and people who are jealous of martin
35. Most visited webpage =
Facebook, martinsays, blogs etc
36. Where you want to be right now =
On a cloud, drifting away into sleep
37. Nicknames =
Ling Ling and etcetcetc =.=
38. Relationship Status =
... private
39. Zodiac sign =
Pieces (just like Bryan!)
41. Elementary? =
Lick Hung
42. Middle school =
SMK USJ 12.
43. Hair colour =
Brown? according to my sis
44. Long or short =
Short
46. Height =
160+cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone =
No. Guys are stupid. Throw rocks at them
48. What do you like about yourself=
How i can be myself that i love music people hate and i'm oh so annoyingly honest and etcetc. Basically i just love myself to bits
50. Tattoos =
In the future =p
51. Righty or lefty =
Righty
52. First surgery =
umm... dental surgery?
53. First piercing =
11 i think
54. First best friend =
mmmm... can't remember...
55. First kiss =
Nope
56. First vacation =
umm.. Australia? Or China. Not sure
57. First crush =
I don't "crush"

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating =
Nothing
60.Drinking =
Water
61. I'm about to =
Practice Adeline's song again =.=
62. Listening to =
Didn' t they ask this just now?? NOTHING ok?? I like peace and silence sometimes
63. Waiting for =
Martin to sweep me off my feet again

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? =
Yup. 3 twins and one older brother
65. Get married =
To Martin Bennet Johnson. backstage of one of their concerts, just like Gee and Lyn-Z
66. Career =
umm... something i love doing

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes =
Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses =
Hugs
69. Shorter or taller =
Taller
70. Older or Younger =
Older
71.Romantic or spontaneous =
Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms =
Stomach
73. Sensitive or loud =
Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship =
Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant =
Trouble Maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger =
No
77. Drank hard liquor =
No
78. Lost glasses/contacts =
Broke my contacts and glasses only
79. Sex on first date =
NO
80. Broken someone's heart =
... yes...
81. Had your own heart broken =
A few times?
82. Been arrested =
No
83. Turned someone down =
...yes..
84. Cried when someone died =
No
85. Fallen for a friend? =
No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself =
Constantly
87. Miracles =
Happen everyday
88. Love at first sight =
Yes
89. Heaven =
Yes
90. Santa Claus =
=.= NO
91. Kiss on the first date =
Unless its Martin
92. Angels =
Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?=
No
95. Did you sing today? =
Obviously
96. Ever cheated on somebody? =
No
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? =
Std. 1, so that i could be myself and be happier than i was for 6 bloody years
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? =
Yes... love is like a rollercoaster ride sometimes. You get the up and downs
100. Posting this as 100 truths? =
No. I don't get this at all

2009-09-22T16:11:00.002+08:00

Chatting to the EW and i totally hate strumming coz i'm doing it without a pick and oh-so-smart-eu-win says to use a 20 sen or 50 sen coin =.=

Does that even work?!?!

And i really really really wanna stop doing Adeline's song coz

Its wasting my time
My fingers have started peeling

and i'm too goddamn lazy to....

goNna watch all those boring strumming vids now....

ADELINE U OWE ME ONE!!!!!!!

2009-09-21T12:44:00.003+08:00

Yes, this is the blog of an

OFFICIAL THREE DAYS GRACE STREET TEAM member

how proud are you that you know me? =p *being perasan as they say*

Annnndd a Three Days Grace Street Team member has to help promote the band and everything and you get to meet other 3DG members too =D

Soooo, once their new album LIFE STARTS NOW is released, i'll probably fall in love with them alllll over again *grins* maybe i have a thing for older guys or something. But its most prob only the Billie Joe Armstrong, Gee Way and Adam Gontier kind.

And i have to admit that Gee and Adam used to be drug addicts but they're all better now and it was totally years ago. In fact, Three Days Grace started when Adam Gontier was in rehab and he wrote all these ah-mazing songs like Animal I've Become, Pain, Time of Dying and so on. I can totally relate to all those songs but they are so not "emo" as people say and there is no such thing as emo. I repeat THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS EMO

And after watching some of their old vids, i'm totally dying to get my hands on their deluxe super pack that includes LIFE BEGINS NOW DRUMSTICKS!!!!!!!!!!!! *screams and jumps* and also a signed album etcetcetc awesome stuff as shown in the pic.

OMG RIGHT???

And, finally i'm gonna blog about yesterday at Azureen's house. I know she was omg-ly happy, but i was more of filled with regret and dissapointment and i'm not gonna talk bout it anymore except that i've decided to sing Adeline's song for her live coz she deserves it and i just love her so much =p

And even though i titled it "You Can Shoot Your Ears Out If You Don't Like It" (in a moment of Fall Out Boy inspiration) perhaps i shall change the title coz i know she hates the current one =p

But i shortened it a lot annnd back to the topic.

I went to honey's house at around 2 something and i already blogged bout what we did there in my other post.

Then her mum sent us to Azureen's house, where we were greeted by her friendly family members and her cousin, Yaya gave me weird looks coz of the way i say her name =.=

Then Bo Kang and Jeremy walked here from 3k or something and Eddy came.

And then the coolest thing ever happened!!

Azureen's uberly cool 4 year old cousin, WWE-esque body slammed them!! He repeatedly climbed up the sofa and jumped down on them and all and poor Eddy suffered the most and i saw him take down his sister too, who was 8.

Annndd i came back home, worked on Adeline's song till 1.35 in the morning (honey u better love me for this) and making a song is so not easy okay??? You people underestimate the difficulty of it especially since i don't have perfect pitch

And congrats to Ru Jin, whose band has been finally completed and OMG HIS BASSIST IS A LEFT HANDED HALF JAPANESE GIRL.
How cool is that??
Apparently their band is complete and i wish them all the best in their careers. Looking forward to seeing you guys on stage one day *winks*

And then back to the topc, i screamed at my sister so loud my voice seems to be damaged and i really need to go study coz

IF I GET NUMBER ONE I GET A DSLR!

And i know i'm supposed to be uber excited but i'm so not =.=
My mum was just in an oddly weird good mood, so she just came in and we started chatting

ME MUM

If you get number one in the last exam i'll buy that tayloy swift girl's album for you
But i don't like taylor swift
Then anything lah
Ohh.. What bout a normal digital camera? Like those compact easy to carry ones
Huh? Those are useless ok? Let's get the one like Aunty's one.
You mean DSLR?
Yeah. The big black professional one
I don't really want that... I don't see the point. It's so big
*sighs* Don't get those lousy ones ok?
But DSLR is expensive
No. Who said so? It's only about 1000 something
.... If you say so..
When am i gonna get my drumset then?
Hmm.. For Christmas lah! Christmas we buy DS something, the camera, karaeoke machine and your drumset ok?
*stares* *recovers* If you say so Mummy. I totally agree

*runs out to living room*

I'm gonna get number one for the last exam!!!
*looks up* Okay. I know you can what.
What if i don't?
We're still gonna get the camera
And it'll still be mine??
Yeah
Oh, okay then.

SEE???? so creepy!! but i'm still gonna get number one coz i was planning to anyways and so i should hurry up, finish Adeline's song and get started studying!!

Peace.

I was so not Two Is Better than one yesterday and more The First One-ish and they are song titles ok? Does anyone bother reading my quotes or lyrics btw? I pick those that have to do with today ok?? Its not some meaningless loserpicked song just coz that person thinks its cool or whatever and i know a lot of people who do stuff just coz they think its cool, and lemme tell you one. Simple. Basic. Thing. Doing something just to be cool, is so NOT cool *glares*

Be yourself or nobody else

Quote of the day:

After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music.

Aldous Huxley

2009-09-20T15:02:00.002+08:00

Lyric of the day:

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Currently at Adeline's house, she bugged me to blog while she picks something to wear... unsuccessfuly might i add. I helped her pick so many awesome outfits but she doesn't want to wear them =.= coz there are GUYS going. how chaste of her. Unfortunately this is the new century and we can be open, but NOT slutty. ok honey? *winks*

Is it enough to love?

Is it enough to breathe?

Somebody rip my heart out

And leave me here to bleed

Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

ANNDDD... we are about to embark to Azureen's house later.. but i hope its not an eating feast as everyone has been telling me... because i'm a vegan for the next 2 weeks as a stand for animal rights. They have feelings too ok??? How would you feel if you were reared just to be eaten by upper beings?? And there are even cults called Extinctionists who are hellbent on making animals extinct just coz they think humans are superior and animals just waste air. *glares* and thus i am taking a stand animal rights and being a vegan for 2 weeks, which is a huge sacrifice on my part, coz i hate consuming vegetables.

And Adeline has refused to listen to listen to fashion advice but its okay. I;ll buy her accesories for her bday or something.

OOHHH. Did i mention that i wrote a song for her birthday? But i don't know whether she'll like it so perhaps i shall give her something normal, instead of the best present ever or something no one has ever given her. Hmmm... but i'm prob not gonna give her the song as she might not like it and i haven't figured out the guitar part yet.

Gonna play ps now. Byeeee

To walk within the lines

Would make my life so boring

I want to know that I

Have been to the extreme

So knock me off my feet

Come on now give it to me

Anything to make me feel alive

2009-09-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

.......... Currently blogging while my honey is off somewhere at some uncle's open house party... Which reminds me...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

Holidays kinda suck now coz we're having them too often and i totally miss the PEOPLE at school, NOT the exams and not the teachers too =p

Annnnddd on the topic of all those cute guys me and Adeline were gushing over.

I met a mini Edward. not the ugly Robert Pattinson, but THE one that you'll prob imagine in the book except he's our age *grins*

He has like this coppery brass like chestnut brown hair that's wind blown and looks totally cool in that not too long but hot way that touches his neck
And he has this totally flawless skin that looks yummy. Haha. like someone or something i'd want to bite =p

And he's bout taller than me by a bit and he looked at me with those big innocent doe like brown eyes of his..... and my heart stopped beating for one second... They were so BIG!!!!!!!

i couldn't believe there's still someone so innocent, pure, flawless!!

sigh

Eu win is going to his hometown for the next 2 days (pay attention ADELINE) and won't be able to online and sometimes i hate chatting to guys.

2009-09-19T15:02:00.002+08:00

Currently chatting to Adeline, Azureen and Bo Kang.

Oh. Azureen just left. And BoKang doesn't talk much.. hmm...
lazy to blog much further except OOOOHHHH

I SAW A MINI EDWARD!!!!!

AND HE STAYS AT MY PLACE!!!!!!

SCREAMS!!!!!!!

OUR AGE!!!!!!!!!

SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

And now Adeline and i are gushing about cute guys we met today

sigh

caucasians rock and asians suck

haha

2009-09-18T14:40:00.002+08:00

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

Seize The Day - Avenged Sevenfold

I'M SO DARNED BORED!!!!!!!

I think my life is falling into pieces now.... I know it isn't nut it just feels like it is and i'm so SICK of reading other people's blogs all of a sudden. DO YOU PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO HAPPY ALL THE TIME?!?!?

=.=

officially hating people who love their life now. I'm just sick of this whole world and i don't know why...

i HATE happy people

i'm gonna quit blogging one day. Honestly. If not everyone will see my crude and demented thoughts.... I need MCR now!!!!!!!!!! Which reminds me, i CAN'T! coz my mum is sooooo against the music i listen to =.=

Which reminds me, WHY DO PEOPLE HAVE TO BE SO HAPPY ?!??!?1

THE WORLD IS ENDING FOR GOD'S SAKE!!!!!!

When all you people start screaming at the arrival of the Armaggedon, i;m just gonna stand there, raise my head high, and welcome it...

Having all those so called disturbing thoughts in my head now...
Let's just say music for my mood now is all MCR and Avenged Sevenfold.

And adeline and jun xi, ur happiness is killing my buzz =.= I just wanna roll up and die now. I feel like such a pathetic person but its okay. I can just go drink someone's lifespan or chi or something...

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

2009-09-15T11:49:00.002+08:00

Album art of Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge

Lyric of the day:

Oh baby here comes the sound!
I took a train outta New Orleans and they shot me full of ephedrine.
This is how we like to do it in the murder scene.
Can we settle up the score?

Give Em' Hell Kid - My Chemical Romance

Currently home from school coz i;m sick =.= diarrhea and i already eff-ing HATE it!!!!

Missing being able to go to school (well, not really. more of missing seeing the people at school) i'm quite worried that something will happen to my son... Elmo Martin Archuleta Way. Adeline might just drop him on the head or eat him or something. Just like what Brenda did to my first son - Adnerb. She ate him =.= right after throwing him in to a drain, and trying to teach him how to cook maggi. Then she accidentally burned his butt and ate him =.=

And i just had piano...... which was actually ok today. I had to sideread about 15 pages of sheet music though =.= all those Clementi stuff.

I'm supposed to be studying now but i;m just too lazy. I'll study later then.... oh. I was supposed to force Azureen to tell me that thing... During science. Oh well.. i'll bug her tomorrow

And i really like jun xi;s new blog skin! Can't really say the same bout Adeline's though. It;s too girly for me =.=

[Chorus]
If you were here I'd never have a fear.
So go on live your life.
But I miss you more than I did yesterday.

You're beautiful!

My dream blogskin would be something that incorporates all my fav stuff into it i suppose. Like maybe the background is white, with rosary beads with a cross at the end trailing down to the end of the page, like in the lyrics booklet of Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge by MCR.

Then...... maybe like blood splotches EVERYWHERE!!! That would be so cool!!! Then there'll be all these lyrics like

"Well I'm a total wreck and almost every day.
Like the firing squad or the mess you made.
Well don't I look pretty walking down the street.
In the best damn dress I own?"

Which is from Give Em' Hell kid..

And i just wanna clarify that MCR IS NOT EMO!!!! Listen to Gerard Way. " There;s no such thing as emo! Emo is just a f****ing piece of shit!"

U GO GEE!!!

And fyi, Gerard is also called Gee Way which is ah-dorable! and as of now, OMG is OMG-EE!! As in OH MY GERARD, get it? u know? coz G is the same as GEE? nvm

i'm soooo bored now and i still can't figure out how to make the words appear in the last post =.=

i might actually be bored enough to do tags though i don't see the point of it.....

Which reminds me of yesterday... and if u hate reading coz you suck at it, then just leave =) this blog is no place for haters and bimbotic people who don't understand the theory of ranting coz u're bored... hmm,,, why do i even bother? i think only Adeline reads this. oh well. i wanna quit blogging =.=

coz i'm

TOO LAZY .... to blog
TOO LAZY.... to eat
TOO LAZY... to take my medicine
TOO LAZY .... to go to school
TOO LAZY .... to care about wearing clothes and everything when going out. why can;t i juSt wear my pajamas huh??
TOO LAZY.... to tie hair to school, so i might just keep short hair (making Adeline scold me at school during Moral yesterday... it was quite hilarious actually...

ME- .....i feel like leaving my hair short..
ADELINE- why?? but actually u look ok with short hair
ME- *gives the stop lying to make me feel better face* sure... coz i'm too lazy to tie hair to school *sigh*
ADELINE- LING HUI! HOW CAN YOU BE SO LAZY! YOU'RE A GIRL! *hits my knee several times*)

yes honey..... i;m a girl who's like a guy? ugh. honey, take care of Elmo... DO NOT EAT HIM! i repeat, do NOT eat him!

2009-09-14T20:55:00.008+08:00

STILL, ADDICTED (Simple Plan song btw) TO IT!!! LOVE DRUNK!!

Okay....... Total online time today is 30 mins which is sufficient enough bcoz latih tubi is coming up and i think i should start studying... people are counting on me to CRUSH cheng tong u know? =p

Well, Min Jun is anyways. And i really really need to study if not i'll lose to him in the last exam too, and we all know i HATE losing =.= Cheng tong only gets such good grades why? because he like, studies EVERYDAY or something. Crazy guy... I'd go mad if i had to study everyday. Thus, his grades come from diligence and NOT natural smart-itude like mua =p being perasan now... sorry (isn't my slang improving?)

And... i;m gonna give ONE but ONE VERY IMPORTANT reason why OTHER PEOPLE , NOT ME say Cheng tong berlagak. (if he sees this i didn't mean any offence at all) (and i;m gonna CRUSH you!! MUAHAHAHAHA)

THE Example (a TRUE story)

So... It was the last exam and we just had Sivik which was easy. And MR,Chok came in and asked Cheng Tong how it was and he went all " VERY EASY!" with the exaggerated hand flowy gay movement thing-y.

And when people asked me how it was, all i said was "oh.. i thought it was quite easy i suppose..."

THEN

The results?

LING HUI - 98%

CHENG TONG - 86%

SEE?? humility and whatever he is. I can't think now. So the next time Eddy or Eu Win tell me how sweet and innocent and smart he is... i'm gonna tell them the TRUTH!

Like how Eddy said he lets his sister bully him and he doesn't bully her blablaabla... But don't you see how he's ruining her future? She'll be so used to manipulating and controlling people she'll have to suffer next time when other people crush her and she'll think she's all that and blablabla. In other words, he's ruining his sister's future. And i don't have anything against him. It's just annoying having hardworking-but-not-the-normal-hardworking-but-dumb-kind-of-hardworking-people =.=

Quote of the day -

Civilization is unbearable, but it is less unbearable at the top.

Timothy Leary

AND, ADELINE AND I HAVE CONCEIVED A NEW BABY TOGETHER CALLED ELMO MARTIN ARCHULETA WAY

2009-09-13T20:48:00.004+08:00

ME HUGGING MARTIN!!!! *SCREAMS NON-STOP*

Today was.... fun and NOT-fun.

NOT - FUN

This morning. I had to go for guitar replacement class coz my teacher was overseas again (coincidentally in China, where he met my parents when they were buying this condo thing over looking some lakes in China and its so pretty blablabla)
I had to on and off my phone over and over again, just coz i had to check what time my replacement class was, then i had to run here and there from my mum's room and my room to get the number and stuff.. then she lectured me for almost the whole day for not CLOSING THE DOOR while she was sleeping =.= and said i was selfish, spoon-fed and all my life i have been an ungrateful wretch who doesn't deserve what i have blablabla

I had to run to get ready in 5 minutes for my guitar class that suddenly changed to 12 am. Then went to send my sister for tuition, went to Subang Parade and there were A LOT of people there compared to normally and it was coz Raya was almost over or smthg @.@

Bought some cute white wedges and my mum started lecturing again on how i don't take care of my shoes and blablabla so she made me and my sister sort out all the shoes and started telling us bout the shoes we can wear and blablabla.

Which is why my feet now hurt from wearing those Zara pig skin lining black peep toes but they were so cute!! In the adult-ish way i mean. And my mum told me to wear it out next time if not the shoes will spoil if no one wears them =.=

She was in such a weirdly good mood, she even told me i can wear the silver snake skin lining Banana Republic shoes that look totally gorgeous too!

Those were the fun parts of today... And my sis kept bugging me on the Rubix cube stuff coz she doesn't know how to do it =.=

And.... I wanted to tell Adeline somthing.. Oh. Right.

HONEY!

The Reason (which is a song by Hoobastank in case u didn't know) my mum won't let me get flats is because, apparently, the soles of your feet will SPOIL. Thus, go tell your mum that everytime you wanna buy wedges =) U can thank me later =p MY BABY IS FINALLY GROWING UP! *sniffs* haha.not. ugh. i'm just uberly weird today...

Nothing much happened today.... And guitar i had to squat outside at the dustbin to cut my nails coz they were too long =.= and this woman came out and gave me the oh-you-poor-girl-do-you-not-have-nail-clippers-at-home? look =.=

Old aunties who like to stick their nose in everything and think their so ALL THAT are really just plain ANNOYING.

Quote of the day:

Today is the tomorrow we worried about yesterday.

- Anonymous

Adeline, you better worry tomorrow coz i'm gonna give you lots of names =D

BTW, I actually baked bread today! Using the bread maker thing which i still have no idea how to use....

AND MY MSN IS HAVING A TOTAL PROB!!! I can't see my contacts at all and my sis is ruining my life by trying to get SPM cheat papers that were leaked =.=

Honey, Adeline, so need some love now! Today has been horrible! AND gosh you are so rajin (see? i can use slang) as to bother linking so many people, what with a new skin and all O.O I totally couldn't be bothered at all... Sorry. I just relinked Deanna and Ashley today and why do people change links so much?

PS. MARTIN BENNET JOHNSON AS OF NOW IS 24 YEARS, 5 DAYS, 10 HOURS, 37 MINUTES AND 15 SECONDS.
PPS. STILL LOVING HIM =)

2009-09-12T13:49:00.005+08:00

MY DREAM GUITAR...

Chatting to the EW aka Eu Win coz honey left for vocal lessons and did i mention she HARDLY sang with me last night??

ur vocal lessons are WASTED if u don't sing honey!!!

and......

I'M EXTREMELY SORRY TO WONG EU WIN!!!! who is not dead

for:

1. forcing him to sing Thunder
2. annoying him everytime he onlines when i online
3. .... teasing him?
4. physcologically torturing him
and many more....

And, the production of *drumroll* ......... "THE BOY WHO COULDN'T SING" is under way. inspired by the sad, sad, SAD life of Wong Eu Win, whom i shall try to stop calling "The Ew"

The story goes like this...

One day, there was a boy. Called Eu Win. Which is a weird name to me but, that's not the point. And, one day, this girl, who was Martin's future wife to be, made him promise to sing Thunder at her honey's house. And he said he would faint, which she said was COOL and blablabla.

Anyways... she found out that.... HE COULDN'T SING!! Which made her so sad she decided to pray for his voice everyday while praying for Martin's health. It was such a sad story.... And thus, she decided to help him with "stuff"

END

And my honey is going for vocal exams so wish her luck! make me proud! I trained u yesterday! =D

And, its confirmed that Eu Win's life, is like OMG-LY SAD

He can't sing, he doesn't look like Bryan Donahue, he faints when singing due to some medical throat condition, and he cut his finger playing guitar during Std 2.

SO. Please pray for him to because i was very touched and feel sad for him. Sigh. sad sad sad person...

And another movie will be under way soon... "How They Ended Up Together"

Hopefully...

And about Eddy's birthday... btw. right now Martin Johnson is 24 years 3 days, 2 hours 28 minutes 10 secs old!!

sigh... I'll be waiting for you martin!

Yesterday, i sang to Love Drunk, the album, honey singing A BIT and i actually got her to jump and sing with me! =D

We , i mean I , spent most of the time singing and walking with adeline, looking at the stars.... how romantic... aaand, we hugged each other a lot and drank coke blablabla.

And i have decided that i am never EVER going to bring Bokang to any concert again. I just remembered that he DID NOT JUMP AT ALL AT MTV!!!!

U GUYS ARE SO DARNED WEIRD!!!

Quote of the day:

Love is like a war: easy to begin, hard to end

- proverb

2009-09-09T10:40:00.003+08:00

And today is the day i really have to be strong...

Currently chatting to Eddy and Jun Xi. Somehow i managed to convince them to play petsociety on facebook! Hhaha. Jun xi's pet looks like super weird, and he called it Bodoh =.= coz he says it looks stupid.

Too depressed to have a lyric of the day and its not like anyone bothers reading it anyways =.= you musically deprived people

My Love Drunk CD didn't arrive at the store so i can only get it today, which is also MARTIN JOHNSON'S 24TH BIRTHDAY!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!!!

YES, MARTIN is such a GENEROUS, KIND, GIVING person, that for his bday, he gives the world a present in the form of LOVE DRUNK!!

And, like the BLG fanatic i am, i've made sure about everyone in my class knows bout it =D

I;m even buying the album for Adeline aka MY HONEY and Jun Xi aka DUDE. And they'll be paying me back tomorrow or smthg.

And..... Bryan isn't single anymore according to the Bryan's Blonde Hair cult on MySpace. Which is.... sadly, ultimately depressing for us girl's who realize the holy angelic-ness of Bryan.

Martin is an uberly deep person also, like how he always has a quote on his martinsays.com

And since i don't have a lyric today, i shall just give a quote.

Quote of the day:

Not all who wander are lost

- J.R.R Tokien

Adeline

2009-09-07T16:15:00.003+08:00

Lyric of the day:

Okay. I'm quite sick of blogging already but Adeline keeps bugging me to for God knows what reason. No one bothers reading anyway. Its so boring. =.=

And, its boring to chat to people who don't talk *coughs*

Anyways. i'm bored so, bye.

and

HERE IS THE SCHEDULE FOR THIS MONTH, SEPTEMBER

September 1st --- BILL & TOM KAULITZ BDAY (as in TOKIO HOTEL)
September 4th --- GERARD WAY & LYN-Z 2 year anniversary
September 8th --- LOVE DRUNK RELEASE!!!
September 9th --- MARTIN JOHNSON'S BIRTHDAY!!! 24th!!
September 11th --- Jun Xi & Eddy's Bday
September 22nd --- LIFE STARTS NOW release (THREE DAYS GRACE)
September 26th --- hmm... what was it again? hmm... oh! Adeline's bday. oh nothing much really.. =P
END

bLOGGING AT DAD'S

2009-09-06T09:36:00.003+08:00

HOT- NESS!!!!!

Lyric Of The Day:

You think you know me

Word on the street is that you do

You want my history

What others tell you won't be true

I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep

Nobody's really seen my million subtleties

Autobiography - Ashlee Simpson

FIRST, I LOOK HIDEOUSLY UGLY IN THOSE BLG PICS BUT

I DON'T CARE!!!!!!!!!

Coz THEY look HOTT!!!!!

OK. I'm currently blogging from my dad's office while he goes to check out his site or something... I think he's building the basement of some new shopping mall or something, i'm not sure..

And i just wanna let everyone know that,

ADELINE IS LYING IN HER BLOG!!

We Explorers know what TRULY happened, and that was that EVERYONE (especially me) was BOO-ING!!! during her oral. And why?? Because we all hate LIARS (but i don't hate u honey =))

She just kept ranting on and on during her BM oral, that had a lot of mistakes in it, but i shan't correct her BM too, coz correcct-ing her English is already a lot of hard work =p

I'm now going to explain to everybody the entire TRUTH of that day's oral. *clears throat*

Teacher asked honey to go out and present her oral. I knew immediately that she was going to spout some CRAP, LIES and give everybody NIGHTMARES!!

BECAUSE

She kept saying "saya suka david ble ble bleh tapi tak suka MARTIN JOHNSON, dacid blehblehbleh-toilet-bowl hot di dunia blablabla orang yang tak suka dia cuma cemburu blablabla" and her BM oral was WEIRD because we're NOT supposed to LIE and the starting was in english. Its a MALAY ORAL, honey

And of course, i, who tells the truth kept yelling at her from the back of the class to tell the truth, and to stop lying to herself, but, as usual, she IGNORED ME and i'm sad to say that since lying is a sin, my honey will be going to hell, whereas i'll be watching her from ON TOP OF THE WORLD (BLG song) on the HIGHWAY TO HELL (ACDC song) haha.Yes, i'm lame

And.....

Oh, yes, i've been writing songs with my sister lately, except they are the kind of songs i HATE, lousy POP artists with their BORING songs (that are sometimes okay) and no talent, like David blahblebleh toiletta. Anyone can sing his songs, which shows how UN-TALENTED, UN-HOT, UN-NICE he is. His songs are just amateur songs =.= take that honey!

Ont he other hand, MARTIN is SO TALENTED, SO HOT, SO AWESOME, SO NICE AND EVERYTHING GOOD, HE WRITES HIS OWN SONGS!!!

AND

And

ADELINE

WATCH OUT! i'm gonna post the EMBARASSING VID of us baking at your house once i get my phone back *glares* HOW CAN U POST BABY PICS OF PEOPLE ON YOUR BLOG?!?!?!?! HOW EMBARASSING IS THAT?!?! NEXT TIME I GO YOUR HOUSE I'LL ASK YOUR MUM TO SHOW ME YOURS!!!!

And, on Tuesday, i'll PROVE that Martin is better than Blablebleh. Remember i told you on the phone that i'll go around asking people who's hotter? Yeah, i'm REALLY gonna do that. JUST WATCH ME

AND, does anyone listen to the songs i put on this blog anyways?!? ITS BLG!! MCR!! GREEN DAY!! And i put 7 songs only, coz if i put all my fave songs it'd be a few hundred, like my sis, who has 375 songs on her iphone, but its only the songs of 9 artists. And we're currently facing a problem of not having memory space to fit all our songs in, coz even the 8GB Walkman is full already =.=

Which makes it lucky that i'm always to lazy to update my phone, which is also running out of memory despite having 8 GB too. I haven't put it lots of new songs yet, like BLG's demos and The Maine.

LISTEN TO THE MUSIC OK?!?! MUSIC = LIFE

I hear you talking

Well, it's my turn now

I'm talking back

Look in my eyes

So you can see just where I'm at

I walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace

And I'll walk a million more to find out what this shit means

rushed

2009-09-02T19:35:00.000+08:00

will update. rushing. hope u love it. i know i did coz i can't blog coz i'm too happy.

BLG!!!!!!

2009-09-02T19:17:00.004+08:00

LET THE PIcTURES SPEAK!

BAKING!!!

2009-08-31T18:09:00.003+08:00

PICS OF MARTIN AND HIS TATTOOS. HOTT!!
Unfortunately, the BLG site is under maintenance so i can't get clearer and better pics

Lyric of the day:

Amazing Grace,
how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind,
but now I see.

Amazing Grace - John Newton

Today, Adeline came over to my house to bake cookies and brownies. We were like, baking the WHOLE TIME for almost... 7 hours or so.

First we did all the measuring and blablabla. Then we had to chop up the chocolate for so darned long. We were already aching from the archery and then today we had to chop toasted nuts and chocolate under the supervision of my sister who stood over us and bossed us around just coz she didn't want to study =.=

Then... Adeline and my sis were in charge of making the shapes, which is, the EASIEST thing to do. Just roll it into a small ball and you're done. And Adeline kept saying how they did the most work and blablabla *rolls eyes* Haha.

And I had to do the HARDEST part of it, which was to load the ready made balls of cookie dough on the tray, putting it in the HOT oven, then loading the other tray and watching the brownies in the other oven and do it over and over again. Which, may i add, is tiring. And oh, did i mention that i cut myself 2 TIMES??

Oh, Adeline burned her butt leaning against the oven too. Smart move, honey

The brownies got burned too, coz i was busy focusing on the cookies so yes, the cookies DO taste nice. And i thank God my house didn't burn down, but mostly that was due to the fact that Adeline didn't touch the oven at all =) so we're all still alive

The pictures are all in Adeline's phone, so, if you want to view them then go check her blog out at intertwinedtales.blogspot.com

We ended up with like, 400 cookies? So, anybody who wants some, leave a tag or whatever and i'll give you some tomorrow =) Adeline already took a huge stack home today.

So... today's lyric is AMAZING GRACE, which is really special to me, because Martin got it tattooed on his back, and yeah, we obviously DID talk about MARTIN and his AH-MAZINGNESS. *drools*

And now i'm going to listen to some awesome songs that i just feel too selfish to tell anyone about. Sigh. Martin, wait for me xp
FULL AMAZING GRACE LYRICS

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, That saved a wretch like me. I once was lost but now am found, Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come;
'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far
and Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,
I shall possess within the veil,
A life of joy and peace.

When we've been here ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

Sunway with Adeline

2009-08-30T18:57:00.006+08:00

Lyric of the day:

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Who Knows - Avril Lavigne

Today, i went out with Adeline and my sis to Sunway Pyramid. It was totally fun, coz we did lots of stuff. Okay. Here's an account of what happened in order today. Oh yeah, i had this totally weird craving for blue food and ended up wearing blue too. I don't know why. Just had that urge. Anyways...

First, Adeline reached earlier and totally creeped me out when she told me her mum was mad coz i was late thanks to my sister and her unable-to-pick-shoes-ness. =.= Then, she greeted me from behind with a poke in the back. How polite of her *sarcastically*

We went to look for a wallet coz i wanted to buy one. We went to all the stores and i still couldn't decide. (yeah,yeah, i'm picky) Adeline got a nice Roxy pencil box that was black and gold when we went there. So i guess we match now huh? =)

After that, we went to the cinema and got tickets for Up! even though i told my dad i wouldn't go to the cinema. We actually wanted to watch Orphan and freak ourselves out and also I Love You Beth Cooper, but it was all for people above 18, and i don't we can pass for that old (no comment please)

After purchasing the tickets, we went to eat at Sushi King, coz Adeline said she felt like eating Sushi.

Then, while watching cute animated characters move on a huge projected screen, me and Adeline succeeded in spilling Coke on our shirts and shoes. I also ended up ACCIDENTALLY spilling popcorn down my sister's shirt.

Then, we went to the loo and finally bought a wallet i was quite satisfied with.

After, we went to play archery, which was kinda pricey. Adeline was... well... lets just say i had a great time watching people make fools of themselves =p She actually cursed and made me switch bows with her =.= like that helped (sorry honey)

(from left to right) Adeline, Ling Hui, Ling Xin *grins*
PS. Please take note that all the arrows that hit the bottom were all ADELINE'S

After that.... Hmm... Yeah! I tried to convince Adeline and my Sis to go to Red Box for karaeoke, but Adeline LIED and said she didn't have money =.= so i made her promise that we would go with lots of people next time =) We walked to Starbucks and my sister ordered CAFFIENE which i DO NOT CONSUME.

Then, Adeline and I felt like eating Takoyaki so we walked to Asian Avenue and i had Honey Green Tea Taiwanese Bubble Tea, which, may i state, was the HEALTHIEST DRINK on the menu.

Isn't the Bubble Tea cup cute? =p

After, i tried to make Adeline get a temporary tattoo but she refused AGAIN and said it was a waste of money, and where was she gonna get it?

Then.... we walked about and left.

THE END

Azu was supposed to go too but didn't =( we missed you juju

Find yourself
'Cause I can't find you
Be yourself
Who are you?
Find yourself

' Cause I can't find you

Be yourself

So you go and make it happen
Do your best
Just keep on laughing
I'm telling you
There's always a brand new day

BLG PRIDE

2009-08-29T18:16:00.003+08:00

ME AND PAUL!!!!!

Poster was too big to fit in the pics, and i have TWO SIGNED POSTERS!!!

Waiting for BLG's appearance at The Curve. Waited for almost 4 hours. But SO WORTH IT

An ink mark that happened naturally while i was making a card for them. Doesn't it look like a heart? =D Shows i'm really LOVE DRUNK

OHMIGOSH. WHY IS IT BLUR?!? BUT, it's still me and MARTIN IS SMILING!!!

Waiting in line outside Sony Style, The Curve

I drew it =D

Some pics of that totally awesome day... *drools* We actually took lots of pics to remember that day... sigh...

Holidays....

2009-08-29T17:01:00.005+08:00

Lyric of the day:

We live in a beautiful place
Let love take away all this pain
We live in a beautiful place (ohoh)
We wasted so many days
Our hearts are as dark as the rain
We live in a beautiful place (ohoh ohoh)

Beautiful Place - Good Charlotte

Just showered... Its uberly boring stuck at home. But at least i'm going out with Azureen and Adeline tomorrow. Along with my irrational bipolar sister who's in an irritating and infuriating mood now. Figures. She just got her period.

Ughh. She just kept accusing me of being a "lazy butt-head" and i know she would've used even worse words to describe me except my mum was standing there. Just because she has to go out to buy food at those cool bazaar places they have only during Ramadan or something, she thinks the whole world is against her *rolls eyes*

I mean, i know you have your period, but just get used to it! Sure, maybe i should "understand" but that doesn't mean you get to be mean and nasty to everybody!

Oh. My other sister isn't any better at all. We had BM tuition today, in the morning. And i'm always really blur in the morning so i had that blur face on while searching words up in the kamus, and she used a red pen to poke me!! HARD! Then when i poked her back, she just poked me and went all " don't simply poke people you loser"

HELLO?!?!? YOU DID IT FIRST!!! I swear, sometimes i'm just gonna go out of my mind. I can pretty bipolar too, but that doesn't give me an excuse to be right? So it goes the same for my sisters too.

Just the other day, she eff-ing THREATENED ME!! She went all "you better watch out" several times in that creepy Mafia way just because i wouldn't let her play Ikariam =.=

She's supposed to be studying for SPM for God's sake!!!

I don't want to be lumped in with her just cause she won't get straight A's in SPM and thus, won't be able to get into the University of Pennsylvania or whatever school she wants to apply for. Ugh.

Even if i was only slightly disturbed, wait. scratch that. EXTREMELY DISTURBED, its still creepy when you're supposed to be "matured" sister starts threatening you over a virtual reality game that is, may i comment " INSANELY BORING I COULD CRY MYSELF TO PIECES LOOKING AT IT"

Sometimes i think no one understands me at all, which is a really depressing (but true) way to think and i have already promised myself i won't become some depressed suicidal person anymore. Life's short so... I just wanna live to the fullest.

Sigh. Getting depressed now. Thinking back, my class wasn't THAT bad. There were actually some people i like, though my premature-self thought of everyone as "dumb, stupid, childish immature idiots" i realise now that i can't really be prejudiced against everyone just cause their different than me but yes, i did hate most of my time in primary school. Maybe not all my time but... you get the point.

Anyways, now i have cleansed myself of all the negativity and insecurities of the past and i don't hate anybody anymore. Everyone is actually pretty nice =) Except its annoying when i have to keep defending other people when people critisise them. Can't everybody see that this world is a beautiful place filled with beautiful people? There's no space in our short lives to be spent despising someone.

Everybody's nice, honestly. Only insecure people really critisise others i suppose. But i can pretty confidently mean it when i say i think this world IS a beautiful place filled with nice, loving people. We just have to learn to stop hating and start loving. After all, don't they say love makes the world go round?

And on that positive note, i'm gonna end this day peacefully and happily.

Our hearts are as dark as the rain (ohoh)
Our hearts are as dark as the rain (ohoh)
Its a beautiful place if we make it
It's a beautiful place to be wasted, don’t you know.

chatting to adeline now.....

2009-08-28T13:28:00.002+08:00

Lyric of the day:

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne

Chatting to Adeline now....... She's currently sending tons of stuff to me because i'm just such a poor destitute in Pet Society. And yes, i have tons of fish but somehow they don't swim... Odd..

Missing school now.. Missing lots of people and yes, thank you to Adeline aka my honey for sending me tons of stuff in Pet Society and can you PLEASE decorate my house for me?? I'm way too lazy to.

Lazy to blog.... Missing BLG too.

MARTIN COME BACK!!!!
I MISS YOU!!!

haha

Waiting for BLG with every breath i take

Rainy days and She's got a boyfriend now

2009-08-27T19:31:00.008+08:00

SHE'S GOT A BOYFRIEND NOW

Lyric of the day:

Now she's got a boyfriend
And I've got a rock band
Cause nothing really ever goes the way it's planned
Yeah she's on the west coast and I'm on some back road
Driving to the city and then who knows
Cause that's all she wrote
I wish that I could turn this car around
But she's got a boyfriend now

Take me back to you somehow
And everything that I know now it's so hard
I tore us apart
Take me back to feeling like the world
Would just keep dealing me the right cards
Now you're just so far

Boys Like Girls - She's Got A Boyfriend Now

RAINY DAYS AND SHE'S GOT A BOYFRIEND NOW = SHEER BLISS, not to mention a totally awesome way to end a day =D

Lets see... today I talked to Azureen on the phone for almost 2 hours? Couldn't reach Adeline's number for some odd reason, and I don't think she can sleep till 3 o'clock in the afternoon.

Hmm... sending SHE'S GOT A BOYFRIEND NOW and HEART HEART HEARTBREAK to Lyn Dee now. Hope she loves it! =D

Today it rained and me and my sis went totally phsyched over it, so we took all these bread bits to feed the fish in the lake downstairs even though it was still raining. And the dimwit, kept scolding me for wearing our MCR hoodie coz i didn't want to get THAT wet. Plus, I didn't want to wet my Avril Lavigne Concert Tee (MUAHAHAHA jun xi!) So in the ending she made me change almost 4 times =.=

And

SHE'S GOT A BOYFRIEND IS OUT ON iTUNES!!!!!!!!!! *SCREAMS NON STOP*

And, yes, I have it!!!!!!

It was actually leaked on the internet but I, as Martin Johnson's TRUE WIFE TO BE and AVID SUPPORTER, of course, supported them by not downloading it as i support all these artists. And yes, I have already heard the whole album 1 month before the release date not because it was leaked coz it wasn't, but coz i went to the album listening. And yes, *cues in evil triumphant laughter* MUAHAHAHA!!!

Did i mention Martin called me SWEETHEART and said I LOVE YOU to me???

*evil gloating smile* yes, somehow i cannot stop sticking that fact into people's faces.

Pics while we were out getting soaked from head to toe... I took this btw. Kinda blur from the rain though

And pics from my sis.. who obnoxiously feels the need to post these pics that show off her "awesome photography"

When did she even take that?? I think it was while I was looking for tadpoles in puddles (it could happen one day)

Why does she have to take horrid pics of people anyways?? I shall delete this one day.

And... one last thing to do

MARTIN I LOVE YOU!!!!

AND YES, YOU ARE MINE!!!

BORED.period

2009-08-26T14:43:00.004+08:00

Lyric of the day:

Sit around and watch the
Tube but, nothing's on
Change the channels for
An hour or two
Twiddle my thumbs just for
A bit
I'm sick of all the same
Old shit
In a house with unlocked
Doors
And I'm fucking lazy

Bite my lip and close my eyes
Take me away to paradise
I'm so damn bored
I'm Going blind!!!

Long View - Green Day

GOD I'M SO BORED!!!! The only thing that wasn't even remotely exciting at all this week was that I had to go for my theory exam, which sucked, coz i had to memorise all those terms and stuff during the weekend..

I was really blur in the morning too, so when i got the paper i was just like. oh! then i sat there looking at it, flipped it open and proceeded to read the first question, asking for the time signature, but instead, i oh-so-smartly looked for the KEY SIGNATURE and wasted 3 minutes doing it.

Then, we Twelveans had to go to a special room to take it. Saw Sujane from Visto? Or is it Quantum? I was so blur when she said hi I almost asked " how do you know me?" which, come to think of it, maybe i should have asked afterall.

Then... hmm... holidays... got these extremely spontaneously hideous and totally un-ethereal glasses which are supposed to help me see clearer, but are giving me total migraines every time i put it on, thus causing me to with all my heart, loathe its very presence and despise even the slight mention of it from my sister, who feels the need to mock me about something so hideous and alien on my face.

Naturally, I am still wearing my old, comfy glasses.

Chatting to my honey now, aka Adeline Tang Pui Yan and Ru Jin, from my old class back at Lick Hung. I wonder whether he still likes Arsenal?? He started a band and is now looking for a bassist so, anyone out there who's interested, contact me or something?

Anyways, the best of luck to him and i hope he finds an awesome bassist, just like Bryan Donahue and Mikey Way. Except, there's no way anyone in Malaysia could look as hot as them. Sigh.

Chatting to 5 people and playing petsociety and blogging at the same time is stressing on the brain, so i'm logging off now.

Peel me off this Velcro seat
And get me moving
I sure as hell can't do
It by myself
I'm feeling like a Dog in heat
Barred indoors from the Summer street
I locked the door to
My own cell
And I lost the key

I got no motivation
Where is my motivation
No time for motivation
Smoking my inspiration